Evan already knew he was going to mortified when he recovered his senses, and thought back on what he'd done. What he was currently doing. But at the moment, he was too caught up in the physical, the auditory responses he was getting from Jared. There was no way he was going to let his usual near-crippling anxiety grab hold and take him away from this moment.
Jared didn't say anything following Evan's declaration, but his nod and the dark lust in his eyes said it all. Evan bent to drop a kiss at Jared's belly button then started to pull back, dragging Jared's underwear down with him. His eyes kept focus on Jared's face for a few seconds, but once he started moving down and away again, as Jared's erection bobbed free, Evan's gaze shifted to take in the sight of Jared's desire.
Evan didn't watch porn online often, but he had watched it. he did look at it from time to time. He'd never really been excited at the sight of other men, but then he'd never been with a living, breathing naked man before. And Jared wasn't just some actor in a role. He was someone Evan knew, someone Evan cared about and called his friend.
He maintained his focus, removing Jared's underwear and also his socks. From the end of the bed, Evan grinned at Jared as he climbed back on, crawling back up again. This time he shifted, laying next to Jared, effectively spooning against him from behind, and letting his fingers drift like feathers at Jared's hips before he inched downward and wrapped his fingers around Jared's length.
His own erection ached, and he shifted to try and get a little friction against it. He could feel the wet warmth of precum spreading at the front of his pants. He wasn't concerned. He was entirely focused on Jared.
Jared was considerable length. Evan wasn't a very good judge of space, but Jared felt considerable in his hand. He nuzzled Jared's neck as he moved his hand along the other boy's length, palm caressing the smooth, damp head of Jared's cock. Evan couldn't stile a moan himself as he licked at the tender spot in Jared's neck just below his ear.