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terrynboot ([info]terrynboot) wrote in [info]ultrarpg,
@ 2008-08-15 21:32:00

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Who: Terry Boot and James Montague
When: Early Saturday Morning
Where: On the streets of London
What: "Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering." Or maybe it leads to making up?
Rating: PG-13?
Status: Complete

After 24 hours Terry should have been allowed to stop feeling guilty for something which was not TOTALLY his fault. He was already planning apologies for everybody BUT Lucy. And he was going to continue to call him Lucy whether the git liked it or not. No matter what, he was HIS Lucy.

Of course, also after a couple days Terry should have realized he was completely ruining his liver by drinking too much. Too bad he was not thinking clearly enough and, even if he had been, he would not have cared. So that night he had found his way to a new pub, one he had never visited before, and enjoyed a quiet night of drinking. Which was a nice change since he found himself glaring at every bloke who came his way. And a few women who seemed to think he was so adorable for drinking his lager with a straw.

After ordering a lager to go, and adjusting his straw, Terry made his way out onto the streets. There was no way he was going to be able to apparate home without splicing himself. He sipped on his drink as he turned past another block and almost choked as he collided with somebody, the straw going into his throat. He pulled it away and coughed, looking up innocently to see who he had bumped into. “Sorry. Are you…” Terry’s eyes widened just when he realized who he was staring at. “I’m so sorry.” And he didn’t mean for the run in.


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[info]montaluca
2008-08-16 02:16 am UTC (link)
Alcohol, the one and only solution for every problem. If you kept drinking long enough even the biggest ones would go away at some point...at least until you were sober again. But that didn't matter in the moment of getting drunk. So what better way of dealing with the whole mess he was in was there than to go to the next best pub and get utterly waisted? Right, none. It was an absolutely perfect solution.

However, sitting quietly at the bar and getting smashed would've been easier if there hadn't been a stupid girl throwing herself at him. James also thought that getting thrown out of the pub for yelling at her and shoving her away when she tried to wrap her ugly arms around him for the 33820230939 time was not fair. Not at all. Thankfully there was a market still open near the pub, which had provided him with a bottle of red wine. As James stumbled through the streets the ground seemed to become less steady by the minute. He hadn't even managed to drink that much before he was thrown out but mixing Martinis and whiskey wasn't a good thing in itself. Adding the strong red wine he was drinking straight from the bottle it was no wonder that things started to become somewhat blurry.

Taking all of this into account it was foreseeable that James collided with someone. Having been unsteady on his legs before, the collision caused James to loose his balance completely and he found himself saying hello to the dirty pavement. Squinting up it took James a few seconds to realise that it was really Terry in front of him and not some weird hallucination. Oh. Now this was unexpected and in his drunken state James suddenly felt like crying. Damn, it hadn't been enough alcohol to make the mess he was in go away.

"'s kay. Didn't see you there either," James finally answered, voice sounding a little cracked and the words slightly slurred. Bringing the bottle to his lips he wanted to take another gulp, hoping the wine would give him a sudden inspiration of how to make things right. It didn't. Frowning James raised the bottle, lips forming a perfect pout. "'s empty! Why's it empty??"

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[info]terrynboot
2008-08-16 06:25 am UTC (link)
Terry felt the urge to be sick when he realised the state Lucy was in. Seriosuly! They had one little fight and Lucy thought it was okay to go binge drinking to kill his liver in one night. This was what happened when he didn't pay proper attention to his friends. At least James' current state of inebriation made Terry's look like a small high.

"Probably drank it all, smart one." Terry mumbled, sipping on the straw in his beer. Pretty soon he would have none left then he'd cry. Though he still wouldn't be as drunk as James, who was slurring and stumbling about. And apparently still on the pavement.

"Oi. Get up." He reached down, trying to pull James off the ground. "Before they call cops or something. Get us in trouble for being drunk in public." Terry felt the ground spinning beneath him and pouted. Okay, so maybe he was closer to being drunk off his arse than he thought.

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[info]montaluca
2008-08-16 06:58 am UTC (link)
"Drank it all?" James frowned, glaring at the bottle as if it was the sole fault of the bottle that it was empty. Then all of a sudden he seemed to decide that it didn't matter and he threw the bottle over his shoulder onto the street, the sound of glass shattering echoing through the night.

He was suddenly pulled upright by Terry and it was definitely too much for his dazed brain. The world started to spin so badly that he thought he was going to be sick. The only sensible thing to do seemed to be pressing his eyes shut and leaning against Terry as he was his only grip on reality at the moment. If only he wasn't completely smashed right now. He could've enjoyed this moment so much.

"Wha 're you doin' here anyway?" James finally asked, his throat feeling somewhat sore. Ah right, the pack of cigarettes he had smoked in a blind rage might be the reason for that one.

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[info]terrynboot
2008-08-16 07:05 am UTC (link)
Terry was hard pressed NOT to topple over himself. Not when James pushed his weight on him and he stumbled backwards, his own world spinning and he felt sick. "Lucy." Terry groaned in annoyance, trying to upright his friend. Unfortunately, he only succeeded in moving them a couple feet before falling over. Lucky for James, Terry had managed to hit the floor first so he was an excellent pillow.

"Felt like drinking. Don't see why I should have to excuse myself to YOU?" That came out bitter. He pouted, wrapping his arms around James. He buried his face in the crook of James' neck. "Missed you."

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[info]montaluca
2008-08-16 07:13 am UTC (link)
"You still haven't gotten the Lucy privilege back," James mumbled, squinting lightly when Terry more or less dragged him along. When had walking become so complicated?

A soft groan came over his lips as he landed on the floor for the second time this evening. Only this time Terry was there, so it was just that much better. Well, would've been if the world stopped spinning already.

"Didn' say you had to 'scuse yourself to me," He sighed, rubbing his eyes as if that would make the world so much clearer. Quite obviously it didn't. However, Terry wrapping his arms around him made things better. A bit.

"Nah you didn'. Jus' missed stupid Bob and went off to suck off a stupid bloke," James pouted.

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[info]terrynboot
2008-08-16 07:19 am UTC (link)
"You're being mean again. What's my one guy compared to your hundred?" Terry pouted, leaning his head on James' shoulder. Every once in a great while he had the feeling they were being watched. Not impossible since they were still on the streets. Of course, Terry was past the point of moving. Not when he had James on top of him.

"'m going to call you Lucy whether you like it or not. You're always Lucy. Mine." Terry hugged James, trying hard not to cry. He wanted James to forgive him. He NEEDED him to forgive him.

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[info]montaluca
2008-08-16 07:27 am UTC (link)
"'m not mean, jus' saying the truth," James pointed out with a sigh, closing his eyes again.

"and they weren't hundred. 'sides, I didn't know 'em and call them new friends and get drunk and sucked 'em off. Never knew 'em, never called 'em friends and kicked 'em all out the next morning because they were all wrong," He mumbled, sniffling lightly. They had all been wrong because they hadn't been Terry.

"Can' be yours because you're no' my Terry because you're going off and messin' round with other blokes. If you do tha' you can' be my Terry, righ'? Though I'd want you to be my Terry."

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[info]terrynboot
2008-08-16 07:32 am UTC (link)
Even drunk Lucy was a jerk. Terry pouted and felt a tear escape. He hadn't drunk enough. Not nearly enough. "'d rather a friend than a stranger. Stranger would hurt me. Wouldn't stop if I asked. Noel stopped. Didn't go all the way because I.. I wanted it to be you."

Terry clung tightly to James, his mind slowly repeating what he had said. "You're mine. Still mine." Terry looked up and kissed his friend, tasting the alcohol on his lips. "'ll be your Terry. Never do it again. Just please don't leave me. Please."

He thought he heard a snap of a camera, but was not bothered to look for the sound. Not that he could move anyways.

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[info]montaluca
2008-08-16 07:47 am UTC (link)
James frowned, glaring around as if there was actually a person there with the intention of hurting Terry. Because no one, absolutely no one, was allowed to hurt his Terry. It took a few seconds for Terry's words to sink in and once they did James' eyes widened slightly.

"Wha? Me?" Now this confused him. Stupid stupid alcohol making his thoughts feel all fuzzy. The kiss came even more unexpected and James' confusion reached a whole new level. Blinking up at Terry James squinted lightly, trying to make things more clear.

"'d never leave you," He finally mumbled, arms wrapping around Terry. "Don't want you to be with anyone else..."

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[info]terrynboot
2008-08-16 07:53 am UTC (link)
That felt right. For what seemed like the first time in days, Terry actually had a real smile, dimple and all. "'m yours, Lucy. If... If you want me 'm yours." He buried his face in the crook of James' neck again, this time kissing James' skin. His mind wasn't working properly, but he knew enough that they had to get off this street. Or he at least had to get James off of him. He was HEAVY.

"Lucy... 'm sorry. Forgive me? Please?" He stopped his attention to Lucy's neck and looked up at him, smiling.

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[info]montaluca
2008-08-16 08:00 am UTC (link)
Was it another trick of the alcohol in his system or was a weight actually lifted from his shoulders? Because all of a sudden James just felt so much better. A whole fucking lot better.

"Course want you," He mumbled, nuzzling Terry's neck.

"Forgive you...jus'...don' do anythin' like that again, kay? 'cause if you're mine you're mine alone...don't like sharing. Hate sharing."

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[info]terrynboot
2008-08-16 08:04 am UTC (link)
"All yours." Terry smiled, holding James close. He twitched when he heard another click of a camera. Was his mind making things up? He looked around, suddenly pouting. No, there was somebody watching them.

"Lucy. We need to go. Somebody's taking pictures. Don't like pictures..." What if the wrong people got those pictures? He pressed up against James with his body, trying to move him off. He groaned, "Come on. Home. Please? Yours or mine, don't care. But... somebody's watching."

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[info]montaluca
2008-08-16 08:07 am UTC (link)
"All mine 's good. Very good," James smiled, although he still seemed rather intoxicated and somewhat disoriented.

"Pictures?" James looked around, squinting. It was dark around them and nothing to be seen. "No pictures, you're jus' drunk," He laughed, but finally tried to sit up on his own and even succeeded after the fifth attempt.

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[info]terrynboot
2008-08-16 08:11 am UTC (link)
"Whatever. Let's just go. Let you cuddle me if we doooo." Terry smiled, clinging to James as soon as he could stand. His. He wanted to be all James' and... really wanted to go home to do that. No way he was going to snog Lucy senseless when anybody could come around.

"'uo're more drunk than me, anyways." He helped James up and, looping an arm around him, stumbled towards their flats. Well, more James than his. Best to return James home before either of them passed out.

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[info]montaluca
2008-08-16 08:14 am UTC (link)
James leaned heavily against Terry once again when he was back on his feet. The world was just too unsteady tonight. Not that he cared. Oh no, because he was happy. The alcohol only helped that one along.

Laughing he stumbled along, not really knowing where they were going anyway. "'m not. 'sides, no one could get drunk when drinking beer with a straw," He added. Though Terry drinking beer with a straw was cute. "'m no' tha' drunk. Jus' a little."

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[info]terrynboot
2008-08-16 08:21 am UTC (link)
"CAN TOO! Got perfectly plastered last night and drank with a straw. Straws are nice." Terry stuck out his tongue at his friend. Boyfriend? They'd have to discuss that when sober. Right now the main thing was getting home. Preferably in one piece.

"going to your place. Hold tight. Gonna apparate." He could do this. He was sober enough for it. He had to be. He stumbled to an alleyway, making sure nobody was around. Then he held close to James and, using everything he could, apparated them home in one piece. Well, two pieces since they were separate. "See. Home safe."

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[info]montaluca
2008-08-16 08:26 am UTC (link)
James had just opened his mouth to tell Terry that apparating when drunk was far from being a good idea when he already felt the sicking pull. James had learned very very early that apparantion and alcohol were nothing short of a catastrophe in his case. He didn't open his eyes for a long time, just clinging to Terry and willing the dizziness and sickness to go away. Being sick now was definitely not an option. No, there were more important things to attend to...

"Never...do that again," He finally managed to croak, breathing slightly laboured. At least he wasn't in immediate danger of throwing up anymore.

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[info]terrynboot
2008-08-16 08:34 am UTC (link)
"'es sir." Terry realised what a bad idea that was when he about fell over, his head becoming cloudy. "Sorry, Lucy." He moved to hold onto James, "Let's get you in bed before you puke."

Holding tightly, he tried to lead his best friend to his bedroom. He'd have to have words with him about how much of a mess he left his flat.

Opening the door to James' room, he practically pushed Lucy back onto the bed. "There. You can sleep now." Or at least that was what he meant to say before his lips decided they wanted to work on their own. Somehow they had managed to find James'. "Sorry." Terry mumbled, pulling away.

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[info]montaluca
2008-08-16 08:39 am UTC (link)
James more or less stumbled blindly after Terry, every now and then nearly falling over a piece of clothing he had left on the floor.

When he was finally lying down again he sighed with relief. So much better. The world was still spinning but at least he didn't have to concentrate on staying upright.

Reaching out when Terry pulled away James pulled him back down, smiling sleepily. "Don' be sorry. 'nd where exactly do you think you're goin'?"

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[info]terrynboot
2008-08-16 08:46 am UTC (link)
Terry had been about to move for the door when James pulled him back onto the bed. He smiled down at James, kicking his shoes off. "Um.. nowhere?" He was with his Lucy again. Lucy wasn't mad anymore. That was the way things should be.

"You should sleep." He rested his head on Lucy's chest, curling up against his friend. "'m glad you're not mad anymore. I love you." The words came out without any thought, but he found he wasn't feeling any regret about it. Of course, he DID dislike the fact that the words had come out slurred. Stupid alcohol.

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[info]montaluca
2008-08-16 08:50 am UTC (link)
As soon as he was sure that Terry wouldn't leave James loosened his grip around the blonde a bit more and closed his eyes. Things felt quite all right now.

"You should sleep too," He mumbled in return, pressing a soft kiss to Terry's forehead. "Glad you're my Terry now. Love you too." James replied without thinking much about it, already half asleep.

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[info]terrynboot
2008-08-16 08:55 am UTC (link)
"Was always yours, idiot." Terry smiled, curling closer and making a satisfied noise when Lucy kissed his forehead. Things were perfect now. Except for the fact they would both be waking up with a horrible headache, but he was okay with that. A small price to pay for being with James.

Once he felt like he couldn't keep his eyes open long enough, he let his eyes drift closed. Tonight was going to be the best night of sleep ever.

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