"I..." Astrid glanced over at him, but she couldn't hold his gaze for very long before her eyes flicked back to her hands in her lap, suddenly finding interest in a nail.
"I guess things just... they never really ended for us. They just kind of... faded away and I always wondered if... y'know..." She took a deep breath and waved her hand in dismissal. "Ugh, forget it, I sound pathetic."