No I know, but you're gentle and it's, it's nice sometimes.
[Steve] I'm really sorry it took me so long, it's I know you guys need to know happenings and things but I've been so nervous about leaving or talking about anything? I understand if I can't be trusted with stuff, I just don't want you to hate me.
Okay. Okay. Okay for now, I won't do the um. I won't.
It just feels eerily.. not unlike some things that have happened. My brother was back, but he wasn't my brother but he was? It kind of just - it seems similar, which is why I'm scared.