Saturday - November 8th, 2008 Who: Finn and Rez then Riley When: Afternoon into later afternoon Where: Rez's dorm and the water tower What: Conversation turns into a crazy mess. Warning: Sexual Content, Self-Harm and Violence
It was about two hours after Finn had showed up in his room on Saturday that Rez finally rolled over to face the other guy and had found some level of consciousness. "Sup?" He asked, still trying to get the sleep out of his eyes. He blinked a time or two and then he squinted. "What the fuck did you do to your head?" He hadn't even noticed before. He hadn't been lying when he'd said he wasn't ready to wake up yet. He'd been ass out when he'd showed up and had stayed that way until just now regardless of the level of poking and proding that Finn may or may not have given him when he'd arrived.
~~~ Finn had gone over in his pajamas and gotten under the covers with Rez and fell asleep himself. Not a big surprise as he was still adjusting to the time change still and it was taking it's toll. He was blowing off doing anything else that day to just sleep and lounge around. Feeling the other man move and wake up, he peeked his eyes open and blinked at Rez. "The cieling," he smirked tiredly. "Blame my brother, Jameson, and a really crazy dryad," he sighed.
~~~ It was too early for this, or at least it felt too early for it, but that didn't stop Rez from laughing. It was only a short laugh at first. "Ginger kid," he muttered, a hand reaching up to ruffle his hair. And then he started to laugh more, shaking his head. "Your brother damn sure got you back for that sex tape you gave him." It looked, in his opinion anyway, pretty damn ridiculous. It might grow on him. Maybe. Eventually. But for now... Holy shit, it was funny!
~~~ "Fuck you," Finn groaned, ignoring him for now. Stretching lazily in bed, he settled back down, pulling the covers back up a bit. "Yeah, the little piss got me back and it's gonna stay fer a while cause I'm fuckin' lazy." The accent he had gotten by merely being in Ireland for almost a week was still there. Just slightly and enough to let anyone know that he was either not from America or was just back.
~~~ "And it wouldn't be pay back if ya didn't," Rez added with a grin and a slight shrug of his shoulders. He knew that was probably the real reason why he was leaving it. He was still trying to get in good with his bro again. The man shifted then, sliding in close to Finn and wrapping arms around him. "Mmm.. warm," he muttered, then he remembered something. "Oh, speakin' of hot...." Finn was going to KILL him!
~~~ "Exactly," Finn chuckled as he shifted to get closer to Rez, not minding the arms around him at all. He quite liked it actually. "Yes, warm. Nice sleepin' conditions." Quirking his eyebrow, he didn't bother to dig. Finn wanted to hear this out loud. "Speakin' of hot? Mind tellin' me what yer thinkin'?" He asked as he knocked his head with Rez's slightly.
~~~ "Well now I'm thinkin' bout your ass and my dick but aside from that..." Rez smirked a little. "I talked to your foxy Nazi yesterday." He wiggled his eyebrows at him, leaving a lot unsaid but he was going to make him work for it. That's what he got for ditching him and running off to Ireland for almost a week.
~~~ "Mmm, way to just get in my head and pants," Finn chuckled before blanching. "Ye-ye what?" It was one thing for Finn to be flirting with the enemy, it was another for Rez to be getting involved. "What did ye two talk about?" He squeaked softly.
~~~ "Yeah, well... I'm lazy and you're easy." Rez shrugged his shoulders slightly and then grinned. "I missed you, fucker." Of course not having Finn around had been good in some ways. It had given him time to get his head on a little bit straighter. "Yep. Sure did," he replied, and waited for it. "We talked about you." And again, he gave no further details. He was enjoying tormenting him a little.
~~~ "I am easy," Finn snickered. "Missed you too douche bag." Having managed to keep himself out of trouble as well as not do anything horrible with his brother, reunite with his family, have a kinky threesome, and managed to get his hair dyed. Not a bad week, but there was no Rez. Probably a good thing in the long run. There could have been so much more trouble and tomfoolery. "What about me did ye discuss?" He sighed rolling his eyes.
~~~ It was good to be missed. He wished he'd gotten to go with him but.. Finn needed to take some steps on his own. The trip had been one of them. And it seemed he'd made it back in relatively the same shape he had left in so that was good. Today he could tell him the more in depth tales about his adventures on the Emerald isle. But first... "Mostly about the fact that you're a pussy." He said this in such a nonchalant manner and then left it without elaboration.
~~~ Narrowing his eyes, Finn merely shoved Rez out of bed before sitting up. "I'm not a pussy ye fucker," he said glaring hard before grinning. "I just like it a whole lot is all," he snickered. It was good for Finn to get out and do something by hmself, even if Rorie was there. He needed to be able to go out into the world for once. Something he hadn't done in a long while.
~~~ Rez laughed hard as he was shoved out of bed, even when he hit his ass on the cold, hard floor. "Ouch!" He was still laughing as he said it. "You jackass." He grinned. "And those were her words, babe, not mine. Girl thinks you're a joke!" Nadasha hadn't exactly said that much, but he was playing it up, putting the challenge forth to see what his bro would do.
~~~ "Of course she thinks I'm a joke! She's a fuckin' spy," Finn laughed. It didn't take an expert to figure that out. After everything, Finn wasn't about to just be an idiot and pretened he didn't know Nadasha just came along and was so interested in him at random points then not so much anymore. "She works fer Liam. He's tryin' ta keep tabs on me and Rorie. Ye didn't tell her that we left fer Ireland did ye?" He asked frowning.
~~~ "And you got confirmation of this?" Clearly Rez still thought he was crazy, paranoid. He hadn't seen anything that would indicate any of this with his own two eyes. And the fact that she hadn't approached him... "I'm your best friend. If she was a spy, don't you think she'd be tryin' to get in good with me? And she ain't. She didn't approach me, I approached her, and she didn't even ask where you were. I don't think she really gave a shit, to be honest."
~~~ "I'm a mind reader you dumbass," Finn sighed rolling his eyes. "First time I met her, she was waiting for me in my room. Probably went through my stuff. Said she was there to check up on 'trouble makers' after reading my file. Yeah, I get my stuff's gotta be on file for security, but I already talked to Garret and he said that was weird and the whole time she was spazztastic in the brain. I know how people think Rez, have for years now. You either think about what you're talking about, who you're talking to, or the place you're in when you're having a conversation. She was all over the place. Like trying to pass a polygraph test. Don't think about anything guilty, anything at all for that matter and you'll pass."
~~~ "How you know she ain't just got ADD or somethin' and she made a point to meet you cuz she thinks you're hot?" Rez asked, but then he just sighed. "But, you know, whatever. You wanna think she's a spy, think she's a spy. I just see a hot blond who wants to bone your ass but is waitin' for you to grow some balls and make a move on her."
~~~ "ADD is nothing like that," Finn sighed. "Just whatever dude." Rolling onto his back, he thought about it. He probably did sound paranoid and fucking weird, but it kept him alive though. So why stop now when his gut was telling him he wasn't wrong? "I don't know. I don't even know if it's a good idea to hook up with anyone here right now."
~~~ "Cuz you're an expert," Rez replied. But again, they could argue about this until they were both blue in the face and Finn would continue to be paranoid and Rez would continue to think he was being paranoid. It was a no-win situation. He climbed back up onto the bed and stretched back out, a frown pursing his lips. "I just hate seein' you alone and.. lonely and junk. I mean if you don't trust her and you ain't interested in her then fine. Cool. I won't like.. tell her you wanna bang her again but..." He just worried about him was all.
~~~ "I. . ." Sighing, Finn couldn't even bring himself to say it. He had no fucking clue how to have a relationship, a healthy one at that. He'd never had a girlfriend, always kept friends at arms length and it just seemed that dating here, in such a contained area was a bad idea. "Thanks for the concern man, seriously," he said turning to look at Rez. "I just don't think pimping myself out without the option of leaving is a good idea. . . I mean, I'd end up stuck here and have half the people hate me because of that. Like Fox and I don't wanna give people the chance to seperate me and Rorie again," he said softly.
~~~ "But see, that's why I thought about her. She don't strike me as the type to get all.. hung up and crazy. And I'm usually a pretty good judge of that I just tend to go for the hung up and crazy types." Rez smirked a little. "Just.. things are changin' and... I dunno that I'm gonna be as.. available as I have been with everything that's goin' on and... Hell, I just thought she'd be a good distraction." He gave a small shrug of his shoulders.
~~~ "Nah, I ain't sayin' she is," Finn said shaking his head. "I just. . . I don't know what I'm sayin'," he sighed leaning back in bed. "Yeah, I know they're changin'." It was inevitable. Finn had never stayed in the same place for more than a few months and here he was getting the itch again as the time came up again, only he couldn't go somewhere else. He had Rorie to think of and that was probably his main hang up. How would it effect Rorie? What could happen to make this harder for Rorie? Rorie, Rorie, Rorie. He hadn't been seeing a therapist since his last one left and things were unstable, up in the air and it was getting harder. The sex was a good release, but it didn't help because he was wanting to start controlling again and that. . . That could get bad.
~~~ It wasn't just Finn that was changing. Rez was changing too. His situation in life was changing. Things had the potential to get very complicated for him very fast and.. He was thinking about letting them. But he wasn't ready to talk about all that just yet. "Well I told you you was interested so..." He gave a small shrug of his shoulders. "You might be hearin' from her. I dunno. Or maybe you wanna talk to her and like.. tell her that I'm a douche who needs to mind his own fuckin' business." He exhaled a small laugh.
~~~ "Kay, it's cool dude," Finn chuckled. "I just. . . I need time to get settled again. I've gone from being hugged and smothered to just chill and. . . My head's all spinnin' from it." It was true. The trip had put some perspective into the whole situation with Rorie. Despite keeping himself in check, he was still having those urges. They weren't necessarily sexual, just a need to control, so he couldn't lose Rorie. Since he'd stopped seeing his therapist since he left, he'd let everything go to the way side. Now it was coming back to bite him in the ass. "I need to start seeing another therapist," he said softly.
~~~ "Riley's a good shrink," Rez replied with a small shrug of his shoulders. As much as he thought it might be a bad idea for Finn and Riley to talk, especially since they may end up talking about him but... Riley really was a good person to talk to. He had been through a lot and had dealt with a lot so he may be able to help him put things into perspective. He nudged him in the leg with his toes, "Or I can be your doctor." He grinned. "Wanna lay down on my sofa?"
~~~ "Okay," Finn said. He'd rather get himself straight, but it wouldn't hurt to just have sex would it? He didn't know and right then he didn't have to figure it out. "Dude, if you were my doctor you wouldn't be my shrink, you'd be my gyno," Finn laughed. "You'd have me up with my legs in the stirrups before ya even said hello."
~~~ "Okay you're gonna go see him?" He just wanted to clarify. He'd prolly give Riley a head's up if that was the case, let him know what to prepare for. Then again, he should prolly keep his nose out of other people's business. Rez grinned, his signature Cheshire cat grin, and then he admitted, "Oh yeah... I'd definitely be a gyno. And you'd be the one saying 'HELLO!'"
~~~ "Probably, I'll talk to him later or something," Finn nodded. "Wanna see how we interact a bit first before commiting a bit." Which was reasonable given his track record or shrinks. "Oh yeah," he laughed. "Checking my prostate with your cock, tellin' me it's for medical purposes. If I cum then my cock's okay and working right."
~~~ "Sounds like a plan." Though if he told Riley about their relationship, the way they were together, things could possibly get tense. The grin only seemed to grow the more that Finn spoke. "Yep. You got it. I'd be all like..." He grasped him by his hips and grinded against him. "Uh-uh-uhn!!!"
~~~ "And I'd be all like. . ." Finn wrapped a leg around Rez's waist and grinding back against him. "Oh-oh-oh-uhhhh." Of course the two of them could never not have a conversation that ended or started or had a middle without sex in it. They were horndogs and they embraced it. Though this playing around was starting to take it's toll with the friction being caused by the grinding.
~~~ Rez laughed again. "See? So easy! You're such a slut." Then again, Rez was a bit of a slut too. He couldn't help himself. Like right now, all this joking around was starting to get to him, and in spite of the fact that this was meant to be a joke, he found himself pressing soft kisses against the other man's neck, humming softly against his skin. "Did you have a good trip? Get in a little quality time with your brother?"
~~~ "You're a slut too, ya hussy," Finn snickered with a soft hum. Settling down a bit, he kept his leg over Rez's waist as the other kissed his skin softly. Running his fingers up and down his back, he slipped them under Rez's shirt and very softly ran them around his back. "Yeah, it was good. Got me out of here for a bit and got to see family I hadn't in years. I really missed them so it was a good deal," he said before returning the small kisses himself.
~~~ "Were they shocked to see you alive?" Rez asked this with a soft laugh. He knew they had thought he was dead. He was sure that Rorie had forewarned them but still... It had to be a real shocker. His fingers were distracting him from actual conversation though, making his skin tingle. "I really did miss you this week. It was good you were gone though. Had to call Fisher when I needed somebody to talk to and... It was good for us."
~~~ "There was screams and laughs and all sorts of stuff," Finn smiled. He wasn't going to go into great detail about the whole situation, but it was pretty much summed up anyways. "Missed you too man," he said softly. "That's good, I mean, that you two talked and stuff. I know you miss him. It was probably good for the both of you." Sure there was that pang of jealously, but Rez was Fisher's boyfriend and not Finn's. That pang was chalked up to his need to control though, so he wasn't going to mess with it.
~~~ Rez exhaled a soft laugh. "Sounds like a blast." Though it made him miss his family. He knew he would never have that sort of happy reunion with his own. There would be screaming, but no laughing, none whatsoever. "We broke up," he said softly, just as he slid his hand up the other man's shirt, tracing over his belly. "It just ain't the same no more. But we're still gonna be friends."
~~~ "I'm sorry," Finn said softly, stroking his back. "At least you're still friends. Maybe, once he's out you two can try again. Make things easier so you're not a continent away and such," he said. "This is probably for the best for right now. To let things take the pressure off of you both while he works on getting his head clean and such."
~~~ "I'm cool with it. It was my idea, actually." Sure, it had hurt. It was hard. It was hard because he knew that Fisher didn't feel it like he did. But what could he expect? He shook his head though at the suggestion, a small, slightly sad smile upon his lips. "Nah. We ain't gonna try it again. I was never the one anyway." He gave a small shrug of his shoulders. "But I'll be somebody's one someday." He was forever the optimist, except for when he wasn't.
~~~ "You'll be someone's cracker jack prize," Finn nodded, adding more optimism and hope. He was always one to try and lighten everyone else's lives up while he's hiding in his own shit hole. Ironic part was Fisher was the only one that really knew how fucked up Finn was. That awful day on the water tower, he wondered if his blood was still all over the place up there. . . God he really needed to see a therapist or something. Everything was just getting off balance anymore and it was just driving him insane.
~~~ "Yours?" Rez asked, though the look on his face would show that hew as more than likely joking about it. He loved Finn as a friend. He didn't mind him as a lover every now and then. But they both knew that Finn wasn't really gay, or at least Rez didn't think he was. And the two of them together, in a relationship, would never really work. They were both too.... Well neither one of them had much discipline and that'd just be a bad combination. They both knew that.
~~~ "Maybe," Finn chuckled. "So long as I can trade ya with someone that'll really want ya bad enough and treat ya good." God, now he couldn't stop thinking about it. What if someone found it? Was it clean? Were they looking for whoever it was? Was the water tower off limits or were they just waiting to see who came back? It was taking over Finn's traing of thought, the complete opposite of Rez's. "I gotta go," he said suddenly getting up.
~~~ Rez thought the conversation was going fine. He had no idea that things were going so far askew inside the other man's mind. So when he said he had to go and got up suddenly, Rez frowned. "What? Why? Did I do somethin' wrong?" And now he was upset that maybe he had fucked up somehow, that he had said something he shouldn't have and he had no idea what that could possibly be.
~~~ "No, it's not you," he said half listening as his own paranoid mind making him starting to make hm panic. God, what was wrong with him? He was doing fine and now, he was shaking with nerves as he tried to find his shoes, but he didn't wear any shoes over. He just walked down the hall. "I-I just gotta go." Running a hand through his hair, his eyes started to water, and a ringing in his ears started up. Last time this had happened was right after he first ran. The first night he was alone. Everything was just piling up and now, he had to make sure no one knew just how close he'd been to successfully killing himself. He didn't even realize that his powers were starting to go wonky, that his feelings were being pushed on Rez. Just the fear, the paranoia, the panic, doubt, the depression, the need to control, all of it. Not as bad as Cherry's had been, but it was just like standing on the beach and having the waves lap at your toes.
~~~ Rez could recognize that something wasn't right. He knew he wasn't the one feeling all of this so it had to be coming from Finn. And so he was on his feet in an instant, walking over to the other man. "I don't think you need to be alone right now, bro. I think you need to just.. sit down and tell me what the fuck is goin' on!"
~~~ Finn was panicking, something he rarely did. After something so good had happened, it seemed that karama was catching up to him. For all the bad he did, he was feeling it horribly. "Don't- don't touch me!" He cried out putting his hands up like it would keep Rez back even if the other was trying to touch him. "I just need to go, I gotta go!" He said backing up towards the door.
~~~ "No," Rez replied, and then he paused before he added, "Fine. But I'm goin' with you." And at that, he moved to try to find some clothes that he could pull on real quick before Finn took off without him. He didn't trust him to be alone right now. Something told him not to leave him alone right now. And he'd be damned if he was going to let another one of his friends end up dead because he wasn't there.
~~~ What was with him!? He could have just suavely made an exit, after having pleasant conversation, made an excuse, then went to the water tower. Things had just whizzed through his mind so fast and he couldn't stop it before he just. . . Lost it. Going to the door, he threw it open before he started out to where he wanted to be, having forgotten about Rez the instant he turned away to get clothes.
~~~ "Fuck!" There was no time for clothes, apparently. He grabbed his shoes, at least, and then headed out after him. "Finn! Wait! FUCK!!!" He was trying to put his shoes on while he walked, but that wasn't an easy feat. "What the fuck, dude! SLOW DOWN!!!"
~~~ He probably looked like some crazy ginger haired emo kid. Rushing towards the water tower, eyes red from watering, and Rez in his underwear running behind him to catch up. The scissors were long gone now, but the ladder was still there. Quickly, he hopped up and grabbed it as he started to climb as fast as he could.
~~~ Rez managed to get his shoes on just in time to sprint the rest of the way and follow the other man up the ladder. He had never been on top of the water tower before, oddly enough. Truth be told, he didn't really like the idea of it that much because of some shit that had gone down at Dax in a similar place, but he was terrified that Finn was going to jump off of it or some shit like that and he would lose his fucking mind if that happened. "Finn...." He made it to the top and there was only one thing he could say. "Don't."
~~~ Finn just sat in the middle of the roof. It was still here. . . All of it. The spatter and spills and smears of Fisher trying to keep him alive just long enough for the healer girl, one of Rorie's friends, to show up and save his ass. He heard Rez, but didn't move to actually acknowledge him. "It's all mine," he whispered. "It's all mine and it's still here."
~~~ Rez had no idea what he was talking about at first. "What's all..." And then he looked around. "Holy shit." It looked like someone had been murdered up here. It was dried up and faded but it was still a pretty horrific scene and it took him a moment to piece together what Finn was saying. "This.... You... What the fuck happened here, Finn?"
~~~ "I tried to kill myself," he said softly, head in hands. "I took a pair of scissors and just stabbed myself and cut myself. . . I cut too deep and I just didn't stop bleeding. . . Fisher saved me." Going quiet, he just sat there and started to sob. "I can't stop thinking about it. I can't stop thinking about how close I was and I was ready to go, but he didn't let me. I'm not gonna get better, I'm just gonna pretend I'm not getting worse and one day I'm gonna hurt Rorie so badly that he won't be able to look at me again. He won't be able to forgive me and I just want it to end before it gets that far."
~~~ Rez was.. well first of all, he was pissed. He was pissed that Finn did something like that and pissed that no one told him and just.. pissed. But then he was scared because he couldn't go through that again. What had happened to Dizzy had nearly broken him and now this? "You don't know that. You've barely even tried. And you won't know until you really do, Finn." Rez moved over near to him, a hand moving to squeeze his shoulder. "You are a much better person today than you were the day I met you. I know that even if you can't always see it."
~~~ "I can't trust myself!" He screamed, pounding his fists against the top of the water tower. "I still just want to touch him and hurt him and make him mine and not let anyone else have him. . . I'm starting to have the same urges with you," Finn admitted. "I'm trying, but I'm not trying hard enough and I don't think I can do it. I thought this week would be good, but it wasn't. It just made things easy to pretend I don't think about my brother like that. I can't lose him Rez and I can't lose you, but it'd be easier if you both lost me."
~~~ "No it wouldn't," Rez retorted, reaching to grab Finn by both his shoulders to force him to look at him. "Don't say that. Don't ever say that. You... I...." He wasn't always the best with words but he managed to spit it out. "I would fall apart if somethin' happened to you and so would Rorie. Don't ever doubt that for a minute."
~~~ Looking at Rez, eyes full of tears as the just rolled right down his face, Finn wasn't sure what was going on, but he was sure he was having a break down. "Lock me up," he whispered. "I can't. . . I can't be alone and I'll do something if I am. I'm not good enough for this, for you, for him. I'm not strong enough and. . ." He couldn't think of it. He'd just given up and he knew he needed help, but he couldn't do it on his own. Finn was going to hurt himself and probably kill himself if he was left alone.
~~~ Riley was here. He and Rez were both finally in a place where they could possibly work things out. He had ended things with Fisher so that could happen, so he could move forward in his life, and now Finn was here falling apart in front of him. There was always something. That thought crossed his mind but he very quickly shoved it away because he didn't mind taking care of his friend, not in the least. So as the other man started to cry, Rez just shifted to wrap arms around him, to pull him into his lap and hold him there. "Shhh. I ain't gonna leave you alone. I'll take care of you. You know I will. We'll fix this. Promise."
~~~ "Put me in Suicide Watch," he whispered. "Don't. . . Don't take me back to your room or mine. You can't watch me the entire time." The fact that he was asking for this was an indication he wasn't completely lost. If he could get this out of his system, get himself in check in a safe place where he can be taken care of for once properly and not just left alone to choose whether or not to go to therapy at his leisure. He'd level out and he would be watched so he didn't hurt himself or kill himself.
~~~ "I... But..." Rez didn't want to do that to Finn. It looked like he had no choice though. It wasn't really his choice to make. And since he was asking for it, he should give him what he needed. "Okay." He'd call Riley. Riley could tell him what to do. He could arrange for.. whatever needed to take place. He was the only one that he'd trust with this. "Let's just go back to my room for now, okay? Then I can get everything set up for you, alright?"
~~~ "Okay," Finn nodded as he agreed. At least for now he'd fight against the urge to just hurl himself off the water tower or hurt himself. At least there wasn't a pair of scissors this time. That is. . . Until they hit the ground, until they got back to Rez's room. Sneak into the bathroom, use a razor and make it quick. . . "Let's go," he said softly as he got up to leave.
~~~ "Alright.." Now to get him off of this water tower. "You gonna be okay climbing down?" He asked as he started to shuffle toward the ladder. "You go first, okay?" Damn, he wished he just has his phone out here with him. He would've called Riley right then and there and just... sat there with Finn until the other man got there.
~~~ "Yeah, I'll be fine," Finn said, easily walking over to the ladder and started to climb down it. He didn't plan on jumping, Rez was probably thankful for that. Getting to the ground, he waited before Rez came down as well. Didn't want to get Rez all riled up. It'd probably just be better to go lay down or be tied down so he couldn't hurt himself.
~~~ Once they were down, Rez felt a certain sense of relief. He took Finn's hand in his and led the way back toward the dorms. He felt like he should say something but.. he had no idea what to say to him. So he said the one thing he thought would be okay to say, "I love you, ya know?" He squeezed his hand.
~~~ Finn followed Rez, almost like an obediant puppy. Lagging to the side, he let Rez take hime back to the dorms. "I know," he said looking down at the ground, not giving a squeeze back. He followed the other back to the dorm. Finn was barefoot, red eyed, and probably looked out of his mind. "I gotta take a piss," he said softly going to the bathroom after a few moments, shutting the door behind him. Quickly, he sought out the razor blades and found a disposable that Rez hadn't used yet. With shaking fingers, he carefully broke it in the sink with tiny clicks and clacks before picking up a blade, he looked at it for a moment. Then start to just leave a row of red lines down his arm. It felt relieving and good. It hurt, but fuck. The feeling after it made it worth while. Like everything he'd been holding in was just seeping out as he bled. Rez was going to be pissed, but. . . It was better that he get it out now than wish he had when he was taken away. Ten neat lines rand up the side and back of his arm, bleeding a bit more than he intinded, but he could handle it. Flushing the toilet as he tossed the razor and blades away, he waited a few moments, just enjoying the rush, forgetting that he didn't lock the door.
~~~ "Okay, man," Rez replied, thinking that they were over the hump for the moment. He went about trying to find his fucking cellphone while Finn was in the bathroom. Finally he located it. It was inside of one of his pillow cases. How that had happened, he had no fucking idea. It was after that that he smelled it. Blood. Panic rose inside his chest as he rushed to the bathroom door, thankfully finding it unlocked. "Finn!" He saw it right away, and he grabbed a towel and grabbed the other guy, wrapping it tightly around his arms. "What the....?" This was definitely more than he could handle. "Come on. You need to sit down and I need to make a phone call."
~~~ He was about to wash his arm off when Rez burst into the bathroom. Finn didn't even look guilty about it. He just looked at Rez as he was grabbed and pulled into the bedroom again. The towel wrapped tightly around his arm, he let the younger man treat him like a child. He was acting like it so why not? He sat on the bed holding the towel so Rez could do what he needed to do.
~~~ "Just.. stay here. Don't move, okay? Please, Finn?" There was a note of pleading in his voice. Rez looked like he was about to crack. He grabbed his phone and then glanced around the room to make sure there was nothing there that Finn could use to hurt himself right now. And then he headed into the bathroom, dialing quickly. He'd need to make this conversation a fast one.
~~~ "Kay." It was small, defeated, and final. Finn just sat there as Rez ducked into the bathroom with his phone. He didn't know who he was calling, but it didn't really concern him right then. Doing as he was told, Finn sat there, holding the towel around his arm as he waited, wondering what the verdict was. Looking around idly, he didn't even register that Rez was back till he heard his friend back in the room.
~~~ Rez made the conversation with Riley a quick one. He felt better after he got off the phone but still worried. He took a minute to compose himself before he headed back out into the room and moved to take a seat next to Finn on the bed. "I called a friend of mine. He's... on his way." He reached over to take his hand and then remembered his arms. "We should probably try to get these cleaned up."
~~~ "Kay," Finn said, once again so simply. He was letting Rez do whatever he wanted at this point. He was about as apathetic as that mutt of Rorie's. Unwrapping the towel, he looked down at his arm. The lines were still bright red and bleeding just slightly, but just small bubbles of blood. Like a pin prick was all that was coming out as the skin around it was tinged that dark red. "It's fine now." He felt good right then, a release was what he wanted and he had gotten it. "Just needs to be wiped down and bandaged."
~~~ Rez nodded his head in agreement and then went to grab something to do that with, a bit of peroxide, some cotton balls, and some bandaids. It would do for now. He was back after a moment and he had a seat on the bed next to Finn, going to work on his arms. "You're gonna be okay," he assured him, counting down the minutes inside his head until Riley would be there. This was more than he could handle on his own and he knew it. And jesus, he wasn't looking forward to explaining this to Rorie.