Swallowing, Mandy nodded, closing her eyes and sighing. "I don't want Blake to know," she said quietly. "You know, and Pearl knows, and Ric can know cuz it's his house and... I know you need to tell someone cuz... cuz it's a lot and you prob'ly wanna yell or be mad or disappointed with me and you don't wanna do it in front of me..." Sniffling, two new tears streamed down her cheeks, though she didn't start crying again. It was going to be okay, or as okay as it possibly could be. "But I don't want anyone else to know." The fewer people that knew, the better. She didn't want those looks, the 'Are you okay?' looks for the next forever. And she liked Blake, but Blake emoted too much, and she didn't want more emotion than she already had right now.