Just from the fact that Ric was offering to be 'honest' was enough to make the angel's insides curl up. After staring into space for what seemed like several moments Will eventually shook his head softly, almost barely, but it was noticeable. "I can't hear that it's gonna be over. I can't even think that it might be. If it's over I..." He couldn't complete the sentence or the thought and so he shut his eyes, breathing deeply. He did not want Ric to see any more weakness than there already was but even so his eyes were fucking leaking against his will.
"I was stronger than this. Before I came here I was fucking unstoppable. I felt nothing, I was just a shell. I was so much happier..."