Thursday 11th December
Who: Alex and teen! Lloyd Where: Lloyd's apartment When: Late Thursday evening What: Alex is checking on his fiance. His really young fiance. Rating: NSFW
So Lloyd's fiance that he didn't even know he had was coming over, and suffice to say he was freaking out just a little bit. The newly dyed blonde strands of hair were gelled, then ungelled, then ruffled to their sexiest best and shit he had no clothes! Four hours lasted far too long. Too much strange shit was happening. A spell, or something, and now some fiance who sounded reall sexy and talk of sex slavery.... to think that Lloyd had believed this to be a field trip test by his University Course now seemed laughable, for as he waited impatiently he finally realised there were pictures of him looking much older dotted around the room. This was trippy. This was more than trippy... but he'd wait for answers.
~~~ Lloyd was not the only one who felt like four hours was far too long. Alex felt like he was never going to get there! And he wanted answers as well. He had tried to call Hope but he hadn't gotten an answer and when he called the office he got that Cissy girl who gave him some information but it was sketchy at best. This better be reversable. That was all he had to say. Finally the building came into sight and he took a deep breath. That ended after he'd parked, however, anxious about what he was going to find once he made it up to Lloyd's apartment. He had a key. He unlocked the door and let himself in. "Lloyd," he called out as he peered into the room, a knot in his stomach. ~~~ Jumping at the sound of the key Lloyd turned the TV off and sprang to his feet, turning just in time to hear his name. Locking eyes with that man, that gorgeous man who was now in his apartment, Lloyd breathed out. He'd better greet him. "Wow." Fuck that wasn't the right word! "I uh, I mean... hello." It took all the strength he had in his mind not to curtsey for some fucking reason. What was wrong with him?? ~~~ Lloyd was a teenager, through and through. Alex tried not to show his disappointment because he didn't want to hurt his future husband's ego but this was hard to take. "Hey," he managed to get out with a it of a smile, and then he sighed as he crossed the room and moved to pull Lloyd into a tight hug. Too soon? Maybe. But he was just glad that things weren't, well, worse honestly. ~~~ Hot guy in his presence. Brain shut down. He didn't even know that Alex was crossing over to him until he was pulled into a hug. Ugh he even felt hot. Not just temperature, but like hunky spunky dude. Lloyd melted into the hug and sighed. No wonder he'd said yes to this guy. Or was it the other way around? "I'm sorry that I don't know who you are." More an apology because he felt he really should know. This man deserved to have everyone know who he was. ~~~ "No, no, it's okay. Just..." Alex pulled away, exhaling a sigh as he looked at the other man. "I'm just glad you're safe. That's all that matters." His hands moved up to cup Lloyd's face, taking the chance to really look at him. He smiled after a moment, fingers lightly stroking his face. "You were cute when you were young." He still looked very much the same, actually. His cherubic face had not changed much at all, truthfully. ~~~ Under Alex's gaze Lloyd's cheeks reddened in a blush and he snigered, suddenly shy. Fuck he hated feeling this way, normally strived to avoid any shmaltz despite his hidden need for it. He could practically feel the affection this man held for him pouring from his fingers. "Shut up," he said quietly, then sniggered. "You are... too gorgeous for words. Like, even the Welsh couldn't make a word for it. And you said we're engaged?" ~~~ Alex knew all about that underlying need and it was good to see that this was a trait that had carried through from his youth, otherwise they may not have gotten along. "I am not," he replied in a soft voice, a smile creasing his features as a slight flush crept into his cheeks. He nodded at the question though, a hand moving to take hold of Lloyd's own. "Chosen," he remarked as he ran a thumb across the ring. "Just like I said." ~~~ Lloyd had been studying that ring for a long time. He'd not taken it off. With a smile he then looked back up to Alex, meeting his eyes. They were very blue, very soulful. He got lost a moment then smiled. "I dunno why you'd want a bloke like me. Or maybe I'm better when... uh... I'm here. Where exactly am I?" ~~~ "Because you're.. sensitive and funny and amazing and sexy and just... perfect," Alex replied simply, unashamed of putting it out there even though Lloyd wasn't quite the same man that he had proposed to just the other week. "Oh, uhm... It's a school for supernaturals. You're a psychiatrist here. And here is Danvers, Massachusetts." ~~~ That was a lot to take in in just a few sentences. He was all those things? To Alex? And he was also a shrink in a school for supernaturals in America. A little bit of a lifestyle change especially when he believed he'd be spending his life in Wales. This... pleased him. "I - so what happened to me, then? Did I get transported to the future? Is future me in the past with that weirdo ex boyfriend or..." Never mind the ex boyfriend! Fiance here! He put his hands on Alex's chest. "Nobody's ever called me perfect. Or amazing. Or... any of those things apart from sexy.." ~~~ "From what I gather, there was a spell that went wrong and.. several people were impacted. You were all.. reverted back to your teenaged years. So no, there's no future you stuck in the past." Alex smiled a little, though he smiled more when Lloyd moved his hands to rest upon his chest. Teenager or not, he still loved Lloyd. That wasn't to say that this wasn't still terribly odd but nothing he couldn't handle. "Well you are all those things. That's why I'm going to marry you." Though hopefully after all of this was cleared up. ~~~ That made more sense, ironically. Spell gone wrong, Lloyd was now a twink again. Of all the times in his life to go back to. His adult form would be thrilled. Instinct made him smooth down Alex's shirt and then trace a finger along his jaw, noting the line. It was strong. That mouth was pouty and Lloyd liked it. He'd hopefully kiss it tonight. "You're going to give me a nice wedding I can tell. How did you propose?" ~~~ "Do you wanna sit down?" Alex asked, not because he was uncomfortable with the attention that Lloyd was giving him, but because he figured if they were going to talk, they could be comfortable doing so. He took a seat and waited for Lloyd to join him before he answered the question. "We've not started planning the wedding yet so I have no idea how now it's going to be. And I took you out to dinner at this.. jazz bar slash restaurant slash inn. I made you think that the waiter was really terrible and he'd forgotten my food. Then when you opened the platter, the ring was on it." He smiled fondly at the memory. "You cried." He exhaled a soft laugh. ~~~ Listening to Alex talk was like listening to a fortune teller, but a really really good one. One who knew precisely what Lloyd would be going through and what happened. Everything sounded really romantic. Rapt with attention Lloyd then laughed too, closing his eyes a second. "Ugh. In the restaurant? Great. I love public humiliation." But it was in jest, of course. He scooted closer to Alex, eager to know more. "And you and I... how did we - meet? Why the fuck did you fall for me." ~~~ "You think that's bad," Alex smirked. "You even kept the platter. That part was pretty... amusing." He smirked slightly. "After that we danced, then we went upstairs and... Well, I'm sure you can guess the rest." He grinned, shifting slightly when Lloyd moved closer, arm draping over the back of the sofa behind the other man. "I worked here also, for a time. That's how we met. You came over to talk to me about.. some issues you were having and... I guess we just clicked." He laughed before he added, "And I already told you why I fell for you, silly." ~~~ "Oh no!" Lloyd hid his face then, laughing before he shook his head. The thought of sex with this man didn't make it any easier to sit next to him and not be attracted to him, not think about him with his shirt off or how he'd feel in bed. Fucking teenagers. "I went to you with issues, well I bet you were thrilled..." he chuckled, then leant closer to him, feeling instantly at ease. He could see why he'd fallen for Alex. He didn't even have to ask that. "So where do you work now?" ~~~ Alex couldn't help but laugh. Lloyd had always been adorable, and he was even more adorable now than he was typically. "I offered my ear. I was very happy to help," he smiled, allowing that arm to drape now over Lloyd's shoulders now that he was nearer to him. "My grandfather passed away and I took over the family practice in Cape Cod, but I recently sold it and will be back here after Christmas break, which we plan to spend in Wales and Greece, by the way." If he recoverd. If not, they may have revisit that idea. ~~~ "I'm sorry to hear that," he said earnestly, cuddling up to him even more. That man's heat was comforting and very familiar. He didn't even know what Alex was, which brought his next question seemingly out of the blue. "What are you?" He didn't mean it to sound rude, and so he added, "apart from bloody Godlike, what's... your race?" ~~~ Alex laughed a little and shook his head. "You wouldn't say that if you remembered him, or them, my family." They were assholes, to say the least, and though he should have been sad that the patriarch was gone, he really didn't feel much of anything toward him, but he was a veritable stranger. Alex pulled him in closer when Lloyd cuddled against him, glad that the teen version of Lloyd wasn't afraid of him or grossed out by the fact that he was so much older than he was. He chuckled, "Uhm.. A shifter. Draconic shifter." Lloyd had reacted to it quite excitedly the first time around, he could only imagine what it would be like now. ~~~ Alex deserved a better family. Maybe his older version felt the same way, and believed also that he would be giving Alex a better family when they got married. This cuddling was nice. And Lloyd had always liked older men, though when the puzzle clicked that Alex was a Draconic shifter his eyes widened slowly. "You... really? you're a really? Like... fire breathing, full on wingspan..." This should not have been turning him on. ~~~ This was about what he had expected. Actually, he had expected him to flip out about it a bit more, but he was glad for the slightly downplayed response. He nodded his head once in reply. "On all counts." ~~~ Lloyd blinked a lot, flushed, and then cleared his throat as he shifted awkwardly, trying to surpress the arousal that had suddenly settled in the pit of his stomach. "That's, uh..." Alex as a dragon, the demon in him got really aroused just thinking about it. "Really good. Really great." ~~~ "No, not really," Alex replied simply. "I mean, you're a fan of it, so that's a plus but..." He was clearly not comfortable with what he was, but that was something he had been struggling with for years and it wasn't likely to go away any time soon. But to change the subject, he remarked on Lloyd's sudden inability to sit still. "You okay over there?" He had to refrain from smirking because he knew exactly what was going on. ~~~ With a frown Lloyd tugged his shirt down and crossed his legs a little bit, pouting. "Such a gentleman, drawing attention to it..." he grumbled. He knew from stories that Draconic shifters mostly hated what they were. The beast they become was not the human form they were used to, but a part of him nevertheless. Just like demons, but not... half as fucking legendary. "You sit here, being all wonderful, with your dragon shifting wonderousness, and your annoying good looks, smokey voice, and you're so warm and so nice and.... " He hadn't had sex in two weeks, he was getting over a hedonous boyfriend, and Alex was quite simply the one. ~~~ Alex had to wonder vaguely if it was wrong of him to think that Lloyd was sexy even like this. He was far too young for him. He would never in a million years look at a boy this age but... He was still Lloyd, right? And he was still impossible and adorable and Alex was still insanely in love with him. So he cut off that sentence by reaching out to take hold of his face by the chin, tilting his head up so as to press a kiss against those sweet, supple lips. ~~~ It was like offering a slice of the best cake ever when the cake was right infront of him for the taking. The moment Alex's lips met Lloyd's the teen was into action, kissing him back with a great need and desire, deepening it almost immediately. He wasn't as skilled as he would be in future, that was for sure but he still had the same lips, and the same way of touching Alex's face and chest. He could only imagine what their engagement night had been like. Intense, mainly... lots of sex, certainly. He encouraged Alex to continue with a small whimper, exploring the other man's mouth. ~~~ Alex hadn't expected to be assaulted quite so fully. It was odd, kissing him. It was like kissing Lloyd only not kissing Lloyd. The mouth was the same. The way he touched him was the same. But he wasn't quite as... good. And that made him feel a bit uneasy so he pulled away, in spite of that small whimper, and pulled back to look at him for a moment. "Is it... I mean I know you're still you but..." He was having a hard time verbalizing the conversation he was having with himself inside his head. "This feels really strange." ~~~ "Oh believe me, I won't mind when I get back..." he said, attempting to reassure him if only to have that mouth back but he didn't just want to shove off Alex's concerns. Okay so maybe he did a bit, but that wasn't the point. Looking a little bit disappointed, as if he knew there would be no more of this, Lloyd's shoulders slumped and he got a defeated expression on his face. "Though I suppose you know... you're used to like thirty year old me, not some... teenager who's only been having sex for a year." It wasn't a rejection, at least. Alex was fucking marrying him for God's sake. He really wanted to listen to some metal right now if only to make himself feel less awkward or useless. ~~~ Alex didn't like seeing him this way. He frowned, inhaling a breath before he moved to tug Lloyd back to him. "Come here," he commanded as he pulled the other man practically into his lap. "I love you whether you're thirty or ninety or.. even nineteen." He slid his hands down around the other man's waist and gave him a slight squeeze. "Just you're nineteen year old self makes me feel kind of like a dirty old man." ~~~ Lloyd allowed himself to be tangled on Alex's lap and instantly felt like a kid at Christmas - the embarassed one who'd made a fuss in line and now sat infront of everyone else, telling Santa his desires. That one. Only Santa was a smoking shifter and Lloyd was almost a grown man. "You are a dirty man, but not old. I mean I've what - met you ten or fifteen minutes ago, and I'm kissing you and there's no weirdness. It's - it should be fucking scary having you here. But I feel like - it's right. You know?" ~~~ It wasn't like Lloyd was a child. And it wasn't cheating either since Lloyd was technically his fiance. But it would be a chance to revisit their first time yet again. Alex couldn't believe that he was talking himself into this but as a shrink he knew what that meant. "I can't really argue with that logic," he replied in a whisper. ~~~ "I guess the main... thing, is, like..." Lloyd sighed and closed his eyes, not really noticing that Alex's voice had lowered. "I don't want to disappoint you. You're used to grown up me. Older me. And it'd be weird to like, be with me now, and then see me like... that, and then go back to older me and be like 'that's not what you did when you were nineteen' you know? Or like... remember me being so inexperienced.... and I know I am." Just like Alex was talking himself into it, Lloyd was talking himself more and more out of it. He was just worried and he looked at Alex, then sighed. "You need a medal for putting up with me." ~~~ It would appear that they were not going to end up on the same page about this, so Alex decided that the best course of action for the moment was to just wrap his arms around him and hold him tightly to him for a moment. "You're all the prize I need," he said simply, then kissed the top of his head. "Have you eatten? Are you hungry?" He rubbed his hands over his back warmly. ~~~ Lloyd shrugged, resting against Alex's body with a sigh. "I've not eaten much because I wasn't sure like, what was acceptable here. I didn't want to get poisoned." But now that he thought of it his stomach grumbled. "I've had some crisps. I think they were old." The more he leant in to Alex's warmth, the more his eyes drooped. "It's been a long day. I had to help people and figure out the grounds, and... you're the best part of a very odd and fucking stupid day." ~~~ Alex smiled, nuzzling his face into the crook of the other man's neck. "Good, because you're always the best part of any one of my days." He kissed along the line of his jaw and then added, "Let me make you some dinner and then we'll go to bed. How's that sound?" He seemed tired. He could use some rest. And maybe tomorrow they could sort through more of what had gone wrong here. ~~~ Lloyd took a good, long, hard look at Alex before he made any attempt to answer. It was like he was scanning this man's very being. After a few minutes he smiled, softly, and stroked down Alex's chest. "It sounds like I've ended up the luckiest and happiest man I could ever hope to be," he said simply, giving Alex one final kiss before he slipped off his knee and took his hand, leading him to the kitchen. ~~~ Alex wasn't sure why he was looking at him like that. It made him slightly uncomfortable, truth be told. But then the smile came and that caused him to relax. "Well, I don't know about all that but... I know I'm lucky. And happy." He smiled, then returned the kiss with a bit of a moan before it was over. He took the hand offered and hoisted himself up, following Lloyd into the kitchen to see what they could wrangle up for dinner. Checking the pantry and the fridge, it seemed like everything was pretty standard fare. "Chicken and rice?" He suggested after a moment. They had everything they needed to make that happen, it would appear. ~~~ "My favourite," replied Lloyd, unable to stop watching him. He couldn't be marrying this guy, no way. He was ten times the man Lloyd was, though granted he might be selling himself a little short there. He had no way to tell exactly what he would become, only what Alex told him. Apparently it was good enough to propose to. "And maybe cheesecake for afters?" Though in truth he was more interested in the bed scenario. ~~~ Alex smiled over at him as he replied, "I know." He then went about gathering up everything they would need to put together a quick stir-fry. "Cheesecake?" That could take a while to fix unless... Alex looked through the fridge first and then the freezer. He laughed as he pulled out the cheesecake that he found there. "I bet someone made this to save for the weekend." He gave Lloyd a knowing smirk. "Because it definitely appears to be one of yours. ~~~ " And he was known to do that now and then. He placed it out on the counter so it could thaw while they took care of the first course. ~~~ The cheesecake that he produced from the freezer looked amazing, and Lloyd believed Alex had made it until he advised otherwise. "I bake stuff?" He'd always been taught by his grandmother how to make pastries but he hadn't done it since he was fifteen. Apparently he would go back to it. He was severely tempted to taste a bit but thankfully it was completely frozen. "I will just... stand here and not get in the way." ~~~ "You do," Alex said with a smile. "Quite well, actually." He grinned as he added, "You've made me put on quite a bit of a pudge since we've been together." He pinched his belly just for show. But then he smiled, reaching to tug Lloyd back to him. "No, no just standing out of the way. You can help." He slid a pot toward him. "Put on a spot of water to boil, yes?" ~~~ "I'd rather pinch your stomach instead," Lloyd countered, and reached across to nip at that invisible paunch that Alex insisted he'd developed. A moment after Lloyd sniggered then took a pan of water, holding it in his hands - it started to simmer, then boil, and the light wasn't even on beneath it. Showing off? Maybe. ~~~ Alex laughed as his belly was pinched. "Stop it. I'm trying to cook here." He smirked, working on getting the chicken cut into bits. He quirked a brow slightly and then grinned. "Show off." The chicken was in the pan to saute and he moved to wash his hand thoroughly after tossing the mess in the bin. He tossed a bit of seasoning on the chicken. "Put about a cup of rice in there, if you would." ~~~ Proud, Lloyd did a little butt wiggle and then with a flourish he got a cup of rice and threw it in the pan, sticking a leg out like a very camp chef but instantly regretting it because he blushed and felt like a fool. "Uhm. Done. So. What next?" ~~~ Alex laughed, then he leaned in to press a kiss to Lloyd's ear as he whispered, "You're still just as playful as an adult, just so you know." He didn't want him to feel bad about it. It was one of his more endearing qualities. "And we wait for it to cook. Stir this every now and then," he gave the chicken a push around. "And that. And then after they're both done, we mix it all up together, season it a bit more, and it'll be good to go." ~~~ The breath in his ear made him shiver a little but Lloyd giggled a little. Playful, hmm. He could only imagine.... "I've never boiled chicken before," he said thoughtfully. "though I guess it's like... frying but with more water." Fuck he sounded so stupid. He was getting a degree for Christ's sake!! "I mean I'm sure it'll be great because you're cooking it." ~~~ "Oh, no, I'm not going to boil the chicken. After I saute it, which is what I am doing now, we'll add the rice to the saute pan." It was odd having to teach Lloyd something about cooking when he was the one who normally did all the cooking. "Will you grab me a couple of eggs and the soy sauce from the fridge?" He was going for more or less a sort of chicken fried rice spin on the dish namely because it was the one thing he knew how to make well and without a recipe. ~~~ "Saute. Riiiiight...." Because Lloyd knew what that meant at 19 living in student accommodation where all he could afford was a tin of beans after spending all his money on nights out. He'd barely touched a frying pan let alone anything else. He went along with it though, grabbing eggs and soy sauce and passing it to Alex who seemed very in charge. Commanding. Hot. Instructive.... he wondered if that was reflected elsewhere and had to force the demon in his pants to behave. ~~~ "It's like frying, but without breading. You just.. do it right here on the stove but with seasoning and oil and such." This definitely made Alex appreciate the skills that Lloyd had learned over the last several years before they met one another. "Crack two of those in a bowl for me and whisk them. Can you do that?" He asked, nodding toward the eggs. He then went about finding a few veggies that they could toss in as well now that the chicken was nearly done enough. ~~~ Margaret Thatcher naked on a cold day, Margaret Thatcher naked on a cold day..... Lloyd cleared his throat as he tried to follow Alex's instructions without giving in to the raging need that was threatening to pitch a tent downstairs. Whisking. That wasn't sexual. That was just beating off... BEATING.... eggs.... which were icky yellow things that got sticky, just like the whites. White sticky. White s... chicken. Dead chicken. Which they were about to eat. Ha! There we go. He totally wasn't thinking about Alex ramming him from behind now........ fuck! "Uh.... the.... uhm... eggs." ~~~ "Something wrong?" Alex asked after he'd returned with a pack of mixed veggies to toss in the rice, though nothing too crazy, just some basics. He opened the bag and added it to the mix which sizzled a bit. ~~~ With a very loud, audible, juicy swallow Lloyd cringed and then shook his head. "No. Nope. Nothing ride - wrong. Just a little bit you know. Out of my depth here, it's - deep. Riding. I mean - cooking. You know. I dunno." ~~~ Freudian slips? And a lot of them at that! And now that Alex knew what was on the other man's mind, his own mind was starting to wander again. When else would he ever have the opportunity to know what Lloyd was like at nineteen? What he felt like, how he sounded, when he had a throbbing cock inside his tight, nineteen year old.... Alex cleared his throat. "Right. Uhm... Let me just.. check the rice and see if it's.. done yet." ~~~ "It's not done. It - it takes twenty minutes to cook, y'know, and... " Fuck he couldn't believe he was saying this but then Alex seemed to be thinking along the same track now. He could tell from his stammers. With trembling hands Lloyd licked his lips and looked at him. "There's a lot that can be done in twenty minutes." ~~~ Alex knew the rice wasn't going to be done yet, but he was trying to keep his mind off of things. And then Lloyd had to say that. Bloody fucking hell. With a bit of a groan of protest, or was it defeat, Alex turned off the eye that the chicken and veggie mixture was on and shoved the pan back off the burner so it wouldn't catch fire. And then he reached out to grab the other man, pulling him in close to him and pressing a hard kiss flush against his lips. ~~~ Thank fuck Alex kissed him because Lloyd was going spare having to stay back. Throwing his arms around Alex's neck he moaned against that kiss, putting his body as close against him as possible. He was so warm, intense, hot, firm - Lloyd was used to flabby guys or skinny guys, not a God like Alex. With his hands running through his hair he then broke away, glancing down to gage where the hem of Alex's shirt was in order to tug it up. ~~~ There was just no way in hell that Alex could deny either of them anymore. Lloyd was, well, he was Lloyd only younger, still incredibly sexy, and it was obvious that he wanted him. He just hoped that grown up Lloyd wouldn't be angry with him for this. His hands roamed over the younger man's body, down to cup that incredibly firm ass with a groan before Lloyd broke away from the kiss. He was more than willing to let him tug his shirt off and over his head before returning the favor, a slight smirk tugging at his lips as he saw the other man shirtless. His lips then attacked his chest, working their way down to tease at his nipples. ~~~ Sex in the kitchen. Something he hadn't done before, but he was glad to have the opportunity to cross it off his list. He hoped that Alex liked his body the way it was now - it was a little bit firm, he'd been dieting, and he wasn't as buff as other men but skinny enough to feel nice and flexible. He whimpered as Alex's mouth caressed his skin, heart hammering as his hand clawed at his neck. "Oh fuck you're really... good..." ~~~ Alex exhaled a soft, warm growl as he then whispered, "You have no idea." He moved back only to grab Lloyd and turn him to where his back was toward him. He then reached around to begin working on the zipper and button of his slacks while assaulting his neck and shoulders with warm soft kisses and sharp nips of his teeth, making his way down the center of the other man's back. Once the jeans had fallen from Lloyd's hips, he slipped his hands into the elastic of his underwear, working them down slowly as he made his way further down his back still. ~~~ Jesus he really didn't have any idea. This was a really erotic fucking encounter and he was already rock hard. He shuddered at Alex's touch, leaning back against him and wrapping his arms around so that he might stroke against Alex's waist and hips. He was putty, able to be moulded to whatever Alex wanted him to do. There was a great temptation to just turn around drop to his knees and pleasure Alex that way - but he didn't want to disobey this man's command. ~~~ Alex stopped at the small of Lloyd's back, pushing his underwear the rest of the way down before moving a hand up to just between his shoulder blades to push him forward slightly, bending him a bit at the waist. And then he proceeded to trail his tongue from there all the way down between the crack of his ass, a warm moan vibrating against his skin as a free hand moved to grasp Lloyd's already throbbing cock. He stroked him slowly as he pulled back with his mouth, working a couple of fingers in his mouth to get them nice and slick before pressing them against Lloyd's asshole. ~~~ Nobody. Ever. Had done that. Unexpected and unfuckingreal Lloyd gave a long, low moan to show his pleasure and then shuddered, feeling his cock twitch just at the sensation. The moment Alex's mouth left him he whimpered, wanting more but he was calmed the moment those fingers worked inside of him. Two strokes more and he'd explode everywhere. He was not, as Alex might find, as blessed with the stamina he would gain later on in life but he was holding off. "Shit... holy... nnf...." Lloyd grabbed onto anything he could. ~~~ Alex would need to remember that Lloyd was young. It had been a long time since he had been with a man his age. So he was careful to slow down those strokes, using them solely as a means to stretch him and make him ready for him, and the hand upon his cock stilled, holding him at the base to try and reduce some of the sensation flowing through him. Once he was stretched out enough, Alex made his way back up the other man's back, kissing along the lines and nuances he found along the way before finding his neck to nibble on and his ear to whisper in. "Turn around, take off my jeans, and get my cock nice and wet so that I can fuck you." ~~~ Lloyd couldn't stop trembling or shivering with anticipation. The joy that shot through his spine with those fingers and the hand on his cock. Shuddering he let out a low gasp the moment he heard those whispers. Now he would be put to the test. He needed to perform. Thankfully he quite liked sucking dick and getting it hard so he was quite practiced. Turning delicately Lloyd was quick to drop to his knees, sliding Alex's jeans down with the smooth of his palms, but careful to hook his underwear in his fingers as he dragged them away. That cock... wow. Beautiful and hard and needing to get bigger. Lloyd licked out for a taste of the head first, rolling it around before he locked eyes with the man above him and slid his lips over the shaft. ~~~ Oh fuck! This was.. perhaps one of the most intensely erotic experiences he had had since the night that Lloyd had fucked him for the first time at the club. Was it wrong to be thinking that even if Lloyd got pissed, it would be worth it and that he knew deep down he would forgive him regardless? Perhaps. Though perhaps the miracle was that he was thinking right now at all. He exhaled a groan as those lips enveloped him, eyes fluttering closed for just a moment but he wanted to watch so they were quick to open again, peering down at Lloyd. ~~~ He got a groan! Oh fuck yes.... Lloyd's head began to bob around him as he tried to induce more and more pleasure, putting more pressure on those lips and that shaft as he took a long, good, hard suck of Alex's cock and then slid away, kissing and paying extra attention to the head. He wanted to be fucked with this - he wanted it wet. He was still open for a fucking and he wanted it to be now. "You want me, you take me," he growled, hand beginning to stroke around the other man. ~~~ Apparently he had learned early on how to give a great blowjob. He definitely got a few more groans and a few more grunts from Alex's lips. But what he earned with those words was something much different. He growled, reaching down to pull Lloyd up to his feet and then press him against the counter, his lips seeking out his own as his hands fought to help him up onto the counter top and pull his legs up to drape them over his shoulders so he'd be at the perfect angle to penetrate him. ~~~ "Oh fuck oh fuck..." Lloyd did his best to go at the speed Alex wanted and he hoisted himself up on the counter top, making sure he wouldn't topple off by gripping hold of the edge. His fingers would fucking hurt by the end of this but he was more interested in not burning his ass or just... shit he was so turned on. ~~~ The weight of Alex's body pressed against Lloyd's own should be enough to keep him on his feet and they were far enough from the stove that he wouldn't get burned, at least not by that heat. Grasping the base of his dick, he shifted, pressing in between Lloyd's thighs, slowly working the head of his cock, the thickest part, into the other man's tight (and damn was it tight) hole. With a groan, he pushed slowly forward, claiming him with the entirety of his cock before he moaned again. ~~~ Lloyd let out a long groan that lasted the entire time Alex shoved his dick into him. His breath shuddered and he had to swallow, forcing his eyes open to watch the other man's face. This was brilliant. This was so fucking sexy. No wonder he was engaged to this guy, lving here in America, the guys were SMOKIN and Alex was the cream of the crop. He whimpered, encouragingly, getting a steadier grip on the counter top. ~~~ It felt so damn good inside him. Alex was moaning and groaning like mad as he began to roll his hips into the other man, taking it slow at first so they could both adjust to the tight fit before moving a bit faster, a bit harder, a bit deeper. But as much as this was driven by lust, there was now and always would be love underneath it. And he showed this in a kiss, deep and desirous, that he placed against the other man's lips, tongue delving in to taste and caress the inside of his mouth as though memorizing the way he tasted. ~~~ Lloyd returned the kiss desperately, welcoming every stroke and thrust that Alex gave him. He filled him so completely, was possibly the biggest cock he'd had inside him because of all the twinks and desperado's he'd experimented with. Openly moaning into Alex's mouth Lloyd had to break away just for breath, tilting his head back as pleasure rocked up his back. "Ugh fuck... oh fuck you're so good..." Was he focal when he was older? Would Alex not like this? Screw it... "Yeah fuck me..." ~~~ His urgings did nothing but make Alex work a bit harder still, grasping at Lloyd's thighs before moving a hand to grasp his cock instead, stroking him in time with the thrusts of his hips inside him. "Oh fuck, Lloyd... You feel so...." He groaned. "I love you," he muttered, fluttering kisses along his shoulder as his body shuddered. He was close. So close. And the way that that muscle was tightening around his shaft was driving him insane. "Cum with me," he whispered needily, his movements becoming somewhat jerky. ~~~ Fuck yes Lloyd would come with him, he would burst out anywhere he damn well pleased. "Fuck - " The words just made everything better. Hearing someone say that to him and mean it so deeply the way that Alex did. Lloyd closed his eyes just so that Alex might not see the tears that had begun to form. He didn't wanna cry. He was a dick for even... dicks... cock inside of him... fucking, thrusting. Lloyd's ass clamed down around him as his orgasm exploded through him, making him shudder and yell loudly. ~~~ Lloyd almost always cried. It was sweet. Alex didn't mind it. It just.. touched him, that's all. With a groan, he joined him in his climax, shooting his heat deep inside of the other man's ass as his abs were coated with Lloyd's own sticky mix. He trembled and panted as the last few waves of exstacy pulsed through him, catching his breath before he moved to kiss him again, deeply, moaning against his lips. "That was brilliant," he whispered as he pulled away, lavishing his shoulders with kisses as he slipped slowly out of him. ~~~ Nothing quite fulfilled sexual desire with a quick fuck. He wished he had time to explore his boy and kiss him all over, taste him better and try that - ass trick on him too. But this would do. With his chest heaving beneath those sticky rivulets of cum, Lloyd raised his head with a smile. "Yeah? Well... I aim to please..." Of course as he leant his head back in an ecstacic hum the back of his crown connected with the bottom of the cupboard, causing him to... "Ow!... fuck" ~~~ "Oh!" Alex exclaimed, then pulled Lloyd forward to hug him, carressing the back of his head and kissing the top of it. "Careful, baby," he muttered against his scalp, then exhaled a sigh as he enjoyed just having him close. "God, I've missed you." He always missed him when he wasn't around. And he still sort of missed him, missed the him that he knew though honestly he'd not changed that much. Inhaling a deep breath after a moment, he pulled away. "Okay. We should.. get cleaned up, finish making dinner and then..." He smiled a little as he said, "Bed." ~~~ What a fucking mare. With a sigh he growled, feeling stupid and pouting a little. Raising an eyebrow he looked up at Alex, searching him. "That's possibly the first weird thing you've said... it's like... how can you miss me when I've just been here you know? But it's nice... I hope I appreciate you." ~~~ "Because you've been here and I haven't," Alex replied. "And you do. Perhaps a bit more than I deserve sometimes." One final kiss and he then moved to pull away, giving Lloyd a hand off of the counter as he smirked. "That's the first time we've ever done in it in the kitchen." ~~~ That kiss was so lushious on t hose lips and as Lloyd slipped off the counter he stole another one. He went to grab his clothes then, feeling a little... threadbare to say the least, that seeping feeling, when he jerked upright. "Oh no! But... oh I'm gonna hate that.... I love the kitchen, if I come back and I'm thirty whatever and you've done me without me being the one to experience it first that'll be... annoying." ~~~ Alex moved to the sink so that he could wash his hands since that was the only part that was really suffering, and his abs too. He then grabbed his boxers but left the rest of his clothes off. That reaction made him laugh though, looking over at Lloyd with a slightly quirked brow. "But you are the one who experienced it, just now, whether you're nineteen or thirty whatever." ~~~ "But will I remember it though? And I would have wanted to be thirty and... fucked on the counter like a spring chicken. Except not as disgusting." Alex fucking a chicken wasn't a nice image especially as they were about to eat. With his jeans finally on Lloyd went shirtless to the stove, putting them back on to cook. ~~~ "I think you will, yes." Alex wasn't really sure. And if he didn't, well... "And if you don't it won't matter. You won't remember to be irritated. Besides, how do you know what you would want at thirty?" He quirked a brow slightly. "You may think this whole thing was incredibly hot." He pulled the saute pan back onto the stove and checked the rice. Done. He drained it and tossed it into the pain before adding the eggs and some soy sauce, scrambling that into the mixture. ~~~ "I just... know that my regretting things or wishing things to be different won't have changed," he shrugged, leaning against the wall and letting Alex get on with it. "I just - like, this whole blond bleaching thing I didn't want it the moment after I got it. And when I got my boyfriend I didn't want him but I stayed with him, and fuck... he just buggered off. I just... think I'll always want shit to not be shit." ~~~ This news was disconcerting and Alex frowned slightly. I hope that isn ~~~ 't always the case." He'd hate to think that now that he had him, or they had one another, that he wouldn't want him anymore but he would keep him just because he felt obligated to or whatever. "I plan on making a full life wtih you and... I hope that's what you really want and not just.. something you feel like you should give me." ~~~ Lloyd looked up at him instantly regretting saying anything. "I think I just expect everything to fuck up or bite me in the arse eventually. I'm sure you wouldn't have like - asked me to marry you if you'd seen an ounce of doubt or flakiness in me. At least I hope not. And I wouldn't have said yes to a lfietime with you if I didn't think you were absolutely amazing." ~~~ "I'll always have doubts where Garret's concerned," Alex admitted, and then shook his head and cleared his throat. "Nevermind that." He glanced over at him and asked, "Could you grab some plates. It's done." ~~~ "Who's Garret?" he asked, then blinked after a moment, handing him the plates. "Wait - not the little thing I met earlier on today Garret? What... why would you doubt him?" ~~~ He shouldn't have said anything. He took the plates and started to scoop them both out a hefty portion as he thought carefullly about what to say. "Remember when I said you were upset when I met you and you came to talk?" This was a mess he shouldn't have even started. "It was because of Garret. The two of you were... quite the item for a time." He handed him his plate and then added, "I won't tell you more right now so please don't ask me." ~~~ All Lloyd could do was stare at him. That couldn't be right. Garret was five for fuck's sake, and dweeby looking. He couldn't imagine going from him on to Alex, it would like turning from half fat to full fat, surely? "I don't... okay..." He had lots of questions but Alex wouldn't answer them so there was no point. He accepted his dinner then turned to sit. ~~~ "Thank you," Alex replied simply, hating that he seemed to have put a damper on the situation as he too moved to take a seat at the table after grabbing them both a drink from the fridge. He was quiet a moment before he said in a soft voice, "If you do remember, after you're back to normal, please don't be angry with me. I didn't.. it's not like I have a preference for you this way or that, I just... prefer you, regardless of how you are." He was sincerely concerned now that Lloyd had brought that up. "Just keep that in mind, okay?" ~~~ Beginning to eat slowly Lloyd then nodded, looking up at Alex with a small smile. Once he'd finished his bite he had to say something. "I know. To be honest if you were nineteen I'd probably wanna do you that was as well. It's just like... having the opportunity to experience all aspects of the person you're with, because you want to feel like you know the person even before they were with you..." right? ~~~ That was probably the best way of describing it. He couldn't have worded it better. So he nodded. "And the chance to maybe.. embed myself your memory just a little bit more." He smiledn and then added, "Couldn't pass up that opportunity, could I?" ~~~ Lloyd smiled and nodded. "That - and I'm hot as fuck all year round, baby. No irresisting me!... Resisting me... do you lips contain alcohol?" Because right now he felt a little giddy and he blushed, digging further into the dinner.