I don't go where I am not invited, ma'am. Heck, if you like, I will cal the service, give them my card information and have them call you for the delivery instructions. Then they can;t tell me, even if I wanted to know.
I am sorry you've been hurt, and that people have been buggerers to you. I've not got a clean past myself, so I know... how life can be.
But I swear by the Blessed Mother, and her Son, no tricks, no strings.