Kai
I've been talking to Willow, about learning to control my power. it's kind of unsettling, to learn after all these years. Regardless of the damage I have done. I've lived more than a century without knowing I was capable of mass destruction. That alone takes some getting used to. But I'm doing all right. I think I will always feel guilt, on some level, but at the same time I know it wasn't my fault. I don't think my other understood what I was capable of, or I'd blame her for not helping me control it when I was young.