It's been a long time since I prayed. I wasn't raised to believe in Christianity or really much of any religion. But I know you exist, and I know you're a great chick, even as far as deities are concerned. You might be able to help. All I need is some clarity. Clarity I can't get on my own.
I love them both. Henn and Soren. And I know I am connected to both of them in ways that are hard to define, and mostly intangible. What worries me the most is that those connections could... well, they might sever. Or fade. And I don't think I could handle that. I know compared to a lot of others, this may seem to be a good problem to have. Loving two people who love you in turn may seem like a blessing, but it's a really weighted one. I worry that I'm not showing either of them the full extent of what I can do, of... my actual love for them.