She knew this was wrong. She knew she was too young for Holt and was going to do more harm to his life than good but she was conflicted, heavy with emotions that were bogging her down completely and if she decided she still wanted to try and fix the balance herself then she would later but right now? Before she did any of that? She needed him, just once, just for a little while.
Unfortunately it was going to be hard to give him back up. Once he was there, shaking hand soft and warm around her own fingers, she didn't want to give him up again. This was why she ended up agreeing to the transfer of sickness in the first place... for Bragi.
Iounn and Zinny were so alike it wasn't much of a change for her to let the goddess fully take over. The moment she did slip into place, however, she was quick to reach a hand up to his jaw and cup it while shifting forward to press her mouth to his.