Mary exhaled slowly. She was glad that he was here in her presence. Maybe in person this talk would finally go better.
"It was a mistake. I shouldn't have given in to my impulses. I was only thinking about physical satisfaction and not the consequences of it." And it had been very physically satisfying. She was sure that he'd been able to tell. "But, you see, what I didn't realize, is that it never could have been completely meaningless because I care about you, Lucifer. You are - were - my friend. But you seemed... so cold, after. I suppose I didn't realize what I was getting into."
She took another deep breath, preparing to do something that she hardly ever did. "I'm sorry if I've made you feel uncomfortable. I didn't want that at all."