I want to save Stefan. I want to save all my friends. But the how is so much harder. So much more difficult. I know he despises me right now because of my feelings and my heart being Damon's, but doesn't he realize none of it was easy? I will always care for him...and I just want him to be happy. Hearing Bonnie and Damon talk about him, hearing him talk about himself, is hard because I know he is a good person. He is kind and caring towards everyone. I know he is a hero and not the villain, but does he know that? I don't know.