trickstergdloki (trickstergdloki) wrote in themoderngods, @ 2012-04-15 12:11:00 |
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Entry tags: | !thread, ♥ eric brannon, ♥ felix magnusson, ♥ kris thomas, ♦ fenrir, ♦ hel, ♦ loki |
Who: Loki, Fenrir, and Hel
What: Loki and his children have the apartment to themselves
When: Saturday afternoon
Where: Loki's home
Loki hadn't wanted Frigga to leave, though he knew there was wisdom in her reasoning. While she was there, Fenrir was angrier, this bit of time may give him some more opportunity to bond with his son and build the trust between him, as well as give him time to do the same with Hel. His children had been without him for so long, a few days of time together was only a drop in the bucket of what they needed from their father.
It wasn't that Loki didn't want to be with them, nothing could be further from the truth, but he wanted Frigga close. Her counsel was important to him, her warmth and encouragement that he could do this, and just knowing she was there when he felt angry enough to break down. Phone calls weren't enough, he needed to see her, to feel her, to hear her voice close to his ear.
Lying on his bed, Loki stared up at the ceiling, doubt and worry heavy on his mind. He couldn't control Fenrir, he couldn't keep him safe, and his best efforts at holding his family together were pushing them apart even more. He didn't want to lose his children again, he refused to, but did Fenrir even want him as a father? With Hel, it was so much easier, she may not like Frigga, but they could co-exist peacefully, and he didn't have to worry that she would go out and get herself killed.
He didn't want to lose them, any of them, he was so tired of being alone...