Shizuka Yumeko (yume_no_naka_e) wrote in tiberiusswann, @ 2009-01-20 09:22:00 |
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Entry tags: | shizuka, xander |
Tuesday - 9/11/07
Who: Shizuka Yumeko and OPEN (Who wants it? You know you do! Who wants it!)
When: Tuesday night
Where: Shizuka's room and in someone else's dreams
What: Shizuka does her very typical routine of hiding away in her covers and trying to live someone else's life
Shizuka had been dozing off and on most of the day since she had arrived here at Tiberius Swann. She didn't like it here. It felt... sterile, and strange and Gothic and terrifying all at once, and the twenty-four-year-old liked her privacy, liked warmth. She'd slipped out of bed while she was alone in the room long enough to pull on pajamas an slip back into bed, ducking under the covers and staring at the wall in front of her for a few hours. She had a lot to think about.
"Papa..." She whispered, her eyes shut tightly as she tried to make herself fall asleep. Her dreams had always been a place to keep her safe, to help her and to make her life seem better somehow... but now they were not helping her. She missed her father, and she didn't like the fact that he'd decided for her to go away before he died. She didn't even know how he had figured out that she could do these things, but... maybe it was for the best. It got her away from Burbank, away from the West Coast, and even though this place was damned cold, maybe she would still be left alone and she could just go on like usual.
It wasn't that she didn't want to talk to anyone. It was that she'd spent her life not really being able to have a social interaction that didn't manage to be a conglomeration of stuttering and being too nervous beyond reckoning. It really was no wonder that she simply wanted to curl up and disappear into someone else's fantasies. She knew she needed to talk to her new roommate, she had yet to speak to her, but...
Not yet. Just... not yet...
It was while Shizuka was drowsily thinking about talking to her roommate that her eyes finally fluttered closed, and she was gone... off somewhere else....