Your presence here is needed. There is always a plan for everything, whether one can comprehend it or not. It is not for you to question, but simply for you to accept and move on and revel in the feelings of being whole and individual.
This world offers bountiful experiences and discriminates not between believers and non-believers. Avail yourself of all the wondrous things on this planet and worry not about the meanings behind things so much.
And though you may see me in a different light, in many different forms, using both genders, I am but the same as I always was. A being of light, compassion, fortitude and love, and you need not fear me.