Don't belittle my side of this, dear girl. You were his infatuation, I was his brother. Don't allow yourself to assume you hurt more than those of us who truly knew him.
Of that, I'm not even sure, yet. I have matters to attend to, before I look into it myself. I can't stop you, have no desire of stopping you, from your wrath. But know that whatever this is, it was strong enough to destroy entirely a being far more powerful than you.
No, you shouldn't. But I understand.
Go. And if you need anything, ask- For now, I will honor his desire to care for you. However you require.