“What are you talking about, you didn’t know??” Justin exclaimed. Wayne seemed like someone who had just learned that he had lost an important member of his family and as much as he wanted to be the one with the upper hand, he just had to admit that it was hard to remain angry at Wayne when he looked like that.“I’m.. You do remember in which state of mind you found me, right?” he asked, frowning, but not for the same reason anymore. “I’m not..”
He breathed in and crossed his arms over his chest, trying very hard to not just melt and cuddle with Wayne. “I told you because I needed support. I needed my best mate. Now you just turned around and just..” Justin didn’t mind being Wayne’s sexual partner. Actually, they were getting pretty good at it and it barely stung anymore. “It’s not that I didn’t want it. I do.. way too much too.” That last part he said very softly, mostly to himself.
“I’m trying to put the pieces of my life back together and you added more to the equation. That’s why I told Hannah. Because I wasn’t... I couldn’t handle it. Wanting you so much that all I wanted to say was ‘hell yeah!’ without thinking of the consequences.” His voice dropped a bit to be softer. “But the consequences..” There are always consequences..