|Bella Donna Boudreaux is a cheerful assassin (petitmort) wrote in undertherainbow,|
@ 2009-01-27 22:19:00
|Entry tags:||belladonna rogan, triesta darkholme-harkness|
So, um, it turns out that those kids are being taken care of by, um, I guess the older version of their selves.
You know, the way they all talked about it, I figured after a week their actual parents would show up, and Alex and I would be back to whatever craziness home had in store for us. Or the Paris that was part of my home.
But we're still here. And the kids' parents aren't. I'm not nearly ready to be a mom, but at the same time. . . I don't get much choice. I don't even feel any kind of real connection to them. I mean, hell, I forgot about them for a week.
Anyway, I guess this is kind of a long way of saying it, but I'm in so far over my head I can't even see the surface. And I kind of need to freak out about that away from Alex, since it will invariably cause her to freak out worse, and I'd do anything to keep her from feeling bad. I just need a night out, someplace quiet where I can think.