So he was not going to be allowed to keep secret what he had to say to Mercedes then? Still that was probably for the best. He'd only write something to give the man hope they could still be together as they had discussed.
"I'll write it here. You can tell me if I make any mistakes." He said, settling down at his brother's desk and dipping the quill into the ink.
Mercedes, He wrote although he considered putting dear or my in front of the name.
I cannot see you again. I know that this is sudden but you must understand my position. Lord Hurst has made me a very valuable offer I cannot refuse and I am only being foolish in perusing a relationship with you when I have a man such as Lord Hurst willing to take care of me.
I have also forgotten my duty to my family and this is unforgivable. I am sorry to have to end our relationship in such a way but I fear face to face I would be overcome some clever words from you and forget myself again.
Please, Mercedes, do not think badly of me for doing this. I made it clear when we began that I would always put my family first and the time has come for me to do that. It would never have worked between us. You are a merchant. You cannot give me what I need nor desire in life and I would only make myself a laughing-stock and shame my family if I continued with you.
I am sorry, Mercedes. I did not mean to lead you on as I have done. This was just an infatuation. I am certain you will find someone more fitting to your station. I will always think of you fondly and have not forgotten my debt to you. I will still praise you when asked for a recommendation on a shipping merchant but that will be the end of my association with you.
Forgive me, Aimé.
He handed the letter to his brother without speaking, hoping it would meet with his approval as he did not think he could write another letter without his tears mingling with the ink.