Will./James/Pearl
"My PROBLEM is you!" Direct, to the point, generally... scathing. Will turned around abruptly but he didn't close the distance. "How many fucking months have you told me that you hate me flirting? How many times have you said that you're hurt because of something I said online to someone? Everyone else I've spoken to 'oh, that Will, he'll break his heart' even fucking Fisher 'don't you fucking break his heart' so I don't WANT to!!! So take into consideration exactly how much I've chastised myself for even THINKING of other people in a seductive way, how much of a bad boyfriend I am because I make you feel like you're not enough for me and then you fucking ask me why, why do I feel the need to tdo that? What sort of fucking partner or lover feels the need to...."
Will caught himself because James probably knew how that sentence was going to end. He laughed slightly and then looked rather sombre. What a shitty evening. "Yeah. I know. You were trying for me. I fucking love that you were - but fuck, James... even if I... excuse me if, after all this telling myself to shut the fuck up, your springing a possible threesome on me isn't exactly something I was prepared for! Yes the idea of you and Pearl beneath me is.... incredible.... the reality of it is like banging a balloon in my fucking face after you told me to give up Clown School or something, and I have this voice in my head..." Will jabbed his fingers against his temple before he ran them back through his hair, trying to seem a little less crazy. It was his Dad's voice but he wouldn't say it. Along with every other single person who had said Will, the serial flirt who was a commitment phobe, he had the religious spoutings of being wrong and disgusting and vile for even wanting to touch a witch a demon.
"It was only gonna be a dance," he said weakly. Then after a moment he shook his head, walking off again. "But you know what? Fuck it. I'm so fucking vanilla it hurts, I'm sick of explaining myslef and apparently I don't make decisions quick enough so you go back, have fun."