Cecilia Vallario (cissysaidso) wrote in tiberiusswann, @ 2010-07-19 14:09:00 |
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Entry tags: | cissy, jonah |
Wednesday - June 25th, 2008
Who: Cissy and Jonah
When: Night
Where: Jonah's Bedroom - Seattle, WA
What: A little conversation
Note: Aim Scene
cissysaidso
: *lightly knocks on Jonah's door* Hey. I saw the light on so... figured you were still up. *chews on her lower lip* You busy?
aureliebeauvais
: *takes glasses off and puts book down. is sat on the bed in his jammies* Hey.
cissysaidso
: *takes that as a cue that he's not busy and steps into the room* Grace is sleeping. *holds up her half of the baby monitor to show him* I've been trying but.. no luck. *laughs softly as she perches on the edge of his bed*
aureliebeauvais
: Trying what....?
cissysaidso
: *soft laugh* To sleep. I've been trying to sleep.
aureliebeauvais
: Ohhh..... sorry.... brain sorta.... *chuckles*
cissysaidso
: *laughs and then smiles* It's okay. Happens to the best of us. Besides, it's been a really long day. *makes a bit of a face* I don't know what was with Grace today but... she was so fussy, all day long. She's not usually like that.
aureliebeauvais
: *small, soft smile* They have their moments needing particular attention. You never get used to it.
cissysaidso
: Maybe she's just... anxious. *smiles a little and looks down at the baby monitor, placing it beside her on the bed so that she can fidget*
aureliebeauvais
: Why would she be anxious? She's spoilt rotten. *leans back on pillows*
cissysaidso
: Because I am? *looks up at him* They say that babies pick up on that sort of thing.
aureliebeauvais
: *nudges with his foot* You got nothing to be anxious about you're a great mom
cissysaidso
: *smiles shyly* It's not about that...
aureliebeauvais
: Then what?
cissysaidso
: Direction? *shrugs a little* Not knowing... how to answer certain questions when people ask me.
aureliebeauvais
: What sortsa' questions?
cissysaidso
: Well, about uhm... *looks down at her hands again, fidgetty with a stray string in the hem of her pajama top* When I'm going back. Or... if I'm going back.
aureliebeauvais
: Ohh..... Seattle got you hooked huh? *grins and nods* I knew the good ol' city would have you
cissysaidso
: *small laugh* No.... It's not.. I mean Seattle is nice and everything but... I just.. I don't know what you think about it. *glances up at him*
aureliebeauvais
: *wrinkles a brow but is still smiling* What?
cissysaidso
: *small laugh* Why are you smiling? This isn't... amusing, I'm trying to be serious...
aureliebeauvais
: Stop being cute and I'll stop smiling.
cissysaidso
: *rolls her eyes and then sighs* Look, I know you love Grace, and Archer loves Grace like a sister, and everybody loves Grace and... You'd probably really like to have Grace stick around but... *bites her lower lip* Taking Grace out of the equation, which I know is hard to do and only hypothetical, but taking her out of it, do you... I mean would you want me to stick around.
aureliebeauvais
: *goes serious for a second* Ok. Taking Grace out of the equation. Taking the fact Archer adores her and I adore her.... and taing into account that you seem to have your head better screwed on than before.... *smiles a little* I like your company. But I like you better as a mother. It suits you. Grace suits you. You're the most complete i've ever seen you, so I wouldn't want to take Grace out of it because she makes you come alive. IF you stayed like this, how you are.... I'd have you round every day
cissysaidso
: *inhales a deep breath and sighs, folding her legs indian style on the bed* She does, doesn't she? *small laugh* But I just.. I feel like I'm plugging myself into your life without being invited and.. I don't wanna do that. *glances down at her hands once more* But you're right. It can't be just about me and it can't be just about her either. It has to be about both of us because... Grace and I are a package deal now so...
aureliebeauvais
: I like the package.
cissysaidso
: *glances up at him for a second and then quickly looks back down at her hands* Are you sure?
aureliebeauvais
: dUH.
cissysaidso
: *laughs and then nudges him with her foot* Stop stealing from my vocabulary.
aureliebeauvais
: *laughs* Hard. You influence me. Living you melts my brain and language skills
cissysaidso
: *scowls* That's not very nice...
aureliebeauvais
: *sniggers* like, seriously....
cissysaidso
: *laughs* Stop it! Don't make me have to hurt you...
aureliebeauvais
: *eyes widen and smirks* Ooooohhhh promises, girl, don't make me excited. *nudges with foot again*
cissysaidso
: *laughs* I'll make you think excited in a minute. *grabs his foot and tugs on his big toe*
aureliebeauvais
: OW that was my good toe"!
cissysaidso
: *giggles* You have a good toe?
aureliebeauvais
: *gravely* The others have done time.
cissysaidso
: Ooohh. Time, huh? For what? *lightly tickles the bottom of his foot*
aureliebeauvais
: *chuckles* Burglary.
cissysaidso
: Aww. What'd they steal? *bat lashes and purses lips* Was it someone's heart?
aureliebeauvais
: *bursts out into laughter*
cissysaidso
: Don't laugh at me, you jerk! *shoves him playfully, still smiling*
aureliebeauvais
: You are so made of cheese
cissysaidso
: Oh, well, I have it on good authority that you LIKE cheese.
aureliebeauvais
: On whose?!
cissysaidso
: Psh! I'm not telling. *unfolds legs and scoots up on the bed a little*
aureliebeauvais
: It was Archer's wasn't it
cissysaidso
: *giggles and shakes her head* I'm not saying.
aureliebeauvais
: It so was! Unless it was Grace... I've seen her eyeing me recently, she's up to something
cissysaidso
: *laughs loudly* Oh yes, she is plotting your demise as we speak. That's why she's so quiet.
aureliebeauvais
: She belongs in Family Guy
cissysaidso
: *gasps* Do not compare my child to Stewie! *thwaps him with a nearby pillow* Her head looks nothing like a football!
aureliebeauvais
: Yeah you're right I'm sorry. *pauses a moment* More ilke a soccer ball....
cissysaidso
: *looks stunned* That is so mean, Jonah McIntyre!
aureliebeauvais
: *grins at her* You know I'm kiddin'. It's more like a tennis ball.........
cissysaidso
: *gasps again then leans up and pinches his arm* My child is perfect! Her head does not resemble anything other than a perfect, beautifully shaped head!
aureliebeauvais
: *laughs* To be hit by Agassi.....
cissysaidso
: Ooohhh.. You are SO asking for it!
aureliebeauvais
: *laughs a big belly laugh*
cissysaidso
: At least she doesn't have a head... *pokes him in the ribs* like.. *pokes him again* yours! *quirks a brow slightly* You look like a potato!
aureliebeauvais
: *Gasps and acts really deeply offended - even jumps away from her* You absolute ice queen!!
cissysaidso
: *arches a brow and then decides not to take the bait* Yeah, well... If the shoe fits.. *holds up her foot and gives it a wiggle*
aureliebeauvais
: Wow... I can see your toes have done time too
cissysaidso
: Have they? *pauses to look at them, lips pursed slightly*
aureliebeauvais
: Yeah. In ridiculously expensive shoes that I see you trying to walk in but don't reall y fit
cissysaidso
: *gasps and then tosses a pillow at him* You are so cruel! I have no idea why I even tolerate you!
aureliebeauvais
: *grins at her*
cissysaidso
: *pouts* My shoes fit.
aureliebeauvais
: They don't fit me
cissysaidso
: *quirks a brow slightly* And why, exactly, do you know that?
aureliebeauvais
: *laughs deeply*
cissysaidso
: *smiles and then nudges him with her foot* And I'll have you know, I've not even bough shoes since I've been here, or since Grace was born.
aureliebeauvais
: s
: Seems like you're due them
cissysaidso
: *smiles a little* Grace goes through enough clothes for the both of us.
aureliebeauvais
: Yeah but I wouldn't mind buying you shoes. *raises a finger to pause* Ones that fit
cissysaidso
: *smiles softly* That fit me or fit you?
aureliebeauvais
: You!!!
cissysaidso
: *giggles and then wiggles her brows* I think you'd look sexy in some heels.
aureliebeauvais
: No.... no way
cissysaidso
: *laughs softly* Well, if it makes you feel any better, you'd probably look sexy in just about anything.
aureliebeauvais
: *laughs* You're talking about yourself there, blondie
cissysaidso
: Well, you know, duh! *giggles* Though not if you don't stop feeding me.
aureliebeauvais
: *gives her a look* Celia, you gotta keep some weight on....
cissysaidso
: Hmm. Why?
aureliebeauvais
: Because you look fucking hot with curves.
cissysaidso
: *giggles and bites her lower lip* Thank you...
aureliebeauvais
: *grins at her* I speak truth, little lady. I like ass, you got it, I like boobs, you got 'em. Curves, meat. Nothin a man likes better than meat.
cissysaidso
: *laughs* You can be so crude sometimes. *paues* I like it.
aureliebeauvais
: *laughs again* You always liked it. A lot, as far as I remember....
cissysaidso
: *smiles shyly* Yeah... A lot.
aureliebeauvais
: *clears throat and stares at lap* So back to the question...
cissysaidso
: *exhales a soft breath* Am I staying...
aureliebeauvais
: Yeah....
: I mean you don't even have to stay with me. I know a guy who sub-lets apartments.
cissysaidso
: *looks up at him a bit stunned* Oh, so you.. I mean, I just thought... *frowns a little* Yeah, that.. I mean.. We do take up a lot of your space.
aureliebeauvais
: *assuring* It was just an option, not an eviction notice. I know my life can sometimes overtake. Though you'd want YOUR space.
cissysaidso
: *sighs* I don't... I mean the only reason I would stay in Seattle would be because... Well, because you're here so...
aureliebeauvais
: *frowns a little* Just for me?
cissysaidso
: *nods* I love being here with you and Archer. It feels... I mean sometimes it feels kinda awkward but that's only because... because sometimes I feel like I don't know what to do around you.
aureliebeauvais
: *nods* just be yourself
cissysaidso
: *small laugh before biting her lower lip* I can't..
aureliebeauvais
: Why?
cissysaidso
: Because... *chews her lower lip for a moment and sighs* Because if I were just me, there are times when I'd just... wanna hug you and not stop until my arms fall off.
aureliebeauvais
: *chuckles* We can hug.....
cissysaidso
: *smiles shyly* Are you sure...?
aureliebeauvais
: *extends arms*
cissysaidso
: *sighs a little then crawls over onto his lap to wrap arms around him in a tight hug*
aureliebeauvais
: *cuddles her close* that better?
cissysaidso
: *soft laugh* Yes. *short pause* You have no idea how much I've missed this.
aureliebeauvais
: *laughs a little*
cissysaidso
: Mmm, it's true. No one gives hugs like you do.
aureliebeauvais
: Cause I'm classed as a bear. Apparently, accordin' to Wes..... dunno what that means
cissysaidso
: Mmm, like a big Jonah-teddy. *giggles*
aureliebeauvais
: *laughs*
cissysaidso
: *smiles* Is nice.
aureliebeauvais
: *rubs her shoulder*
cissysaidso
: *is quiet for the moment, a million thoughts running through her head, all of which she's not sure whether or not she should talk about* Are you scared?
aureliebeauvais
: .........about what?
cissysaidso
: Of me...
aureliebeauvais
: *laughs* Yeah you got the real bad demon vibes
cissysaidso
: *soft laugh* You know what I mean, Jonah...
aureliebeauvais
: *soft, considering* No I'm not scared of you.
cissysaidso
: I am. *short pause* Of you, I mean. You're.. not safe. *exhales a soft breath* I mean like... Like Xander, he was always safe because I always knew what to expect from him. *soft laugh* And my silly infatuation with Ric, safe, because nothing's ever going to come of it. Even Simon was... safe. *sighs* Until he went and got himself killed anyway...
aureliebeauvais
: *squeezes her*
cissysaidso
: But you're never safe... *glances up at him* You haven't been since the first time I met you.
aureliebeauvais
: Why aint I safe?
cissysaidso
: Because I can't... I can't control you and I don't really know what to expect... from you or.. with you so... *sighs* I could get hurt.
aureliebeauvais
: *quiet a minute* You mean how I got hurt?
cissysaidso
: *soft* Yeah..
aureliebeauvais
: *stays quiet*
cissysaidso
: *exhales a deep breath* I don't want things to be like that anymore. I don't.. I don't want to.. hurt people just so they don't have the chance to hurt me. I just... *sighs* I just wanna be happy.
aureliebeauvais
: Then be happy. Don't read into it, Celia. Just live your life and let everything roll naturally. I really care for you, Celia, I'm here if you need anything.
cissysaidso
: But I can't.. I'm not.. *sighs* I don't wanna be your roommate, Jonah. I can't stay here if, you know, there are going to be other women and.. I wouldn't expect you to be okay with me bringing other men here either so...
aureliebeauvais
: So..... we don't date. Not anyone else and not each other.
cissysaidso
: But I don't... *sighs and shakes her head* I don't want you to feel like you have to be alone for my sake.
aureliebeauvais
: Celia, there's nobody for me right now. And until we're able to move on, or something, we don't date.
cissysaidso
: *sighs softly and then nods* Okay. Deal.
aureliebeauvais
: Good
cissysaidso
: *remains still and quiet for a long moment before she sighs* I should... go to bed.
aureliebeauvais
: Okay. *turns the light off, not making her move*
cissysaidso
: *small laugh* You want me to.. stay in here?
aureliebeauvais
: *puts arm around her waist* Let's just say I've missed having someone to hold when I go to sleep
cissysaidso
: *smiles and then closes her eyes, settling down* Me too.