"I know," Sirius replied nonchalantly as he took the jerky without quite looking at the person offering it. His whole manner was exceedingly casual, maybe excessively casual, calculated to say s onething along the lines of of course I looked good, I am good, I'm wonderful and I'm definitely not troubled by or even thinking very much about anything I may have seen while I was supposed to be paying attention to flying, thank you much. He took a casual bite or the food and takes a hand casually through his sweaty hair and casually looked everywhere except at his...friend. Roommate. Whatever they were, which was undefined and also extremely casual, obviously. Obviously. Very obvious now, which was fine and he was fine and definitely not babbling maniacally inside of his own bloody head.