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Eve (theoriginalchic) wrote in undertherainbow,

I don't know what to do. Lucifer said that Lilith wanted me and Lilith was all 'he's not lying.' But I'm married and I'm not even sure if I could be with a girl because I've always been taught that girls are friends and aren't meant for that kind of relationship. But I can't whether she was a girl or boy because that adultery and adultery is a sin. So is divorce and I don't want to go to hell. Satan scares me. And Lilith...she always laughed at me when I said I just want one person forever. But even if that person isn't Adam...what if I make a mistake and leave Adam and then Lilith leaves me and I'm all alone.

And...we were made to be together. If the original man and woman can't work in a relationship, how can anybody work? What is love anyway but a wind of emotions leaving you with a bad aftertaste. I want to say yes but if I say yes I have to break Adam's heart. And if I say no, I break Lilith's and she holds grudges. If I ever changed my mind, I'm not sure she'd take me. And I know we wouldn't be able to be friends again after this. Stupid Lucifer.