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Tweak says, "It's only time."

Mia Jesbar (miaj) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2009-03-26 20:28:00

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jamie madrox, mia jesbar

[Jamie] I don't... I don't think I can work for X-Factor anymore. I'm... I'm gonna get my stuff.

[Master Qui-Gon] I don't know if I can come back to training.

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	Mia _multiplicity 2009-03-26 09:58 pm UTC (link)
	Why? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Jamie miaj 2009-03-26 10:12 pm UTC (link)
	I don't... I don't know how to put it into words. Judgment's not good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mia _multiplicity 2009-03-26 10:13 pm UTC (link)
	We have to talk about this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jamie miaj 2009-03-26 10:16 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. Talk about what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mia _multiplicity 2009-03-26 10:17 pm UTC (link)
	About what happened to you. About what you're going to do if you leave. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jamie miaj 2009-03-26 10:23 pm UTC (link)
	You know what happened to me. Why does it matter what I do if I leave? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mia _multiplicity 2009-03-26 10:24 pm UTC (link)
	You haven't talked about it. Why do you think it matters? You're my girlfriend and I love you. I need to know you're going to be okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jamie miaj 2009-03-26 10:31 pm UTC (link)
	No energy to. Don't know what I'll do. Won't do anything. Go to my apartment. I love you too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mia _multiplicity 2009-03-26 10:32 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. Well. I guess I'm coming with you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jamie miaj 2009-03-26 10:34 pm UTC (link)
	I... what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mia _multiplicity 2009-03-26 10:35 pm UTC (link)
	I'm coming with you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jamie miaj 2009-03-26 10:39 pm UTC (link)
	But... it... you guys have cases. Lots. I'm just going to be alone in my apartment. Stay there til I feel like it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mia _multiplicity 2009-03-26 10:40 pm UTC (link)
	They can handle cases. If it gets bad, I'll leave some dupes to take care of things. I'm coming with you. Isabel, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jamie miaj 2009-03-26 10:43 pm UTC (link)
	It'll be boring. Wasn't going to leave her here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mia _multiplicity 2009-03-26 10:44 pm UTC (link)
	I can handle boring. I'll bring some paperwork. Maybe a book. Good. I wasn't planning on ditching her, either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jamie miaj 2009-03-26 10:52 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. I... How long are you going to stay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mia _multiplicity 2009-03-26 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	I dunno. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jamie miaj 2009-03-26 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	Dunno how long I'm staying either. Dunno what I'm doing. You have to go back to work sometime. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mia _multiplicity 2009-03-26 11:00 pm UTC (link)
	You, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jamie miaj 2009-03-26 11:04 pm UTC (link)
	No I don't. I'm leaving. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mia _multiplicity 2009-03-26 11:05 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Mia onceaforceghost 2009-03-27 02:07 pm UTC (link)
	You can and you will, my child. After a sufficient period of time to recover from your injuries and your...memories. I won't push you. I know you're not comfortable with your memories, so I won't ask you to share them. Just know that when you're ready, I'm here. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Master Qui-Gon miaj 2009-03-27 02:35 pm UTC (link)
	But I... failed. I messed up. Bad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Mia

onceaforceghost
2009-04-06 01:20 pm UTC (link)

You didn't fail, my child. Being a Jedi does not mean you are perfect nor does it mean you are all knowing.

We all "mess up" as you so succinctly put it. I made a fatal mistake in chasing Darth Maul to the extent I did, as well as putting all my trust in an untested boy who later became the enemy of my Padawan. Would you not call that messing up? And what of my mistakes with Tahl and Xanatos?

You see, everyone, even Jedi, make mistakes. Your only mistake was caring about those girls and trying to save them. You did all you could, sweetheart. No one could expect any more from you. But quitting your training and not meditating...do you really want to let those people take that away from you? You're good at what you do, both in training and as a detective. Don't allow those horrible people to take away anything else that you care about.

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	Master Qui-Gon miaj 2009-04-07 01:35 am UTC (link)
	Jamie helped. I was going to contact you. For help, with meditating. I think I can do it with someone else now. I didn't think about any of it that way. I don't know if I would've listened before, but... you're right. Maybe not about me being good at what I do. But I don't want to let them take anything else. They'll win. They don't deserve to win. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mia onceaforceghost 2009-04-08 12:31 pm UTC (link)
	I am always at your service, my dear. You know that. They don't deserve to win any more than you deserve to suffer, Mia. Take pride in the fact that you did all you were able to do and that you tried your very hardest. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Master Qui-Gon miaj 2009-04-11 02:59 am UTC (link)
	I know. I don't mean to... shut you out sometimes when things are... it's just what I do. But that's the thing. I'm not sure I did my best or that I did all I could. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mia onceaforceghost 2009-05-04 03:40 pm UTC (link)
	You did, my child. You fought valiantly, as strong as any Jedi. I'm proud of you. (Reply to this) (Parent)