True enough. Luckily, I've never liked sitting back and doing nothing anyway so it seems to work out.
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While I haven't been exiled, I started down the path when I was a child, so I know that feeling. While my own beliefs differ from the Order at times, being a Jedi is simply who I am.
Sage if one were to get technical. Apparently the historical archives know me by my title, the Barsen'thor. I think it's easier to find information in regards to the title than it is my name, but that's how recorded history tends to go.
Darth Bel'lah is a Sith Lord from my era. Personally, I like her and she has my respect. But my views on the Sith tend to skew away from what we're taught.