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Tweak says, "long and hard hours"

Henry Mitchell Jr [Charmed] (healing_heart) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2009-02-28 00:39:00

Current mood:	sad
Entry tags:	amelia harkness, devon harkness-hart, henry mitchell jr, jade sha cortez

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Someone remind me that what I did was for the best...please.

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	devharknesshart 2009-02-28 12:57 am UTC (link)
	Normally I'd question that but... that sounds a bit like someone brokenhearted. You did the right thing. Especially if you felt choked. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	healing_heart 2009-02-28 12:58 am UTC (link)
	It wasn't that..and yes, I am. I am more hurt that I couldn't help him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

devharknesshart
2009-02-28 01:08 am UTC (link)

Some times you can love someone too much, be to devoted to them...and sometimes you want to help someone and trick yourself into thinking you love them.

Emotions are fickle and confusing but if you couldn't help him then mayhap you weren't the one that was meant to heal him. So don't blame yourself and, instead, hope that he'll find the one that was meant to be there with him.

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	healing_heart 2009-02-28 01:13 pm UTC (link)
	I know my love for him was the right thing, but it just wasn't enough to make him stronger. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devharknesshart 2009-02-28 07:08 pm UTC (link)
	It may of been the right thing but it wasn't for the right person. Had he been the one you're love would of made him stronger. It would of made him want to be a better person if nothing else for you and you alone. He would of attempted to move mountains for you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	countthenotes 2009-02-28 01:00 am UTC (link)
	I can only do that if you can truly say you don't regret doing it. Whatever it is you did. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	healing_heart 2009-02-28 01:01 am UTC (link)
	That's the eternal question... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	countthenotes 2009-02-28 01:10 am UTC (link)
	Well...did it feel like a release of a sort when you did it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	healing_heart 2009-02-28 01:30 am UTC (link)
	No, it felt like I was ripping out my heart... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	countthenotes 2009-02-28 01:36 am UTC (link)
	Oh...Um. Sorry Dad is better then me at this... Did if feel like the right thing to do at the time? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	healing_heart 2009-02-28 01:13 pm UTC (link)
	In some ways yes it is, but it doesn't make it any easier. I love him more than I could ever say, but...well it just isn't something I really want to go into here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	countthenotes 2009-02-28 07:14 pm UTC (link)
	I understand. Well. If you want someone to talk to face to face give me a ring. I suck at advice but I'm good at listening and sometimes a good rant makes everything better. I'll even have Savoya or Dad fix us up lots of chocolate things. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	jadeling 2009-02-28 12:08 pm UTC (link)
	What'd you do? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	healing_heart 2009-02-28 01:12 pm UTC (link)
	That's something I will let your father share with you. (Reply to this) (Parent)