No, it doesn't. It takes some of the pressure off, to be honest. Those are unbiased reviews of my life, and you can only learn the truth from them.
You're coming along nicely, Mia. You cannot expect to be a Jedi Master or even Knight in just a few months. It can take many years of training, and you're progressing more quickly than even most younglings. I'd say it's a natural gift for you.