Adrian Marius (venetianblinds) wrote in thegrand_ic, @ 2012-04-28 18:04:00 |
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Entry tags: | abel jalil, caim/adrian marius |
Who Caim and Abel
Type Aim chat
When Sometime after seeing Evron?
Warnings References to killing and language
((ooc note - there's a point where Caim says he's getting on a secure line to act like he's outsmarting Shinkana. He in fact can still be watched by Shinkana and he knows it))
Status Complete
Abel Jalil: Babe? What's going on? Are you alright?
CaimsQuill: I'm just fine.
CaimsQuill: I'm always fine
CaimsQuill: There's just a snitch in the ranks. I know how to handle it
CaimsQuill: He's not to be trusted for now
CaimsQuill: Evron
CaimsQuill: he's not in the circle
Abel Jalil: Alright. And Caim? You're not always fine, love.
CaimsQuill: Why do you say that?
Abel Jalil: Because, you wouldn't be with me if you were always fine.
Abel Jalil: I mean, we're two pretty dark beings and we help each other make it through.
CaimsQuill: which makes everything fine
CaimsQuill: HOLD ON. I GOTTA GET ON MY SECURE LINE....OOOOOOOOOOOOOOK ----- here---- my existence is punishment and pain sent by God's hands to stricken me. And I have still found a way to rise to a level of respectable power and then some due to illegitiment unrecognition by those in league with Satan. I'm a league of my own. I am my own power and none will thwart the efforts of the sanctity of my circle. especially not blood.
CaimsQuill: I have it covered
CaimsQuill: I don't know if you realize this. but look up my name
CaimsQuill: you can get T-shirts with Caim's seal
CaimsQuill: human's flaunt it like they think they know what it means
CaimsQuill: that didn't come from just being a follower of the fall
Abel Jalil: Humans are...interesting creatures. I'm a bit ashamed I use to be one.
CaimsQuill: *brow raise*
CaimsQuill: really?
Abel Jalil: Mmhm, really.
CaimsQuill: with all your pennance I assumed something entirely different of you
Abel Jalil: I mean, I know I strive for this sense of peace and perfection but if I hadn't been wrong from the making, I never would of been turned and left to die.
Abel Jalil: Don't get me wrong, I cherish human life.
Abel Jalil: But...
Abel Jalil: Not so much what was my own.
CaimsQuill: hmmm. I see. Well all I know is I have a life I've organized and powerplay my way through Hell and have all my masks nicely organized an on display where they belong. I won't be having him come in to mess up centuries of my lifetime's work to be who I am
Abel Jalil: And if I could not sway your mind, then he certainly has no power to do so.
Abel Jalil: I'm sure you will be fine.
CaimsQuill: oh but you are wrong
CaimsQuill: anyone who has information on you has power
CaimsQuill: this is Hell Abel
CaimsQuill: we don't play by the rules
CaimsQuill: It is also meaningless if he holds no proof
CaimsQuill: we dont use the same laws humans do
Abel Jalil: Of course.
Abel Jalil: Vampires ignore most human laws themselves, have their own rules to follow.
Abel Jalil: Dante....well, he's out for his own through whatever means he can get it.
CaimsQuill: ok. there's the example right there
CaimsQuill: picture every demon in Hell as Dante
CaimsQuill: and then
CaimsQuill: picture Dante having information on me
CaimsQuill: I think you know quite well how that goes
Abel Jalil: Yes.
Abel Jalil: And you also know that by having Dante inside me,I'm a threat to you as well?
Abel Jalil: I mean, he can and will kill you every chance he gets.
Abel Jalil: He likes to see you suffer.
Abel Jalil: The fact that you don't actually stay dead thrills him.
Abel Jalil: You're sorta like a barrel of monkies that keeps on giving.
CaimsQuill: You miss the mark with that whole killing me thing. This death you fear, holds no barrings with me. I'm immortal. Pain? Death? I am pain. I am the bringer of a soul's death and dismemberment. The body is nothing to me. Bodily pain is cheap thrill. Weaker demons use it for sport. I think if Dante were smart he'd see what more of a world he could utilize through me. I have the leads to many games for him to play sport with.
CaimsQuill: But instead he wastes time killing me over and over?
CaimsQuill: I could bring him real power
Abel Jalil: I believe he knows, but he does enjoy making me suffer.
Abel Jalil: It...makes my hold against him weaker.
Abel Jalil: He knows that much.
Abel Jalil: And the more I try and fight against him, the stronger his presence becomes.
CaimsQuill: that makes sense. no one likes to see those they care for suffer. bodily or otherwise
Abel Jalil: Exactly.
Abel Jalil: The more this happens, the closer he comes to throwing me in the cage.
Abel Jalil: And Dante won't let me back out if he can manage it. Once I'm out of the way, he'll be on to his plans.
CaimsQuill: Here's the scary love...
CaimsQuill: I don't honestly care what he unleashes on the world. He's just another demon to me, causing evil plights on the world. You think I'm not used to this? I sometimes think, even for all your memories of Dante's time in the sun, you don't understand the depths of what Hell means. A place I am forced to embrace as home. Home Abel? Home. You also don't seem to get the pull of the magic between him and me. You are aware I do what he says I'm sure, but I'm not sure you get, sometimes? I don't mind. I fear I will disappoint you by saying this, but with the breech in my circle, I have no time hold back on truth to find out for sure where my loyals lie
CaimsQuill: the only thing I do care about
CaimsQuill: Is that you don't disappear within it
CaimsQuill: within him
CaimsQuill: other than that. I seriously just dont
CaimsQuill: give a crap what he does
Abel Jalil: And what happens when he comes back out to toy with you?
CaimsQuill: I'm not sure there's anything he can do to me I mind. aside from hurt you. This is what I mean by I'm not sure you understand. physical pain with me? He can play all he wants. I will gladly ablige my conjurer with his whims, to please him. Any plot or plan he unfurls on the earth he wants my help with, I will aid him.
CaimsQuill: what can he do? besides harm you? This is the only threat he can scare me with
CaimsQuill: For you above all things is my sanctuary
CaimsQuill: the rest of life is just what i walk through to get to MY time
CaimsQuill: is just that
CaimsQuill: a walk through
CaimsQuill: like a nine to fiver waiting for the weekend
Abel Jalil: Heh. Alright, Caim. I get it.
CaimsQuill: are you upset by this?
Abel Jalil: No. no.
Abel Jalil: I'm not upset.
CaimsQuill: are you sure. I mean, I'm an Earl of Hell. President of the Occult. How do you care for me
CaimsQuill: Do you realize what those titles have me do?
Abel Jalil: I can't explain why or how I love you, Caim.
Abel Jalil: And it is your life to decide.
Abel Jalil: I have no right to stop you from it.
Abel Jalil: If it becomes too much, I simply walk away or handle it. But I can not change you to suit my whims.
CaimsQuill: you would walk away
CaimsQuill: ok
Abel Jalil: No.
CaimsQuill: What crosses your line Abel?
CaimsQuill: What would make things become too much?>
Abel Jalil: I don't think I could make myself turn from you.
Abel Jalil: I don't...I don't know.
Abel Jalil: I mean I feel guilt for hurting humans.
Abel Jalil: But that is not in your nature.
CaimsQuill: All I know is I'm forming my ranks as we speak in order to protect your existence in my life
CaimsQuill: this isn't needed if you'd just
CaimsQuill: walk away
Abel Jalil: Caim.
CaimsQuill: yeah?
Abel Jalil: I wouldn't.
Abel Jalil: I can't walk away from you.
CaimsQuill: Love doesn't have to be a weakness
CaimsQuill: It binds and makes partnerships stronger
CaimsQuill: despite what demons want to seem to think around here
CaimsQuill: That's why they keep losing
CaimsQuill: they don't utilize their own passions
CaimsQuill: cutting themselve off from power
CaimsQuill: They all consider me "that loose cannon" There goes Caim, "he's dangerous"
CaimsQuill: they even fear me
CaimsQuill: they belittle out of fear
CaimsQuill: fear of what they're scared to try to control
CaimsQuill: I'm scared of nothing
Abel Jalil: I'm scared of losing you...
CaimsQuill: Don't lose me Abel.
CaimsQuill: Stay with me
Abel Jalil: I would gladly give myself to you if I still had a soul worth giving.
Abel Jalil: Though I'm afraid what I've got left will have to do.
Abel Jalil: Will you stay with me, Caim?
CaimsQuill: Abel
CaimsQuill: What do you risk for caring for me?
CaimsQuill: You're damned
CaimsQuill: you risk nothing
CaimsQuill: What do I risk? My titles, ranks, reputation, respect, unlaw punishment for repeat offenders
CaimsQuill: I AM with you Abel
CaimsQuill: I came to you as a warning today
CaimsQuill: You were right. I was wrong
CaimsQuill: about
CaimsQuill: speaking about you to anyone other than Minzy
Abel Jalil: Heh.
CaimsQuill: This is the moment a demon bails for his own benefit
CaimsQuill: What do you see me doing instead?
CaimsQuill: Not that
CaimsQuill: not anything like that
CaimsQuill: I'm staying
Abel Jalil: And it is why I love you. Caim.
Abel Jalil: Perhaps you have more humanity about you than you realize.
CaimsQuill: wrong. I've never been human. It's not humanity I have. It's willingness to claim more power than love. Other demons are terrified
CaimsQuill: I'll control that power like any other
CaimsQuill: not go running
CaimsQuill: I stay with you
Abel Jalil: And because of that, I plan to keep you happy.
CaimsQuill: And I love you for that
CaimsQuill: heh
CaimsQuill: I hope I give you the same
Abel Jalil: Mm. You can be rather cute. And you do. Maybe sometime I'll see how you demon type take to the concept of being more than boyfriends and lovers. Haha.
CaimsQuill: more than?
CaimsQuill: what's that?
CaimsQuill: I am cute tho. I claim that with bells on
CaimsQuill: and ringing too
Abel Jalil: Hahah!
Abel Jalil: It's ah...mm. Well, marriage. But that's like- I'm not saying I'm trying to force you to think about that or anything! Just something that's been floating around in my head. I mean...it's silly.
CaimsQuill: I'm afraid that's an institution of God
Abel Jalil: I thought as much.
CaimsQuill: I can't take part in that.
CaimsQuill: he's judged. We're condemened. It's that's simple now
Abel Jalil: I guess I just see things differently, foolish as it may be.
CaimsQuill: "as damned" ?
CaimsQuill: Abel... there is only damned or not damned
CaimsQuill: there aren't levels of that.
CaimsQuill: well I mean sure there's levels of heaven and helll dependant on sins
CaimsQuill: but
CaimsQuill: you're either in or out
CaimsQuill: there's no in-between
Abel Jalil: So, no matter what, you can not be brought out of Hell? And I'm doomed to be there regardless of the actions I take? Even when my turning was not of my choice?
CaimsQuill: werewolves are the same. It's a disease Abel. Demon created. You'd need a miracle from God to go to heaven now. And no, a few good deeds don't give me open arms in heaven. Someone like me? I'd have to be sorry for everything and sorry but no... God loves unequally. I can't forgive him for that
(7:09:05 PM) CaimsQuill: “Is God willing to prevent evil, but not able?
Then he is not omnipotent.
Is he able, but not willing?
Then he is malevolent.
Is he both able and willing?
Then whence cometh evil?
Is he neither able nor willing?
Then why call him God?”
(7:10:00 PM) Abel Jalil: I...Caim, I don't know what to say. I've never wanted to go to Hell. I mean, maybe it's the remaining human morals I have but I worry where I will go once this corpse is finished or someone gets wise to actually slay me.
(7:12:02 PM) CaimsQuill: and worry you should.
(7:12:14 PM) CaimsQuill: Hell, isn't pleasant
(7:12:28 PM) CaimsQuill: I just have no other choice Abel
(7:12:31 PM) CaimsQuill: It's my reality
(7:12:46 PM) CaimsQuill: I have to make my own peace with that
(7:12:58 PM) Abel Jalil: But I don't want to be apart from you, not even in death.
(7:13:42 PM) CaimsQuill: I was an angel abel. I know you know this. but think about it
(7:13:45 PM) CaimsQuill: an angel
(7:13:53 PM) CaimsQuill: I mean
(7:14:41 PM) CaimsQuill: Abel. I was thrown from the heavens by God's own hands and had the wings stripped from my very back because I was upset he didn't love me equally to humans
(7:14:59 PM) CaimsQuill: I'm never going to be good enough for God. I was an angel
(7:15:03 PM) CaimsQuill: and still not wanted
(7:15:19 PM) CaimsQuill: why would he ever want me back now?
(7:15:31 PM) Abel Jalil: Because you are loving, Caim.
(7:15:53 PM) Abel Jalil: You love me, I know you do. And I'm nothing more than an animated corpse- a being who should of died ages before you ever met me.
(7:16:05 PM) Abel Jalil: And I am mixed up, split, broken- yet you still love me.
(7:16:34 PM) Abel Jalil: You don't need God to love you, Caim, as long as we can stay together.
(7:16:44 PM) Abel Jalil: I mean, surely he could see the beauty in that.
(7:19:35 PM) CaimsQuill: ok. let's say he does?
(7:19:49 PM) CaimsQuill: is' happening right now. I love you. you love me. It's beauty.
(7:20:02 PM) CaimsQuill: I don't see myself being lifted from Hell Abel
(7:20:12 PM) CaimsQuill: I'm here, still being punished
(7:20:30 PM) CaimsQuill: I don't think he sees it
(7:23:20 PM) Abel Jalil: And what if I make him see it somehow?
(7:29:35 PM) CaimsQuill: I'm not sure him seeing our love is worth me going to heaven abel. I have other sins
(7:30:16 PM) CaimsQuill: and besides that.
(7:30:27 PM) CaimsQuill: I have family I wont be leaving behind
(7:33:22 PM) Abel Jalil: I see.
(7:34:04 PM) CaimsQuill: I disappoint you
(7:34:14 PM) CaimsQuill: I'm sorry
(7:34:55 PM) Abel Jalil: Baby, I love you. No matter what.
(7:40:38 PM) Abel Jalil: You know that, right?
(7:41:13 PM) CaimsQuill: I fear you'll learn how corrupt I am and change your mind
(7:41:21 PM) CaimsQuill: in all honesty
(7:42:41 PM) Abel Jalil: Love, I couldn't.
(7:42:45 PM) Abel Jalil: You mean the world to me.
(7:43:53 PM) CaimsQuill: Im nothiing like Dante, but If you saw me going on like him without his orders... what then?
(7:44:13 PM) CaimsQuill: yes I'm playing the what if game, lover
(7:46:10 PM) Abel Jalil: I'm not sure how I would react. I don't know.
(7:46:39 PM) CaimsQuill: thank you for your honesty
(7:47:34 PM) Abel Jalil: Baby, I'm sorry.
(7:47:38 PM) Abel Jalil: I wish I knew,
(7:47:42 PM) Abel Jalil: But the fact is, I don't.
(7:47:48 PM) Abel Jalil: I don't think I'd ever turn from you.
(7:51:40 PM) CaimsQuill: I understand
(7:52:15 PM) Abel Jalil: Caim, I love you.
(7:57:31 PM) CaimsQuill: I do love you. I love you too.
(8:13:02 PM) Abel Jalil: We'll make it through anything.
(8:14:49 PM) CaimsQuill: anything is a very big word
(8:15:11 PM) Abel Jalil: Well, we're a pretty big couple. Haha.
(8:15:26 PM) CaimsQuill: valid!
(8:16:19 PM) CaimsQuill: Have you ever talked to a Ry online? sorta asian looking kid?
(8:16:32 PM) CaimsQuill: young
(8:16:37 PM) CaimsQuill: teenager
(8:17:35 PM) Abel Jalil: Ry...No. Not that I know of.
(8:18:39 PM) CaimsQuill: That's my son
(8:18:55 PM) Abel Jalil: Oh wow. You have more than Evron?
(8:19:07 PM) CaimsQuill: I had him with a human technopath
(8:19:09 PM) CaimsQuill: yes
(8:19:29 PM) CaimsQuill: so he's half human, but kinda superhuman at that
(8:19:41 PM) CaimsQuill: I am the father
(8:19:49 PM) Abel Jalil: Wow.
(8:20:01 PM) Abel Jalil: I never really thought you'd be with a human.
(8:20:13 PM) CaimsQuill: Augustus was human
(8:20:23 PM) Abel Jalil: Well, I meant after him.
(8:20:31 PM) Abel Jalil: I mean...I guess I'm kinda like him so I can see that.
(8:20:41 PM) CaimsQuill: well, ok... truth?
(8:21:02 PM) CaimsQuill: You're right, I don't usually go around with humankind
(8:21:05 PM) CaimsQuill: but
(8:21:11 PM) CaimsQuill: after Evron
(8:21:27 PM) CaimsQuill: 2000 years ago I didn't have anymore until modern times
(8:21:42 PM) CaimsQuill: all my children are around 17 to 18 years old
(8:21:59 PM) CaimsQuill: father to alll the rest
(8:22:16 PM) Abel Jalil: You have a rather large family then.
(8:22:27 PM) CaimsQuill: most do not stay with me
(8:22:33 PM) Abel Jalil: I guess that's the big difference between us. I never...I never created another from my blood.
(8:22:51 PM) CaimsQuill: Ry... or Shinkana rather is one of special worth
(8:23:04 PM) CaimsQuill: and hmmm. yeah.
(8:23:09 PM) CaimsQuill: I guess you couldn't
(8:23:18 PM) CaimsQuill: but I chose not too
(8:23:43 PM) CaimsQuill: I got a little pressured from Hell for not contributing to the ranks
(8:23:51 PM) CaimsQuill: Went on a little spree
(8:23:53 PM) CaimsQuill: per se
(8:25:09 PM) Abel Jalil: Well, I should of considered something of my own.
(8:25:16 PM) Abel Jalil: I suppose I was just too jumbled.
(8:25:34 PM) CaimsQuill: well, I chose as wisely as I could
(8:25:45 PM) CaimsQuill: who to spawn with
(8:25:54 PM) CaimsQuill: but in the end I couldn't
(8:26:01 PM) CaimsQuill: just keep doing what demons do
(8:26:09 PM) CaimsQuill: filling their ranks with their own blood
(8:26:09 PM) Abel Jalil: As strange as this might sound, if I had a choice? I would of happily been with you before.
(8:26:24 PM) CaimsQuill: that's very sweet to me
(8:26:37 PM) CaimsQuill: you like women abel?
(8:26:44 PM) CaimsQuill: or are you just gay
(8:27:00 PM) Abel Jalil: Oh no, I do not judge my lovers on man or woman.
(8:27:07 PM) Abel Jalil: I am drawn to people for more than that.
(8:27:22 PM) Abel Jalil: Personality- their drive, their passions. It means a lot to me.
(8:28:09 PM) CaimsQuill: well, I mean, it's not like I can't be a woman for ya, is all I'm saying, if that's your thing
(8:28:38 PM) CaimsQuill: but uhhhhhhh
(8:28:44 PM) CaimsQuill: back to what I was saying
(8:29:10 PM) Abel Jalil: Hhaha. I would like to try that sometime. I t would be interesting. I'm sure you make a beautiful woman as well.
(8:29:30 PM) CaimsQuill: what if I'm not attractive to you that way? gahhhhhhh new insecurities
(8:29:32 PM) CaimsQuill: lolol
(8:30:12 PM) Abel Jalil: Are you kidding me?
(8:30:21 PM) Abel Jalil: You are the most attractive person I know.
(8:31:33 PM) CaimsQuill: I'll have to find you some photos here in a second. but point of the convo was. Evron might not be in the circle and you may have to deal with meeting him with that in mind. act like nothing has changed. but
(8:31:39 PM) CaimsQuill: shin would like to meet you
(8:32:04 PM) CaimsQuill: He stays in his room for the most part
(8:32:11 PM) CaimsQuill: He doesn't like to go out
(8:32:49 PM) Abel Jalil: Well, if Shin is close to you, I will gladly meet with him.
(8:32:51 PM) CaimsQuill: with his technopathic parental background, his abilities are utilized easily from home
(8:32:55 PM) CaimsQuill: he is
(8:33:13 PM) CaimsQuill: He's lived with me from his birth when his mother died
(8:33:32 PM) CaimsQuill: evron however is like the outsider we're trying to integrate into the family
(8:33:46 PM) CaimsQuill: so there's the issue, him being raised by other demons
(8:33:56 PM) CaimsQuill: he doesn't have our mind set
(8:34:23 PM) CaimsQuill: he knows plenty of you
(8:34:55 PM) CaimsQuill: evron jumps to much conclusions from another frame of mind and not sure where his loyalties are
(8:34:58 PM) CaimsQuill: right now
(8:35:12 PM) CaimsQuill: shin, only knows the way of the circle
(8:35:16 PM) Abel Jalil: He seems very...intense.
(8:35:22 PM) CaimsQuill: evron?
(8:35:27 PM) Abel Jalil: Yes.
(8:35:35 PM) Abel Jalil: I feel like he is lost in a sense.
(8:35:46 PM) Abel Jalil: Not sure where to go and angry because he can't find the way.
(8:36:27 PM) CaimsQuill: yes. he... well... it was raised in hell by powerful demons with little mercy - and he knows no other way to be - this is why he needs me so
(8:36:37 PM) CaimsQuill: he just lashes out
(8:36:46 PM) Abel Jalil: He seems capable of such.
(8:36:52 PM) CaimsQuill: very much so
(8:37:31 PM) CaimsQuill: He was tortured for months on end by being skinned with daily salt rubbings once
(8:37:40 PM) CaimsQuill: so, his mind.. is
(8:37:42 PM) CaimsQuill: yeah
(8:37:45 PM) CaimsQuill: you get it
(8:38:00 PM) Abel Jalil: Of course. Hahha.
(8:38:15 PM) CaimsQuill: dante I'm sure would have loved a youtube of that
(8:38:23 PM) CaimsQuill: heh
(8:39:08 PM) Abel Jalil: He is rather sick like that.
(8:39:18 PM) Abel Jalil: I'm sure he feels some kind of...kinship to Evron.
(8:42:25 PM) CaimsQuill: hmmm. yeah. maybe so
(8:42:53 PM) CaimsQuill: so have you seen my sister post online? Aria Marius. She speaks of coming from oversees sometimes?
(8:43:48 PM) CaimsQuill: http://pjensi.files.wordpress.com/2
(8:43:51 PM) CaimsQuill: she look familiar?
(8:44:08 PM) CaimsQuill: She shows up sometimes
(8:44:58 PM) Abel Jalil: You have a sister??
(8:45:01 PM) CaimsQuill: http://files.myopera.com/ghostone13/alb
(8:45:12 PM) CaimsQuill: you haven't noticed her online before?
(8:45:21 PM) Abel Jalil: No, no I haven't.
(8:45:26 PM) Abel Jalil: I...I tend to focus on you.
(8:45:30 PM) CaimsQuill: good. good.
(8:45:40 PM) CaimsQuill: cuz I was going to admit that's not my sister
(8:45:46 PM) CaimsQuill: it's me
(8:45:59 PM) CaimsQuill: http://www.beflicky.com/uploads/celebri
(8:46:00 PM) Abel Jalil: Wait what?
(8:46:12 PM) Abel Jalil: You're hot.
(8:46:14 PM) Abel Jalil: Just saying.
(8:46:15 PM) CaimsQuill: I use my female form as an alias
(8:46:19 PM) CaimsQuill: as my sister
(9:03:00 PM) Abel Jalil: Hahah, well. I'd nail your sister.
(9:03:17 PM) CaimsQuill: hahaha. you're a goon.
(9:03:23 PM) CaimsQuill: I like it
(9:18:03 PM) CaimsQuill: um. actually I lied
(9:18:09 PM) Abel Jalil: Oh?
(9:18:12 PM) CaimsQuill: I mean not on purpose. I just left one out
(9:18:32 PM) CaimsQuill: I mean I do have one other child not 17/18
(9:18:46 PM) CaimsQuill: she's only about a month or so old
(9:18:55 PM) CaimsQuill: I just...
(9:18:59 PM) CaimsQuill: don't have her
(9:19:02 PM) CaimsQuill: right now
(9:19:06 PM) CaimsQuill: she was
(9:19:08 PM) CaimsQuill: well
(9:19:11 PM) CaimsQuill: kidnapped
(9:19:14 PM) CaimsQuill: at birth
(9:19:41 PM) CaimsQuill: An angel and a saint took her and wont give her back
(9:20:08 PM) CaimsQuill: The saint shot me in the face that day. I died. it happens. shot me with a blessed weapon
(9:20:37 PM) CaimsQuill: I'm in the middle of forming on a plan on how to get her back
(9:20:45 PM) CaimsQuill: it's frustrating
(9:21:31 PM) Abel Jalil: If you want, I will gladly help you.
(9:21:38 PM) Abel Jalil: Any child of yours is family to me.
(9:21:44 PM) Abel Jalil: And I protect what is family.
(9:21:53 PM) CaimsQuill: you mean that?
(9:22:03 PM) CaimsQuill: really mean that?
(9:22:09 PM) Abel Jalil: Yes, of course.
(9:22:28 PM) CaimsQuill: because you realize I could use help from a non-infernal
(9:22:32 PM) CaimsQuill: but you also realize
(9:22:56 PM) CaimsQuill: you'll be going against who you're repenting to, God's team
(9:22:59 PM) CaimsQuill: heh
(9:23:37 PM) CaimsQuill: I want you to see what you'd really be getting into
(9:25:13 PM) Abel Jalil: That...well. That would be interesting.
(9:28:43 PM) CaimsQuill: interesting is putting it lightly and neutrally.
(9:29:03 PM) CaimsQuill: now maybe you why I'm so hestitant with us
(9:29:22 PM) CaimsQuill: even protecting a family you say want to a part of goes against what you stand for
(9:29:33 PM) CaimsQuill: I don't know how to help you on this
(9:29:47 PM) CaimsQuill: this whole middle ground thing. I mean
(9:29:51 PM) CaimsQuill: my child is gone
(9:29:57 PM) CaimsQuill: frankly that's torture
(9:30:08 PM) CaimsQuill: and wrong in my book
(9:30:29 PM) CaimsQuill: you go after said child to help a demon get it back and look where that puts you?
(9:30:36 PM) CaimsQuill: in the middle of the crossfire
(9:30:52 PM) CaimsQuill: I helped a man get heaven once
(9:31:15 PM) CaimsQuill: I can't helped you on your quest for heaven Abel, not after my past.
(9:31:28 PM) CaimsQuill: but I will not help damn you further
(9:31:34 PM) CaimsQuill: if that makes any sense
(9:31:43 PM) CaimsQuill: which really it doesn't
(9:31:53 PM) CaimsQuill: cuz either you are or not.
(9:31:59 PM) CaimsQuill: but I wish to play no hand in it
(9:32:10 PM) Abel Jalil: Heh. I know, love.
(9:32:48 PM) CaimsQuill: this has been a revealing day y
(9:32:59 PM) CaimsQuill: I fear you have a lot to think over
(9:33:31 PM) Abel Jalil: Heh, well. It is a lot.
(9:33:55 PM) CaimsQuill: this is what I know for sure
(9:34:28 PM) CaimsQuill: when I'm with you, I feel like there's no outside world that can touch me. I feel peace I dont usually feel
(9:34:41 PM) CaimsQuill: I want to keep that in my life
(9:34:43 PM) CaimsQuill: you
(9:34:51 PM) CaimsQuill: if at all possible
(9:36:46 PM) Abel Jalil: Thank you. And the same for you, love.
(9:57:35 PM) CaimsQuill: hey abel
(9:57:47 PM) CaimsQuill: what if
(9:57:50 PM) CaimsQuill: we just
(9:57:55 PM) CaimsQuill: stopped thinking so hard
(9:58:03 PM) CaimsQuill: we were fine weren't we?
(10:00:12 PM) Abel Jalil: Hahah. Well, yes.
(10:01:41 PM) CaimsQuill: Let's just hold on to that.
(10:02:41 PM) CaimsQuill: I dont see why anything has to change. I just... enjoy being with you baby
(10:02:57 PM) CaimsQuill: Can't it stay the same?
(10:03:25 PM) CaimsQuill: will I be enough for you like that
(10:03:36 PM) Abel Jalil: Of course you will.
(10:04:16 PM) CaimsQuill: music to my ears
(10:18:41 PM) Abel Jalil: Good. I like to know I can keep you happy.