Bela
Compared to some of the shite I've dealt with, it's pretty standard, actually. And better the devil I know, if it's in the public domain.
I can imagine that's stressful- having your son know ten years of things you don't remember. I sort of feel the same way about a few friends of mine. Thankfully, since they're alive I'm guessin they didn't pay much attention to me life, but still. I'm not exactly proud of certain parts of my day-to-day.