Who Caim and Abel Type Chat on AIM that turns into scene What Silliness that turns into a frantic Caim desperate for Abel's lies that struck the fear of God into him Warnings Language and Fluff Status Complete
(10:34:44 PM) CaimsQuill: calling the tower of abel (10:34:50 PM) CaimsQuill: come in abel (10:35:01 PM) Abel Jalil: Hmm? (10:35:28 PM) CaimsQuill: don't hmmm me abel. I except a grand hurrah when I come around (10:35:33 PM) CaimsQuill: I'm disappointed (10:35:46 PM) Abel Jalil: Well, kissing the computer screen seems strange. (10:35:56 PM) CaimsQuill: well yeah. that's just weird (10:36:04 PM) Abel Jalil: I would kiss you though. (10:36:58 PM) CaimsQuill: wanna see me in the 80's? (10:37:04 PM) CaimsQuill: and I expect that too (10:38:10 PM) Abel Jalil: Sure. (10:38:27 PM) Abel Jalil: I would say I'd share pictures of myself but I look...the same. With worse style. (10:38:41 PM) CaimsQuill: http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2ojzkpEvi1r2cmqto1_400.jpg yeah me too. that's why it's funny (10:38:59 PM) Abel Jalil: Wow. (10:39:48 PM) CaimsQuill: yeah. (10:39:57 PM) CaimsQuill: there's hardly words huh (10:40:05 PM) Abel Jalil: I just...wow. (10:43:26 PM) Abel Jalil: Since we're in the mood for sharing pictures of bad taste. (10:43:27 PM) Abel Jalil: http://spectacle.provocateuse.com/images/spectacles/david_boreanaz_04.jpg (10:44:20 PM) CaimsQuill: oh now, that's damn precious baby (10:44:32 PM) CaimsQuill: I need to touch that (10:44:59 PM) Abel Jalil: Hahah. (10:45:00 PM) Abel Jalil: http://www.images99.com/i99/01/15535/15535.jpg (10:45:14 PM) Abel Jalil: That's precious. The puppy. Name Precious. (10:45:33 PM) Abel Jalil: Before Dante took to eating puppies... (10:47:11 PM) CaimsQuill: awwwwwwwwwwww. no wonder you liked helping me get my pup (10:47:20 PM) CaimsQuill: you're a softy in there (10:47:28 PM) Abel Jalil: Mmm....no, no. Hard as stone. (10:47:32 PM) CaimsQuill: mhm (10:48:07 PM) CaimsQuill: says that dude I went to disney with and has incriminating photos of in a goofy baseball cap just to amuse me (10:48:22 PM) Abel Jalil: ....Those will never see the light of day, sir. (10:48:35 PM) CaimsQuill: I'm saving them just for me (10:48:44 PM) CaimsQuill: I have to share you with Dante (10:48:53 PM) CaimsQuill: I gotta be able to keep something for myself (10:48:53 PM) Abel Jalil: Oh geez. (10:48:59 PM) Abel Jalil: Hhaha. (10:49:10 PM) Abel Jalil: Yeah...Dante is...well, he wasn't happy about Dinesy. (10:49:25 PM) Abel Jalil: He wanted to maim things, I could feel it. (10:49:49 PM) CaimsQuill: well then I hope he's happy we're back. but Abel. (10:49:57 PM) CaimsQuill: I seriously had the best time (10:50:06 PM) Abel Jalil: Good. So did I. (10:50:17 PM) CaimsQuill: I mean do you realize how old I am (10:50:23 PM) CaimsQuill: we're talking dawn of time (10:50:40 PM) CaimsQuill: and I'm really having fun with you. (10:50:50 PM) CaimsQuill: like more than I can remember before (10:51:51 PM) Abel Jalil: Aw, baby. Me too. It's kinda surreal. (10:52:38 PM) CaimsQuill: :) (10:54:40 PM) CaimsQuill: so like. my son says I should grow my hair back out. what do you think? http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2uouw152z1qjohozo1_500.jpg (10:54:59 PM) CaimsQuill: he's seems to be convinced (10:55:41 PM) Abel Jalil: Hmm... (10:55:55 PM) CaimsQuill: Im kinda digging my punkie doo (10:56:07 PM) CaimsQuill: but he says the more hair the better pretty much (10:56:16 PM) CaimsQuill: it's a debate I think (10:57:21 PM) Abel Jalil: I agree to that though I do like you with long hair. (10:57:56 PM) CaimsQuill: oh yeah? hmmm. if I let it grow you promise to yank it ... just a little (10:57:57 PM) CaimsQuill: hehehe (10:58:55 PM) CaimsQuill: I need motivation for growth. (10:59:17 PM) Abel Jalil: I can certainly do that. (10:59:47 PM) CaimsQuill: something tells me I'm telling Minzy to cancel my salon appointment (11:00:20 PM) Abel Jalil: I like the sound of that. Then you can come over and I can cook for you again. (11:00:57 PM) CaimsQuill: oh I get benefits from this already (11:01:08 PM) CaimsQuill: I'll have to thank him for the idea (11:03:20 PM) Abel Jalil: Hhahahah. (11:04:11 PM) CaimsQuill: also I was in a debate the other day (11:04:16 PM) CaimsQuill: maybe you can settle it (11:04:26 PM) Abel Jalil: Oh really? Share the details and I'll see what I can do. (11:05:29 PM) CaimsQuill: Am I a pretty boy? Like really? I argued I wasn't. But they said I just pretend to look tough and manly but really I can't hide it. I'm a high maintence pretty boy. (11:06:46 PM) Abel Jalil: Well high maintence, no. But you are the most beautiful man I've seen. (11:11:20 PM) CaimsQuill: I love everytime you say that (11:12:01 PM) Abel Jalil: So i get points for saying the truth? (11:12:33 PM) CaimsQuill: you get points for making me smile (11:12:36 PM) CaimsQuill: also (11:12:44 PM) CaimsQuill: my son is being an ass now (11:12:51 PM) CaimsQuill: I went to thank him (11:12:59 PM) CaimsQuill: and now he's all I need to talk to abel (11:13:10 PM) CaimsQuill: cuz you dont have the best track record with relationships (11:13:14 PM) CaimsQuill: blah blah blah (11:13:19 PM) CaimsQuill: yada yada yada (11:13:42 PM) Abel Jalil: Ah children. (11:13:54 PM) Abel Jalil: Well, if he feels the need to speak to me, so be it. (11:14:11 PM) CaimsQuill: I just gave him your sns (11:16:41 PM) CaimsQuill: he's telling me I'm weak now (11:16:46 PM) CaimsQuill: I knew this would happen (11:16:59 PM) CaimsQuill: I told him I wanted you to meet everyone (11:17:22 PM) CaimsQuill: gah. I hate my world sometimes (11:17:42 PM) Abel Jalil: Why are you considered weak for that? (11:18:02 PM) CaimsQuill: Abel. we're demons. we're not supposed to care for anyone (11:18:11 PM) CaimsQuill: that's like rule 1 (11:18:27 PM) CaimsQuill: that's why I freaked out a bit by the coaster (11:18:36 PM) CaimsQuill: and you know I was tortured for such a sin before (11:18:51 PM) CaimsQuill: he's seeing me fall to it again (11:19:07 PM) CaimsQuill: Hell's no picnic (11:19:12 PM) CaimsQuill: and truly (11:19:17 PM) CaimsQuill: we can't let them know (11:19:21 PM) Abel Jalil: I know but, baby, I'll do what I have to in order to help you. (11:19:32 PM) CaimsQuill: no one outside my circle can know about you in this way (11:20:15 PM) CaimsQuill: I want you in my circle (11:20:47 PM) Abel Jalil: Baby, I'm sure you've noticed that I don't exactly have a who crowd of friends waiting to hear from me. Dante ensured that a long time ago. (11:21:38 PM) CaimsQuill: yeah. I hate to sound harsh, but frankly... for me at least. That's a good thing (11:21:49 PM) Abel Jalil: It was for me as well. (11:21:55 PM) Abel Jalil: Solitude and I get along. (11:22:07 PM) Abel Jalil: Mostly comes in the form of brooding. (11:22:35 PM) Abel Jalil: Evron calls you Mother. (11:22:38 PM) Abel Jalil: Is that a normal thing? (11:22:46 PM) Abel Jalil: Cause I thought dangly bits meant father... (11:22:56 PM) CaimsQuill: oh. yes. um. maybe I didn't explain that one fully (11:23:01 PM) CaimsQuill: I am his mother (11:23:04 PM) Abel Jalil: .... (11:23:08 PM) Abel Jalil: What? (11:23:15 PM) CaimsQuill: I can gender switch (11:23:28 PM) CaimsQuill: he's the reason I don't take to my female form (11:23:32 PM) CaimsQuill: like ever (11:23:47 PM) CaimsQuill: If demons realize you have one and you're lesser ranked (11:23:55 PM) CaimsQuill: they can force you to spawn ya know (11:24:01 PM) Abel Jalil: ...Oh. (11:24:03 PM) Abel Jalil: Oh. (11:24:06 PM) CaimsQuill: not good. (11:24:14 PM) Abel Jalil: I'm sure. (11:24:19 PM) CaimsQuill: and that's how he was born (11:24:21 PM) Abel Jalil: I feel like your son wants to stake me. (11:24:43 PM) CaimsQuill: my probation officer, someone of a mentor, we became close (11:24:58 PM) CaimsQuill: and well he deemed me worthy of his bearing his child (11:25:09 PM) CaimsQuill: there is no such thing as refusal to king (11:25:14 PM) CaimsQuill: a* king (11:25:20 PM) CaimsQuill: that's just not really how it works (11:25:28 PM) CaimsQuill: Evron was my first child that way (11:25:42 PM) Abel Jalil: Well, he obviously cares about you. (11:25:48 PM) Abel Jalil: Caring people like to make threats. (11:25:49 PM) CaimsQuill: I didn't raise him (11:25:56 PM) Abel Jalil: Natural thing. (11:26:06 PM) CaimsQuill: well there was a threat by the king (11:26:14 PM) CaimsQuill: for me to kill him before he was born (11:26:35 PM) CaimsQuill: he even showed up the day of his birth but I'd already hidden him away (11:26:45 PM) CaimsQuill: I left him to Hell to raise (11:26:55 PM) CaimsQuill: so he wouldn't be around me and be found (11:27:16 PM) CaimsQuill: the King was highly disappointed in me when he saw me break down after we caught rome on fire (11:27:37 PM) CaimsQuill: and augustus's cell and the whole colleseum at that (11:27:55 PM) CaimsQuill: but, when he saw me like htat (11:27:56 PM) CaimsQuill: that (11:28:15 PM) CaimsQuill: he didn't want a child with the same weakness I had (11:28:28 PM) CaimsQuill: and changed his mind basically (11:28:35 PM) CaimsQuill: I wasn't worthy (11:28:59 PM) Abel Jalil: Hm...that's pretty shallow. (11:29:19 PM) Abel Jalil: I'd think you having a child would be a grand thing. (11:29:55 PM) Abel Jalil: I mean, I don't think I can do anything being dead as long as I have, but if I had the ability? I would be honored. I mean, you're a beautiful being inside and out. (11:30:57 PM) CaimsQuill: that's (11:31:04 PM) CaimsQuill: really (11:31:22 PM) CaimsQuill: you keep doing and saying things that make my chest feel all tight (11:31:32 PM) Abel Jalil: You don't have asthma, do you? (11:31:35 PM) Abel Jalil: I hope not. (11:31:43 PM) CaimsQuill: no. I dont. I dont get illnesses (11:31:44 PM) Abel Jalil: You should do those baby breaths. (11:31:50 PM) Abel Jalil: That whole woo woo whoooo. (11:31:53 PM) Abel Jalil: Or whatever. (11:32:05 PM) Abel Jalil: I don't know how you do baby breath things. (11:32:17 PM) Abel Jalil: But you look like a fish. (11:32:32 PM) Abel Jalil: And then it's like your little fishy lips can't sure enough water. (11:32:44 PM) Abel Jalil: So you have to gulp and gulp and puff with all your might. (11:32:48 PM) Abel Jalil: It's entertaining. (11:33:09 PM) Abel Jalil: Oh and you can get sick! (11:33:15 PM) Abel Jalil: Love sick~ (11:33:23 PM) Abel Jalil: Bow chicka bow wow~ (11:33:33 PM) Abel Jalil: Thank you. thank you. (11:33:38 PM) Abel Jalil: I'll be here every night. (11:33:53 PM) Abel Jalil: Please, please- hold the applause. (11:34:32 PM) CaimsQuill: you're funny abel. but actually, first you go touching me, then my chest goes zig zagging cuz I'm laughing so damn hard (11:35:07 PM) Abel Jalil: Hahah, well, I'm glad I can make you laugh. (11:35:13 PM) Abel Jalil: I like your laughter. (11:35:15 PM) Abel Jalil: It's warm. (11:35:19 PM) Abel Jalil: Like your smile. (11:35:25 PM) Abel Jalil: I like warm things. (11:35:34 PM) Abel Jalil: It sorta makes up for the whole dead and cold. (11:37:15 PM) CaimsQuill: you're going to a burlesque club with my son (11:37:17 PM) CaimsQuill: so weird (11:37:44 PM) Abel Jalil: Trust me, I didn't pick it. (11:37:49 PM) Abel Jalil: He just wants to meet me there. (11:41:35 PM) CaimsQuill: yeah he works there for his other mother (11:41:42 PM) CaimsQuill: the one that raised him (11:41:49 PM) CaimsQuill: he's like the accountant or something (11:42:03 PM) Abel Jalil: Aaah. (11:42:50 PM) CaimsQuill: yeah. getting to know him again, hasn't been easy (11:43:14 PM) CaimsQuill: he pretty much hated my guts for abandoning him (11:43:38 PM) CaimsQuill: but, then... well... I've had to stand in where his raisings were lacking (11:44:04 PM) Abel Jalil: Well, kids are kids you know. (11:44:24 PM) CaimsQuill: I don't like he's the son of a King and an Earl/President and was getting the half-breed treatment (11:44:44 PM) CaimsQuill: I knew it was time to step in (11:44:57 PM) CaimsQuill: even if it was 2000 years later (11:45:16 PM) Abel Jalil: Well, that shows you are a responsible parent even if you couldn't always be there for him. (4/23/2012 12:05:32 AM) CaimsQuill: Evron's telling me to stamp you out (12:05:54 AM) Abel Jalil: Is that so? Huh. Kid must be protective. (12:07:47 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah. being who we are. this whole you and me thing is about to turn into a big deal to them (12:08:05 AM) CaimsQuill: I couldn't help it. I tried to hide it for a while (12:08:12 AM) CaimsQuill: But I just... dont want to (12:08:19 AM) CaimsQuill: not to them (12:08:30 AM) CaimsQuill: I dont like not being able to talk about you (12:08:53 AM) Abel Jalil: I know, baby. And I'm glad you like me that much. Just be careful. I don't want you hurt over me. (12:10:17 AM) CaimsQuill: and yeah, I know. maybe I should just shut up. It's just hard, when you're on my mind and those are the people I talk to (12:12:09 AM) Abel Jalil: Baby, I talk to the walls about you sometimes. (12:12:11 AM) Abel Jalil: Just saying. (12:14:07 AM) CaimsQuill: you do? (12:14:10 AM) CaimsQuill: really? (12:14:12 AM) Abel Jalil: Mmmh. (12:14:17 AM) CaimsQuill: what do you say (12:14:19 AM) Abel Jalil: Who else am I gonna talk to? (12:14:21 AM) Abel Jalil: Haha. (12:14:26 AM) Abel Jalil: That's between me and the walls. (12:14:29 AM) Abel Jalil: But here's a hint- (12:14:37 AM) Abel Jalil: It's about how happy I am with you. (12:15:34 AM) CaimsQuill: aw come on (12:15:37 AM) CaimsQuill: just one thing? (12:15:40 AM) CaimsQuill: tell one thing (12:15:43 AM) CaimsQuill: pleassssssssssse (12:15:45 AM) Abel Jalil: Mm... (12:17:18 AM) Abel Jalil: Well, I commented about how much I love your hips and I want to nip at your hip bones because I find them very attractive. (12:19:41 AM) CaimsQuill: that just got me all kinds of hard (12:19:51 AM) Abel Jalil: Hahah! (12:20:25 AM) CaimsQuill: um abel (12:20:32 AM) Abel Jalil: Yes, love? (12:20:39 AM) CaimsQuill: you know all this atoning for your sins stuff (12:20:48 AM) CaimsQuill: like from before you're doing (12:20:53 AM) Abel Jalil: Yes? (12:21:28 AM) CaimsQuill: I mean. oh fuck. you just... I think... (12:21:38 AM) CaimsQuill: you should stop (12:21:43 AM) Abel Jalil: What? (12:21:52 AM) CaimsQuill: haven't you made up enough yet? (12:22:01 AM) Abel Jalil: Baby... (12:22:07 AM) Abel Jalil: Why are you upset by it? (12:22:21 AM) CaimsQuill: cuz of something Evron said (12:22:46 AM) CaimsQuill: if I show you you promise not to get mad? (12:22:54 AM) Abel Jalil: Yes, of course. (12:22:57 AM) CaimsQuill: ok (12:23:22 AM) CaimsQuill: (12:09:08 AM) CaimsQuill: look. do as I say, not as I do (12:09:10 AM) CaimsQuill: heh (12:10:27 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: That's a joke, right? (12:11:34 AM) CaimsQuill: Come on man. I'm not getting punished for this one (12:11:43 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm not letting it get that far (12:11:48 AM) CaimsQuill: besides he's not human (12:12:00 AM) CaimsQuill: he's already one of ours (12:12:17 AM) CaimsQuill: his soul is claimed by the vampiric curse (12:12:34 AM) CaimsQuill: not to mention Dante is hellbound either way (12:12:55 AM) CaimsQuill: Abel only exists due to some insane magic that split him (12:13:06 AM) CaimsQuill: I mean (12:13:14 AM) CaimsQuill: when He dies (12:13:21 AM) CaimsQuill: I mean he's a corpse (12:13:23 AM) CaimsQuill: but (12:13:28 AM) CaimsQuill: when he die dies (12:13:32 AM) CaimsQuill: he's in hell (12:13:38 AM) CaimsQuill: that's a fact right? (12:13:46 AM) CaimsQuill: I can't lose this one (12:13:51 AM) CaimsQuill: not like Augustus (12:13:53 AM) CaimsQuill: right? (12:14:26 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You obviously have your mind made up on this one. (12:14:34 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: There is nothing else to say. (12:14:52 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Believe what you want, I can't change your mind. (12:15:13 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm still planning to meet him. (12:15:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You are still not invited. (12:16:01 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah yeah. (12:16:18 AM) CaimsQuill: I mean. Abel is trying to make up for his sins (12:16:30 AM) CaimsQuill: he can't go to heaven tho (12:16:35 AM) CaimsQuill: it's a lost cause right? (12:16:41 AM) CaimsQuill: he's part of dante (12:16:55 AM) CaimsQuill: he's a fucking cannibal murderer rapist (12:17:32 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Are you trying to convince me or yourself? (12:20:18 AM) CaimsQuill: idk (12:25:05 AM) Abel Jalil: If I'm already damned, I know it's kinda pointless. (12:25:07 AM) Abel Jalil: But... (12:25:13 AM) Abel Jalil: Why can't you do the same? (12:25:22 AM) Abel Jalil: I mean, I know you can't because your a demon. (12:25:26 AM) Abel Jalil: I just... (12:25:32 AM) Abel Jalil: I don't want to be pulled from you. (12:25:36 AM) Abel Jalil: You might end up with just Dante. (12:25:39 AM) Abel Jalil: I don't want that. (12:27:10 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah but, but... (12:27:14 AM) CaimsQuill: do the same? (12:27:19 AM) CaimsQuill: what do you mean? (12:27:33 AM) Abel Jalil: The whole minor repenting. (12:27:40 AM) Abel Jalil: I don't know what it does to demons though. (12:27:46 AM) Abel Jalil: I just know it pisses Dante off. (12:33:09 AM) CaimsQuill: Um no. no no (12:33:15 AM) CaimsQuill: Don't say that (12:33:19 AM) CaimsQuill: I can't (12:33:31 AM) Abel Jalil: Why? (12:33:32 AM) CaimsQuill: no way (12:33:45 AM) CaimsQuill: well because. I'm not sorry (12:33:51 AM) CaimsQuill: god fucked me over (12:34:00 AM) CaimsQuill: and I'm not sorry for half the shit I've done (12:34:11 AM) Abel Jalil: But you would be sorry to lose me? (12:34:23 AM) CaimsQuill: I (12:34:34 AM) CaimsQuill: cant lose you. but I can't (12:34:37 AM) CaimsQuill: I can't do that (12:34:53 AM) CaimsQuill: I don't have what it takes to ever be angel again (12:34:56 AM) CaimsQuill: I dont (12:35:01 AM) CaimsQuill: he kicked me out (12:35:02 AM) Abel Jalil: Caim... (12:35:13 AM) Abel Jalil: You're no demon to me. (12:35:21 AM) CaimsQuill: I am to God (12:35:51 AM) CaimsQuill: he already punished me, judged me, and continues to punish me and will for all time, you're like one of the only things i have now (12:36:05 AM) CaimsQuill: that can keep this world decent for me (12:36:28 AM) Abel Jalil: But if what you say is true, then won't I be pulled from you somehow? (12:36:38 AM) Abel Jalil: I just don't see this God thing reaching down to pull me away. (12:36:40 AM) Abel Jalil: Honestly. (12:36:50 AM) Abel Jalil: I don't repent for God or heaven. (12:37:05 AM) Abel Jalil: I repent for the guilt I've caused myself, the shame I've continued to bring. (12:37:19 AM) Abel Jalil: And I hope some day that maybe I can live or die without this curse. (12:41:46 AM) CaimsQuill: I don't know what to say (12:41:52 AM) CaimsQuill: I just... (12:41:57 AM) CaimsQuill: don't want to lose you (12:42:05 AM) Abel Jalil: I love you, Caim. (12:42:13 AM) Abel Jalil: Just remember that, alright? (12:42:32 AM) CaimsQuill: why am I suddenly very scared (12:42:44 AM) Abel Jalil: I don't know. (12:42:51 AM) Abel Jalil: I just... (12:42:53 AM) Abel Jalil: I worry. (12:42:59 AM) Abel Jalil: I worry you'll only have Dante. (12:43:10 AM) Abel Jalil: We're together in the same shape but we're not the same. (12:43:19 AM) CaimsQuill: You exist too (12:43:25 AM) CaimsQuill: you can't just disappear (12:43:28 AM) Abel Jalil: But maybe I don't. (12:43:39 AM) Abel Jalil: Maybe all I am is just the container, the cage. (12:43:43 AM) Abel Jalil: And that's all I'm good for. (12:43:55 AM) Abel Jalil: I keep repenting to stay strong against what's locked up inside. (12:50:20 AM) Abel Jalil: I love you, Caim. (12:54:12 AM) CaimsQuill: I know. I love you too. (12:54:21 AM) CaimsQuill: Just, don't leave me (12:56:03 AM) Abel Jalil: I...Caim, I don't know what'll happen. (12:56:07 AM) Abel Jalil: I really don't. (12:56:39 AM) CaimsQuill: I... think.... (12:57:00 AM) CaimsQuill: I just need to be with you. I can't think about this. Ever again. (12:57:32 AM) CaimsQuill: I just need to be with you, as much as I can. make this knot in my stomach go away (12:57:59 AM) Abel Jalil: Come over, baby. I'll be in my room. (12:59:07 AM) CaimsQuill: ok.
(1:06:54 AM) CaimsQuill: Caim didn't hesitate after a conversation like the one he just had with Abel, not to mention the commentary on the side with Evron. Caim grew fearful. Very fearful. It was reminescent the moment he freaked out that God would take him the moment he confessed under the roller coaster. Fear and this demon have a pattern. Caim stopped at nothing to get what he wanted. It always started the same. He'd become like a child, or scared rabbit clinging and shaking like a leaf in Fear of God's name. It was the one thing that could scare Caim. God himself. There was really nothing else. And he was so certain God's wrath would come down on him over Abel that's the state he was in when he poofed into Abel's room, right into his bed. The next phases of his usual patterns were never good for mankind, someone would suffer for Caim's own tortured mind. That's just how it worked, but right then, he was still being consumed by that initial fright.
(1:10:38 AM) Abel Jalil: When he felt the bed shift with the weight of his lover, Abel rose to wrap his arms around Caim and pull him down, covering him up in the sheets before pressing his lips to the demons' own for a passionate kiss. Abel was torn. He loved Caim with every ounce of his being but a part of him feared that he would be pulled from the demon. After all, Caim would go to Hell and Dante would as well, but Abel? Abel was toeing the line of good and he grew fearful of giving up his old habits just because his lover was worried. Pressing his forehead to Caims, Abel sighed. "Baby, I'm sorry."
(1:25:28 AM) CaimsQuill: Caim just nodded against his forehead, in acceptance, but with a frown fraught with pain. He opened his mouth a couple times like he was going to say something, but quite simply nothing fell out. And then he clinged on to Abel like a leech. Wrapped his arms Abel and could have squeezed the ever loving life from him (if he were alive of course) "We'll be fine. Just say we'll be fine." He finally spoke. He wanted to be lied to. He didn't care if it wasn't true right then. His whole life was a lie, tainted with them from every turn to cause suffering. Why couldn't one be tainted for his own happiness? Foolish happiness that it might have been.
(1:32:17 AM) Abel Jalil: Abel held him then and kissed his lips, sighing. "I'll do what I can to keep us together, Caim, but I don't know if I can just give up my ways." His hands traced over Caim's lips then as he sighed. "I love you and I ask so little. I just want to make you happy, Caim." He frowned then and rolled onto his back, letting the demon rest atop him as he stroked fingers through the damned males hair. "I don't know how to make that happen when I'm the light against the darkness. I'm not pure by any means but I feel guilt for when I kill."
(1:39:27 AM) CaimsQuill: And Abel couldn't just lie to him. He had to keep up with the honesty making Caim's embrace around him that much stronger, scootching himself all the way on top of him, legs wrapped around his waist and squeezing as desperately as his arms. "Ok. Ok. Ok. ok." he was like a chant, Caim trying to convince himself that he could handle this. Caim was an expert at living with agony. It was practically his profession. Slowly but surely his breathing started to slow and his Ok's turned into one long low hum still coaxing himself from his fright. "I'm ok" He finally whispered but still that embrace hadn't slackened.
(1:41:42 AM) Abel Jalil: Abel kissed his cheek and sighed. "I love you, Caim." His fingers wove through the males hair before his arms held the demon tight against him and he simply savored the closeness between them. "Somehow, we'll make this work, alright? I can promise you that. I have no intention of leaving you without one hell of a fight." His lips tugged into a faint grin as he chuckled. "You're the only person I'd willingly die again for."
(1:51:20 AM) CaimsQuill: Caim spoke the words back in a hushed tone, it was still like he was scared to say it. But, the more Abel spoke after that, the more relaxed the demon became. He needed to hear all that. He needed it badly. "Yeah, we're gonna make it work" He repeated then let his embrace slack to at least a comfortable warmth instead of how desperate it initially seemed. Then he even lifted his head with a smile at the last statement. Everything felt good again.