How would you? How could you possibly know? No one did, and now it's over and I can't even hug my kids, my wife, again! Fuck! I was dead. The dead seemed to...I don't know, get trapped in a mirror world. I could see everything. I could see but I couldn't touch or be a part of it. I could look out but never have someone look in. And now. Now I'm back in the right world but none of the right people are in it and it's fucked up!