Who Caim and Evron Type Aim Chat Warnings Language, speak of smexy and baby killing, a bit of bickering indeed What They weed through a lot of problems including abandonment, Minzy, training London, the Jules/Jeremie situation with their kid, mentions of Andy, Abel and Dante, and King Iammax, Rayven's child, and Astarte, Shinkana, Amon and Asmo too. They cover a lot of ground. Status Complete
(1:46:54 AM) CaimsQuill: Ronnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (1:47:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: ...yes? (1:47:39 AM) CaimsQuill: Did you get melted yet? (1:47:53 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: ...what?? (1:48:10 AM) CaimsQuill: I was waiting to come home to a Minzy melted you story (1:48:29 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: No, nothing like that happened. (1:48:53 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I've stuck to myself more than anything. Don't worry, she did check up on me. (1:50:49 AM) CaimsQuill: Good. You know. She couldn't have posted anything more perfect for me to slam her today. it was great. I'm dying for a response (1:51:21 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: That's nice. (1:51:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Why are you messaging me? Did Disney get boring? (1:52:01 AM) CaimsQuill: I came home (1:52:13 AM) CaimsQuill: yesterday. just got all settled in (1:52:51 AM) CaimsQuill: but I will be headed off for a couple days. But, when I'm with london she's used to me popping in and out (1:53:06 AM) CaimsQuill: so if ya need anything I'm around. even though I'm at the Russia house (1:53:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Typical, very fucking typical. (1:53:34 AM) CaimsQuill: what? (1:54:03 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I hate how selfish you are at times. (1:54:22 AM) CaimsQuill: Come again? (1:54:28 AM) CaimsQuill: What'd I do? (1:54:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Let's see... (1:54:54 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: First,I should tell you that your half-breed has a big mouth. (1:55:15 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: He told me about the whole 'kidnapping' situation with your newborn. (1:55:20 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: So... (1:55:36 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm going into some weird ass episodes (1:55:52 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: and your kid is getting clutched by some half-angel. (1:56:02 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You decide it was a marvelous time to go to Disney... (1:56:04 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: really (1:56:06 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: . (1:56:09 AM) CaimsQuill: I didn't know it was a secret (1:56:19 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Secret or not, it doesn't matter. (1:56:25 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: The facts remain. (1:56:36 AM) CaimsQuill: What? was I suppose to come crying to you about it? (1:56:58 AM) CaimsQuill: That London was so retarded she didn't follow direct orders (1:57:11 AM) CaimsQuill: and got herself scooped up by angels and saints (1:57:28 AM) CaimsQuill: and they fucking blew my face apart with with some holy water death gun? (1:57:35 AM) CaimsQuill: boo boo wah wah (1:57:40 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah that's not how I work (1:58:15 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Oh, get over it already. You obviously are doing a bang up job on your own. Did it ever cross your mind that I would have helped you? Sure, I hate kids... (1:58:25 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: but look at what I'm willing to do for Astarte. (1:58:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Look at what I gave her. (1:58:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I would have done the same for you. (1:58:51 AM) CaimsQuill: I dont have a clue what you gave her (1:58:53 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I would have helped you. (1:59:01 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: That thing from Rayven was born. (1:59:04 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It lives. (1:59:05 AM) CaimsQuill: Oh that thing (1:59:19 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah I almost forgot.. outta sight outta mind ya know (1:59:32 AM) CaimsQuill: But, I don't see how this has anything to do with me (1:59:37 AM) CaimsQuill: or how you could help me (2:00:02 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I would have done whatever it takes to help you. I would have went to Astarte as well. She would have helped... (2:00:11 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: through her she could gather more assistance. (2:00:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It is less shameful to ask for assistance in these type of things... (2:00:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: than have your kid become a tool of Heaven. (2:02:31 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: For all that you preach to me about weaknesses...you have your own. You simply get up and run off to have fun when things get to stressful for you? I needed you and others obviously needed you as well. (2:03:20 AM) CaimsQuill: I know you are not trying to teach me a lesson? (2:03:45 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Of course not, you've obviously got everything under control. (2:06:34 AM) CaimsQuill: excuse me? I have my shit more under control than you. I'm an Earl of fucking Hell with 30 damn legions and President of the whole entire fuckng Occult. Shit goes wrong sometimes. Hell shit goes wrong all the time. That's part of what being condemned and punished by God to the life I have to fucking live now just quite simply is. So fucking be it. But ask for help? Ask demons for help for a half-breed that they might rather smite than give a fuck about? Yeah, great plan. (2:07:32 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Yes, because Astarte would obviously smite a half-breed. (2:08:15 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I know absolutely nothing. Don't mind me.. (2:10:11 AM) CaimsQuill: excuse me again for not thinking that one through at the time that it happened because at the time that it happened I was a little busy trying to get Amon's and Asmo's back up on this one, which may sound mother fucking ridiculous when stated plainly like that, but it was wrapped up in the deal I was trying to make for you god damn freedom. Shit just didn't work out quite right there either (2:10:32 AM) CaimsQuill: but I know they have it out for that Jules and Saint fucking Gun-slinger Jeremie (2:10:57 AM) CaimsQuill: I thought I could use it my advantage (2:11:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I never asked that of you. (2:11:55 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Here it is, I am free now.. (2:12:08 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: and what do I have to show for it? Nothing. (2:12:14 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: When I need help you vanish. (2:12:31 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: When I want you around you are not there. (2:12:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Instead you sit around and pamper that teenage half-breed of yours. (2:13:06 AM) CaimsQuill: and you call me selfish? (2:13:19 AM) CaimsQuill: Ronny. It's ok to take some time off (2:13:26 AM) CaimsQuill: and just fucking breathe (2:13:39 AM) CaimsQuill: I wasn't gone that long (2:14:11 AM) CaimsQuill: the only reason I even had you assigned to minzy was because you seemed so lost when you didn't have something to do (2:14:24 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You have no idea. (2:14:25 AM) CaimsQuill: like asmo had warped your brain (2:14:35 AM) CaimsQuill: into not knowing how to live out a day without a list (2:14:46 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I am hardly being selfish. If I confess or feel anything (2:14:48 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I am weak (2:14:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: or selfish (2:14:52 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: or both. (2:15:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Even Astarte has some weird agenda in her head. (2:18:05 AM) CaimsQuill: WeLL, here's your problem . you seem to want to hate me the most (2:18:08 AM) CaimsQuill: AND (2:18:12 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm the one that (2:18:25 AM) CaimsQuill: has no agenda except to help you. (2:18:32 AM) CaimsQuill: and (2:18:48 AM) CaimsQuill: so sorry for not helping you fast enough or to your standards (2:19:05 AM) CaimsQuill: if it wasn't for me, you'd only have agendas (2:19:10 AM) CaimsQuill: but keep lashing my way (2:19:13 AM) CaimsQuill: go for it (2:19:53 AM) CaimsQuill: That said (2:20:20 AM) CaimsQuill: If you'd like to help on this whole London's baby thing, I'd appreciate it (2:20:35 AM) CaimsQuill: you are not required (2:21:03 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'll help, for you. (2:21:25 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I need you to help me with something... (2:21:33 AM) CaimsQuill: ok? (2:21:51 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I want to know more about Iammax's abilities. (2:21:56 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: His powers. (2:22:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I want to know what else might be lingering beneath the surface. (2:23:31 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I also need valid excuses to stay away from Astarte. The 'watching Jeopardy' excuse I used last time was terrible. (2:24:07 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: She goes into heat, she is in it right now. (2:25:07 AM) CaimsQuill: back up. she goes into heat? (2:25:14 AM) CaimsQuill: wtf? is she a dog? (2:25:24 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I don't know? (2:25:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Why are you asking me as if I'll understand it? (2:37:45 AM) CaimsQuill: idk. anyway... Astarte's a big whatever to me. and ugh. heat? I mean... stay away? I know you're not biological... but... just (2:37:48 AM) CaimsQuill: Gross man (2:37:53 AM) CaimsQuill: but anywayyyyyyyyyyy (2:38:09 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: That's how it was described to me once. (2:38:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I just think she is a whore that gets really horny on the random. (2:38:52 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You should go see her, she'll probably jump you. (2:39:04 AM) CaimsQuill: never happening (2:39:18 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Well, you know she is like... (2:39:24 AM) CaimsQuill: I already gotta shake the asmo innocodent off (2:39:31 AM) CaimsQuill: I can't even think of astarte (2:39:37 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: shooting out kids for a reason. (2:39:53 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Her legions are populated with a vast majority of her own kids. (2:40:10 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah, and her and every other demon. I'm not like that (2:40:29 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: She only breeds with those that she thinks can provide strong offspring. (2:40:36 AM) CaimsQuill: and while you're yacking about me just going off an having fun at the wrong times (2:40:37 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I suppose they all do,eh? (2:40:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Anyways... (2:41:02 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: she has been giving me the eye since finding out that my father is Iammax. (2:41:08 AM) CaimsQuill: but again excuse me for needing to leave after that asmo thing (2:41:18 AM) CaimsQuill: I was going to be no good to anyone (2:41:21 AM) CaimsQuill: after that (2:41:25 AM) CaimsQuill: I couldnt' think right (2:41:36 AM) CaimsQuill: especially after he broke the deal (2:42:00 AM) CaimsQuill: I felt grosser than initially knowing half the plan failed (2:42:12 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm not surprised. (2:42:39 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I can say that I'd have warned you of this if I knew your plan... (2:43:02 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: but it's not like you are going to go 'Going to go fuck Asmodeus, be back later.' (2:43:29 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: When dealing with him, always have a backup plan. (2:43:48 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah I had a back up plan. it's in the works (2:44:02 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm satisfied with the outcome (2:44:11 AM) CaimsQuill: You're free and andy is still mine (2:44:42 AM) CaimsQuill: and amon tortured the shit out of him and I have bodily rights to Asmo as we speak upheld by Belial's own ideals (2:45:09 AM) CaimsQuill: When one of the unholy trinity gives you advice you take it (2:45:12 AM) CaimsQuill: I did (2:45:18 AM) CaimsQuill: Asmo is screwed (2:45:23 AM) CaimsQuill: it's in writing (2:45:39 AM) CaimsQuill: he can call me little president all he wants now (2:45:45 AM) CaimsQuill: because I own him (2:45:51 AM) CaimsQuill: which is why (2:46:09 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm not going to perform something that will be done in a day like amon (2:46:15 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Have you ever wondered why I willingly attached myself to him? (2:46:18 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm smarter than that (2:46:29 AM) CaimsQuill: why? (2:46:36 AM) CaimsQuill: his rank? (2:46:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It's ridiculous. (2:46:43 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You might laugh. (2:46:53 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Regardless,I think you have the right to know. (2:47:23 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: That there was a reason behind it. (2:48:06 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I was young, all I really had at the time was Astarte and her crowd. (2:48:19 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm still young by demon standards, eh? Anyways... (2:48:39 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: long story short, I really cared about him. (2:49:14 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Like...probably the closest I've felt to love. Then of course everything went to shit. (2:49:31 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I was already under his control (2:49:51 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: and I just kind of played along. What else was there for me? (2:50:50 AM) CaimsQuill: love? heh. yeah. good one. if that's as close as you got, you're still clueless what it means (2:51:03 AM) CaimsQuill: but I understand the sentiment enough (2:51:29 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I have no real need for love. (2:51:35 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It doesn't matter anymore. (2:51:48 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I was a fool. (2:52:43 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: There are different types of love; to an extent I feel one type towards Astarte and yourself. The other type, I can honestly say that what I told you is the closest I've come to it. (2:53:00 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Maybe I'll never understand that type of love. It wouldn't be a bad thing. (2:53:55 AM) CaimsQuill: no it wouldn't be a bad thing. Not in our world. You see where it got me. On the wrong end of the whip and knee deep in River Phlegathon (2:54:28 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I know you loved the human (2:54:36 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: but did you love Iammax? (2:57:00 AM) CaimsQuill: maybe so? I think I did. there's something strange tho. If you've fallen once and lost and fall again, there's guilt. Guilt like I've never known. Guilt that brought me to my knees. That's when he left. (2:57:28 AM) CaimsQuill: sometimes I wonder if there really is that one true love thing (2:57:41 AM) CaimsQuill: and it just can't happen twice (2:57:43 AM) CaimsQuill: or (2:57:53 AM) CaimsQuill: if love is just so strong (2:57:54 AM) CaimsQuill: that (2:58:22 AM) CaimsQuill: it even hurts so bad to think loving again is a betrayal to the first (2:58:27 AM) CaimsQuill: even if it shouldnt' (2:58:39 AM) CaimsQuill: I haven't decided on what is true (2:58:46 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm not sure there's a way to find out (2:59:23 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Love has always been a curious thing to me. (2:59:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Though, I think I'm coming to a realization on a lot of things. (3:00:03 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I can see my past mistakes, my own foolishness (3:00:18 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: weaknesses and stupidity. (3:00:39 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I think I'm starting to see things correctly for the first time. (3:01:09 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It would just be a lot easier to hear you don't love him now. (3:08:31 AM) CaimsQuill: Iammax? (3:08:33 AM) CaimsQuill: no (3:08:39 AM) CaimsQuill: I can not say I do (3:08:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Good. (3:09:13 AM) CaimsQuill: I think it would be a strange feeling if I ever saw him in person again (3:09:24 AM) CaimsQuill: he was a mentor (3:09:36 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm sure he'd be thrilled to see me around you. (3:10:53 AM) CaimsQuill: sometimes I wish he would. I keep seeing this moment where you're powers are stable and under control and I'm in good place, a height in time myself. and he sees us. And just fucking regrets everything he's missed out on. (3:11:09 AM) CaimsQuill: I want him to have to use the lessons he taught me (3:11:20 AM) CaimsQuill: sometimes I think he has no clue (3:11:33 AM) CaimsQuill: that he preached things he never knew personally (3:11:41 AM) CaimsQuill: all theories (3:11:54 AM) CaimsQuill: but I was the one that had to put them into practice (3:12:33 AM) CaimsQuill: I want him to have to have the pain I did. So he can learn to use it. the same way he taught me to use pain (3:12:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I've been thinking a lot on what you've told me. (3:12:53 AM) CaimsQuill: which thing? (3:13:03 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Everything I've learned from you... (3:13:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: every bit of information you've provided. (3:13:19 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Iammax in theory you said (3:13:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: is everywhere (3:13:23 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: yet (3:13:25 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: nowhere (3:13:26 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: right? (3:13:48 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: He can do these things... (3:13:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: yet (3:14:32 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: how didn't he know where to find me if he wanted to be rid of me? (3:14:40 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Like... (3:14:44 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: are you certain? (3:15:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: How could he possess all these powers and not be able to locate me eventually.? (3:15:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Perhaps he isn't as powerful as you say. (3:16:16 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: If that's the case, he must have many weaknesses. (3:16:41 AM) CaimsQuill: everyone has weakness (3:16:58 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: He sounds like an arrogant fool. (3:17:27 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: One who has exaggerated himself. (3:17:58 AM) CaimsQuill: maybe so (3:18:07 AM) CaimsQuill: but I wouldnt underestimate either (3:21:00 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You said yourself that you believe he doesn't know half of what he taught you. (3:21:08 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: That it's based all on theories. (3:22:37 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah. that doesn't mean he doesn't know other things. but I do believe what I just said (3:22:44 AM) CaimsQuill: it just seems if he did (3:22:52 AM) CaimsQuill: he wouldn't have walked away (3:23:56 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Random question... (3:24:01 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: off topic... (3:24:03 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: kind of... (3:24:07 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah? (3:24:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: So... (3:24:21 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Astarte flashed a picture of that newborn thing at me (3:24:27 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: claiming it looks like me. (3:24:31 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: So.... (3:24:34 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I want to know (3:24:37 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: ... (3:24:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: was I like.. (3:24:55 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: seriously THAT hideous? (3:25:06 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Let me dig up that fucking picture... (3:25:12 AM) CaimsQuill: what came out ? an octopus? (3:25:14 AM) CaimsQuill: HAHAA (3:25:18 AM) CaimsQuill: you looked like a baby (3:25:43 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: apparently (3:25:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: it's gone now. (3:25:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Not a tragedy. (3:25:51 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Still... (3:26:06 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: like... (3:26:08 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: really. (3:26:18 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Did I look like some feeble, fleshy (3:26:19 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: little (3:26:21 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: human infant (3:26:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: blob (3:26:32 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: or was a really cool looking (3:26:34 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: ? (3:27:19 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: If you tell me that I looked like (3:27:20 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: some (3:27:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: human (3:27:25 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: bald (3:27:27 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: infant (3:27:30 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'll be annoyed. (3:28:09 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I mean, certainly I was born with lucious locks of hair. (3:28:26 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Of course the thing had on a hat...thing.. (3:28:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: but no hair peeked out from beneath it, none at all. (3:28:49 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I believe it must be bald. (3:30:59 AM) CaimsQuill: naw. I you had hair. You did. You were one with lots of it. But you were like a little human blob. ahha. (3:31:19 AM) CaimsQuill: I remember the hair (3:31:26 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Oh, you disappoint me. (3:31:31 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Still, I had hair... (3:31:43 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I feel happy about that. (3:31:48 AM) CaimsQuill: I remember how soft it was (3:32:02 AM) CaimsQuill: different from adult hair (3:32:13 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I could deal with looking like an octopus when I was born....as long as I was an octopus with nice hair. (3:32:28 AM) CaimsQuill: you had the hair Fonze. lol. (3:33:06 AM) CaimsQuill: I remember stroking the top of your head. Feeling that soft spot under your hair (3:33:24 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: So you held me? Why does this shock me? (3:33:30 AM) CaimsQuill: Then Minzy pulled me the fuck outta there (3:33:36 AM) CaimsQuill: why does that shock you? (3:33:40 AM) CaimsQuill: you tell me (3:33:51 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I don't know... (3:34:17 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I sort of assumed you kind of shot me out and hauled it? I thought you probably avoided touching me or something. (3:34:20 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I don't know. (3:34:44 AM) CaimsQuill: no. Minzy had to pull me out actually. physically (3:34:51 AM) CaimsQuill: truth be known (3:35:09 AM) CaimsQuill: I made her promise she'd make me stick to the plan (3:35:26 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: So you almost backed out? (3:35:35 AM) CaimsQuill: it was hard. (3:35:58 AM) CaimsQuill: it was easy enough to turn cold about it after that (3:36:09 AM) CaimsQuill: cold enough to act like I did when I met you (3:36:27 AM) CaimsQuill: I had to turn cold (3:36:33 AM) CaimsQuill: how else could I Live? (3:37:48 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I guess that explains why the dragon was so thrilled upon my return. (3:38:17 AM) CaimsQuill: she didn't want to see me break. she didn't trust I was cold enough from it (3:38:34 AM) CaimsQuill: if you could just get know minzy. you'd understand she's... (3:38:36 AM) CaimsQuill: idk (3:38:42 AM) CaimsQuill: more than what she seems (3:39:44 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I remember her being all 'You don't know me but I know you. You should have stayed gone.' (3:44:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Thanks for answering that question. I'm glad I had hair.... (3:44:20 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: very glad. (3:50:22 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah. she knows you (3:50:27 AM) CaimsQuill: heh (3:50:48 AM) CaimsQuill: she was there for your birth. like my little lamaze partner (3:50:50 AM) CaimsQuill: hah (3:50:57 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: ... (3:50:58 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: wow (3:51:01 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: really? (3:51:05 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah really (3:51:12 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Well, that feels kinda awkward. (3:53:01 AM) CaimsQuill: She's my best friend Evron. I don't know what to say. when I say she's been around for over 2000 years. That pretty much means she's been around and stuck with me through everything from just before the time I met your father on. You know my life even without every detail. That's a gal that's stuck through some crazy ups and downs. (3:53:29 AM) CaimsQuill: If there's anyone in this world I'd say I owe my life to (3:53:32 AM) CaimsQuill: its her (3:53:48 AM) CaimsQuill: despite the fact she's continuously killing mine (3:53:49 AM) CaimsQuill: heh (3:54:02 AM) CaimsQuill: gotta love rejuventation right? (3:54:03 AM) CaimsQuill: heh (3:54:07 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I guess that probably should be more awkward for her... (3:54:14 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: being that I hit on her from time to time. (3:55:07 AM) CaimsQuill: idk. It's not like I've not seen her with people you're age. I mean, She's not a whole lot older than you (3:55:20 AM) CaimsQuill: I met her when she was very young herself (3:55:39 AM) CaimsQuill: how else do you think she didn't already have a dragon's treasure? (3:55:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Hmm... (3:55:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: you know what? (3:55:57 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm just happy I was born with hair. (3:56:12 AM) CaimsQuill: you do have good hair (3:56:36 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I like to believe that myself. (3:57:00 AM) CaimsQuill: http://handson.provocateuse.com/images/photos/criss_angel_01.jpg should I grow mine out again? (3:57:15 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I don't think I could have dealt with an "Evron, you were born bald". (3:57:24 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Yes, you should. (3:57:51 AM) CaimsQuill: http://mindfreak.blox.pl/resource/20145649_Criss_Angel_1.jpg I'm kinda into the shaggy look (3:58:01 AM) CaimsQuill: I've been doing the punkie thing (3:58:12 AM) CaimsQuill: am I really talking to you about my hair (3:58:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Hair is a fabulous thing. (3:58:26 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It gets the ladies. (3:58:46 AM) CaimsQuill: true fax (3:58:49 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It gives them something to pull when... (3:58:51 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: well (3:58:55 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: nevermind mother. (3:59:17 AM) CaimsQuill: when you're driving something long and hard down deep? (3:59:26 AM) CaimsQuill: heh (3:59:32 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Oh... (3:59:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: let's talk about something else... (3:59:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: like... (4:00:03 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: you didn't name me or call me anything when I was born? Or was it one of those situations where you were like.... (4:00:09 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: if I name it I'll want to keep it (4:00:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: ? (4:01:23 AM) CaimsQuill: you can talk sex to amso but not me? geesh. if you'da been around I'da been the one to buy your first box of condoms. HAHAHA. it'd have been glow in the dark too (4:01:25 AM) CaimsQuill: and (4:01:29 AM) CaimsQuill: well yeah it was (4:01:39 AM) CaimsQuill: I can't emphasize enough (4:01:46 AM) CaimsQuill: Minzy physically pulled me out (4:02:11 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: you'd be horrified to know that I've never used a condom. (4:02:27 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I understand. (4:02:36 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah. that doesn't shock me (4:02:53 AM) CaimsQuill: demons dont seem to care where they're seed shows up (4:03:01 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I bought them before (4:03:06 AM) CaimsQuill: but like I said. I'm just not like them (4:03:07 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: to use as water balloons. (4:03:19 AM) CaimsQuill: and frankly I haven't used a lot of condoms either (4:03:23 AM) CaimsQuill: like seriously (4:03:31 AM) CaimsQuill: I just dont fuck females (4:03:37 AM) CaimsQuill: makes it simple (4:03:53 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I got the females covered. (4:04:02 AM) CaimsQuill: you make up the slack son (4:04:07 AM) CaimsQuill: good job (4:04:10 AM) CaimsQuill: hehehe (4:04:18 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: damn straight. (4:04:48 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Condoms are only good for one thing... (4:04:52 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: water balloons. (4:04:59 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: They hold a lot of water. (4:05:02 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: They are amazing. (4:05:51 AM) CaimsQuill: cant say I've really played with them that way (4:06:02 AM) CaimsQuill: but sounds funny as hell (4:06:35 AM) CaimsQuill: oh hey. did Merri keep delivering ice cream about daily when I was gone? (4:07:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Yes, he did. (4:07:28 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: http://youtu.be/zeTgQRKCGpA (4:08:03 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Look at that condom water balloon.... (4:08:08 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: in that dirty tub. (4:08:35 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: now, imagine stopping before it explodes... (4:08:42 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: and throwing it at someone's head. (4:09:50 AM) CaimsQuill: that's amazing. the tub is gross. but amazing. also, can't believe it could hold that much and yet still bust sometimes in a woman with only little dick to stretch them (4:10:44 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You know you want to make a condom water balloon and throw it at Minzy's head. (4:17:25 AM) CaimsQuill: do it. I wholly approve (4:17:40 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I was actually suggesting you do it. (4:17:45 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I simply want to watch. (4:17:46 AM) CaimsQuill: she had the nerve to say something to me the other day about dante (4:17:51 AM) CaimsQuill: she deserves it (4:17:56 AM) CaimsQuill: I'll do it (4:18:06 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Oh, she brought him up to me. (4:18:11 AM) CaimsQuill: oh really? (4:18:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: She had this weird, schoolgirl look (4:18:44 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: in her eyes (4:18:45 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: at first (4:18:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: when his name was mentioned. (4:19:26 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah well maybe they're a match made in Hell because they both love killing and torturing me (4:19:44 AM) CaimsQuill: but fuck I dont want minzy's twat all up on my abel's body (4:19:46 AM) CaimsQuill: ugh (4:19:51 AM) CaimsQuill: *shivers* (4:20:05 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Yeah, like I wanted to hear about him and see her gush. (4:20:27 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Whatever. (4:20:35 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Women...heh. (4:20:58 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah really. women man. I only have one in my life and look where it got me? (4:21:04 AM) CaimsQuill: fucking london (4:21:15 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: She's nice to look at. (4:21:19 AM) CaimsQuill: I own her ass and she still can't do anything right (4:21:27 AM) CaimsQuill: she is that (4:21:40 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm taking her to Russia - (4:21:47 AM) CaimsQuill: it's sort of our place out there (4:21:51 AM) CaimsQuill: her's and mine (4:21:57 AM) CaimsQuill: special like (4:22:03 AM) CaimsQuill: but thing is (4:22:16 AM) CaimsQuill: idk... (4:22:21 AM) CaimsQuill: nothing nevermind (4:22:24 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: What? (4:22:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You can't stop there... (4:23:05 AM) CaimsQuill: oh fuck. keep your mouth shut and fine (4:24:48 AM) CaimsQuill: it's like... Abel... ABEL... idk... I have this whole thing with London where we play hubby wifey... and I have several aliases like that... she's the stand in wife for my alias out there. but it seeped into who we are as us... and that was fine... before... but, guh... abel (4:25:03 AM) CaimsQuill: yet I think I'd fuck Andy without thinking twice about it (4:25:25 AM) CaimsQuill: but there's a line in there that's hard to define (4:25:33 AM) CaimsQuill: something about what love is (4:25:45 AM) CaimsQuill: and playing that with london (4:26:00 AM) CaimsQuill: versus how me and Andy go about things (4:26:10 AM) CaimsQuill: I dont keep a lot of partners around. (4:26:16 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Sounds like you are getting tired of her. (4:26:25 AM) CaimsQuill: idk. (4:26:35 AM) CaimsQuill: I wouldn't say that. (4:26:44 AM) CaimsQuill: things have just changed (4:26:58 AM) CaimsQuill: she was this picture of perfection before (4:27:09 AM) CaimsQuill: always did everything I said (4:27:28 AM) CaimsQuill: but the one time she fucks up look what it caused (4:27:56 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm still don't know the details of that 'fuck up'. (4:28:08 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: What exactly happened... (4:28:33 AM) CaimsQuill: she was getting those braxton hicks contractions ya know. I knew she was gonna pop any time (4:28:50 AM) CaimsQuill: so I fucking told her to stay in bed, don't leave the house. (4:29:35 AM) CaimsQuill: she gets up and not only leaves teh house but is walking around St. Marks Square during one the biggest moments at the festival. huge crowd (4:29:40 AM) CaimsQuill: and goes into labor (4:30:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: ... (4:30:54 AM) CaimsQuill: and hello... St. Mark's Square. Of course there's a real saint and an angel running around and help her. So I get home. she's not there. (4:31:02 AM) CaimsQuill: I gotta track her down (4:31:31 AM) CaimsQuill: and all I know is an angel has London locked up in this room (4:32:10 AM) CaimsQuill: and storm in there kick the angel outta my way to poof london back home so we can deliver as planned (4:32:24 AM) CaimsQuill: and the next thing I knew the damn saint jumped me from behind (4:32:44 AM) CaimsQuill: and pistol fucking whipped me in the head with a blessed weapon (4:33:04 AM) CaimsQuill: so then I gotta fucking skuffle around with a my skull beat in (4:33:12 AM) CaimsQuill: and burning from the holy thing (4:33:23 AM) CaimsQuill: and figure out what the fuck is going on (4:33:53 AM) CaimsQuill: and by the time this happens the damn Saint blows my fucking face right up (4:34:09 AM) CaimsQuill: London dies by the way (4:34:13 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm dead (4:34:19 AM) CaimsQuill: we're both in Hell (4:34:23 AM) CaimsQuill: like what the fuck (4:34:35 AM) CaimsQuill: and our kid is left in their god damn hands (4:34:51 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: This is really odd... (4:34:59 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: especially considering all parties involved. (4:35:20 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: A saint and an angel kidnap a demon child... (4:35:32 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: half-demon, still demon none the less... (4:35:43 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: is that even normal? (4:35:45 AM) CaimsQuill: well come to find out. the angel was trying to help deliver the kid (4:35:51 AM) CaimsQuill: and he's no angel (4:35:57 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: ... (4:36:01 AM) CaimsQuill: he's a half angel (4:36:05 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: ah (4:36:12 AM) CaimsQuill: but worse than that (4:36:29 AM) CaimsQuill: he's the Son of the Grand Marquis Shax (4:36:37 AM) CaimsQuill: meaning he was a demon (4:36:53 AM) CaimsQuill: mother fucking rare ass ascended traitor (4:37:16 AM) CaimsQuill: and his god damned Saint husband I found later (4:37:40 AM) CaimsQuill: hense why he was so prone to attack when I shoved the kid outta the way (4:37:56 AM) CaimsQuill: protect his love right? (4:37:58 AM) CaimsQuill: heh (4:38:17 AM) CaimsQuill: but this is no normal saint either (4:38:39 AM) CaimsQuill: God just loves this damn pair or something because he was a mother fucking vampire (4:38:43 AM) CaimsQuill: curse by us (4:38:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: This is the Jules kid that Shin whined over (4:38:48 AM) CaimsQuill: for goodness sake (4:38:49 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: right? (4:38:55 AM) CaimsQuill: and still got out (4:39:00 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: The same halfling that Asmodeus lusts after. (4:39:07 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah (4:39:23 AM) CaimsQuill: him that's why I thought they might help (4:39:33 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: yeah, I knew he was a halfling and saw the connection (4:39:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: thanks to Shin and Asmodeus (4:39:42 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: both having (4:39:46 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: big mouths. (4:39:53 AM) CaimsQuill: but not just that this saint got out of a demon's contract by God's miraculous fucking hands (4:39:57 AM) CaimsQuill: but Evron (4:40:13 AM) CaimsQuill: that pair has killed a full blooded demon (4:40:21 AM) CaimsQuill: do you know how hard that is? (4:40:47 AM) CaimsQuill: they're fucking dangerous (4:40:51 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: What I know from them (4:41:02 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: and them being involved (4:41:17 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I've gathered from Shin and Asmodeus. (4:41:33 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Asmodeus can't keep anything to himself. (4:41:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: If you tell Asmodeus anything (4:41:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: or he finds anything out at all (4:41:53 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: he'll blurt it out (4:41:57 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: just warning you. (4:42:21 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: However... (4:42:30 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: what demon did they kill? (4:42:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: how the hell do you even kill a demon? (4:42:42 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I've never heard this come up. (4:44:10 AM) CaimsQuill: it's very hard. only major ass magic and power can accomplish it. they didn't do it alone. they have a whole family (4:44:20 AM) CaimsQuill: their children were in on it (4:44:27 AM) CaimsQuill: aand (4:44:34 AM) CaimsQuill: I know about asmo's mouth (4:44:37 AM) CaimsQuill: and (4:45:03 AM) CaimsQuill: I know Jules has occult knowlege many white magicians dont (4:45:08 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: you should do something about Shinkana's mouth. (4:45:13 AM) CaimsQuill: he used to work the same streets as me (4:45:29 AM) CaimsQuill: in Italy with the business I'm going to teach you (4:45:51 AM) CaimsQuill: he was in the occult trade business (4:45:52 AM) CaimsQuill: too (4:46:24 AM) CaimsQuill: Shin's mouth? as long as he doesn't it run it to the enemy I'm fine (4:46:45 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: he is quite useful (4:46:52 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: with his little hacking hobbies. (4:47:19 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah till it's your naked photos he's plastered on facebook (4:47:36 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: personal experience? (4:47:57 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah. he's always getting in on me and london's business (4:48:08 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: ... (4:48:17 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'll keep this in mind. (4:48:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: So... (4:48:46 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: do you know anything about the current status of your kid? (4:49:21 AM) CaimsQuill: no. the only thing I've been able to find out with my troops is she's on holy ground (4:49:26 AM) CaimsQuill: which I dont get (4:49:35 AM) CaimsQuill: how can she be there? (4:49:37 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Shin cried about that. (4:49:42 AM) CaimsQuill: really? (4:49:45 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: yeah. (4:49:53 AM) CaimsQuill: he didn't mention it (4:50:04 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Odd. (4:50:12 AM) CaimsQuill: The place is a fucking fortress though (4:50:17 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Maybe he didn't want to stress you out more? (4:50:21 AM) CaimsQuill: A convent on one side (4:50:33 AM) CaimsQuill: and yeah, I suppose. I'll have to talk to him (4:50:49 AM) CaimsQuill: the whole place isn't just blessed like holy grounds though (4:51:02 AM) CaimsQuill: I've had some tests done (4:51:09 AM) CaimsQuill: and there's other wards too (4:51:24 AM) CaimsQuill: lots of magical type traps (4:51:31 AM) CaimsQuill: we can't get in man (4:51:45 AM) CaimsQuill: we have to wait for them to come out (4:51:50 AM) CaimsQuill: or something? (4:51:55 AM) CaimsQuill: I haven't figure it out (4:52:19 AM) CaimsQuill: they do hire people sometimes to work that farm (4:52:37 AM) CaimsQuill: I've thought about getting a non-demon type to stand in for us (4:52:47 AM) CaimsQuill: but this would be an awfully long operation (4:52:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I don't get how the kid could even be there... (4:53:00 AM) CaimsQuill: that's what I"m saying man (4:53:04 AM) CaimsQuill: like wtf? (4:53:27 AM) CaimsQuill: but my intellenge agents have never been wrong (4:53:40 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: For that kid to be on holy ground, it would have to be immune to the effects it has on demons. (4:54:34 AM) CaimsQuill: then I just either had a kid with the most awesome power ever. OR... something really bad has happened (4:56:06 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I have a child that is obviously immune to holy ground and objects at this point, but that kid is also a fucking traitor. (4:57:24 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah, well you can't be a traitor as a child (4:57:32 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: exactly. (4:57:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: That's why it makes no sense. (4:58:07 AM) CaimsQuill: that's why I'm getting a really bad feeling about this (4:58:32 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: So the halfling knows both (4:58:46 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: white magic and has knowledge beyond that (4:59:32 AM) CaimsQuill: he's knows everything I'm working with. well... maybe not everything, he's like what? 500 years old in comparision to me, but ... he worked the trade big time, he had a big ring. (4:59:47 AM) CaimsQuill: he probably knows dark magic better than light (5:00:34 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: yet you tell me that along with the saint (5:00:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: they managed to kill a demon (5:00:44 AM) CaimsQuill: but I've been researching - and It's just really hard for me to believe he could have done something so skilled in light magic (5:00:54 AM) CaimsQuill: already he's not been a traitor that long (5:00:57 AM) CaimsQuill: I know his father (5:01:04 AM) CaimsQuill: I mean shit (5:01:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Well, what about the saint? (5:01:29 AM) CaimsQuill: he's been an angel longer than the saint's been divine (5:01:42 AM) CaimsQuill: the damn angel was married to the vamp (5:01:53 AM) CaimsQuill: when we still owned the vamp's soul (5:01:56 AM) CaimsQuill: but listen up (5:02:08 AM) CaimsQuill: you're getting all the info I would have told amon (5:02:14 AM) CaimsQuill: if he wasn't an ass (5:02:24 AM) CaimsQuill: dont speak this shit outside the circle (5:02:35 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I have no desire to talk to Amon. (5:02:38 AM) CaimsQuill: good (5:02:46 AM) CaimsQuill: or asmo or anyone (5:03:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I don't tell Asmodeus anything I wouldn't want blurted out to the rest of demonic society. (5:03:20 AM) CaimsQuill: but here's the thing about the saint (5:03:28 AM) CaimsQuill: he didn't start human (5:03:35 AM) CaimsQuill: like most saints (5:03:48 AM) CaimsQuill: with our god damned curse attached to him (5:03:55 AM) CaimsQuill: God let him keep his damn powers (5:04:02 AM) CaimsQuill: minus the damn teeth (5:04:25 AM) CaimsQuill: saint keep what their specialties were (5:04:29 AM) CaimsQuill: saints* (5:04:42 AM) CaimsQuill: his specialities were not human specialities (5:04:55 AM) CaimsQuill: this is war vampire hero (5:05:19 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: How the hell did London manage to get (5:05:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: all this shit (5:05:23 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: mixed up (5:05:27 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: in the situation? (5:05:33 AM) CaimsQuill: war hero fucker with the strength and speed and shit of a vamp (5:05:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: This is ridiculous. (5:05:54 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: She did an awesome job. (5:06:00 AM) CaimsQuill: because she couldnt' just fucking listen and stay in the damn house (5:06:22 AM) CaimsQuill: I blame myself. I trusted her too much (5:06:38 AM) CaimsQuill: I should had imp surrveilence on the girl 24 hours (5:07:15 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: As someone that is prone to killing his own offspring I must ask... (5:07:44 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: what is your main drive for getting the child back and keeping it alive? (5:08:02 AM) CaimsQuill: honestly? (5:08:04 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Yes. (5:08:10 AM) CaimsQuill: London's happiness (5:08:27 AM) CaimsQuill: as a pet I've kept her naive as fuck (5:08:38 AM) CaimsQuill: like she's so fucking in love with me it's sick (5:08:41 AM) CaimsQuill: but (5:08:54 AM) CaimsQuill: that was a fun game for a while (5:08:58 AM) CaimsQuill: but now (5:09:26 AM) CaimsQuill: if I dont smarten this chick up and train her in evil I'm gonna have to kill her (5:09:36 AM) CaimsQuill: she's a detriment (5:09:48 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Do you trust me? (5:09:54 AM) CaimsQuill: sure. why? (5:10:05 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Let me hang out with her, make friends with her. (5:10:21 AM) CaimsQuill: ok. sure. that's fine. (5:10:44 AM) CaimsQuill: oh and btw. London's immortal (5:10:51 AM) CaimsQuill: heh (5:10:55 AM) CaimsQuill: heh (5:10:57 AM) CaimsQuill: heh (5:11:01 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You trust me to do whatever it takes to help pull her back into line? (5:11:11 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Also, I figured something like that must be involved.. (5:11:13 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: being you said (5:11:15 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: she died. (5:11:18 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah. I did (5:11:20 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Yet she still posts online. (5:11:21 AM) CaimsQuill: didn't i (5:11:22 AM) CaimsQuill: lol (5:11:27 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Yeah. (5:11:43 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Either that or she managed to get the internet and a laptop (5:11:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: while being tortured for eternity in Hell. (5:12:16 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah, no. thing is now those damn heaven fucking pair knows she is too (5:12:35 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Well, if you have her contracted (5:12:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: does that matter? (5:13:07 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah actually that's the problem. You wanna know my weakness? heh. I don't even care. I'll tell ya. (5:13:58 AM) CaimsQuill: I hate being alone. like really bad. I made her manipulated her into wanting immortality on that contract when I first met her which took some acting to convince her btw (5:14:00 AM) CaimsQuill: because (5:15:11 AM) CaimsQuill: I wanted something God couldn't touch and take away from me. he takes fucking everything Augustus, YOU. just... everything I care about. I thought having her like that would give me something even he couldn't touch man (5:15:24 AM) CaimsQuill: call me stupid I dont care (5:15:25 AM) CaimsQuill: but (5:15:35 AM) CaimsQuill: he still got me in the end (5:15:40 AM) CaimsQuill: with this kid (5:15:46 AM) CaimsQuill: I never win (5:15:50 AM) CaimsQuill: not wholly (5:16:14 AM) CaimsQuill: and he's made it so that I might have to make the decision to release london from the contract for my own safety (5:16:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You can surround yourself with others and still feel hopelessly alone. (5:16:26 AM) CaimsQuill: and I can't just release her cause she knows too much (5:16:34 AM) CaimsQuill: so I'll have to rip it and then kill her (5:16:45 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah. I do (5:16:59 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: So do I. (5:17:21 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Let me hang around her (5:17:40 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: you really have nothing to lose at this point. (5:18:00 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah ok. I'd rather not lose her. (5:18:25 AM) CaimsQuill: I've even forged her a weapon (5:18:35 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm giving it to her in Russia (5:18:39 AM) CaimsQuill: she'll need trained (5:18:40 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: oh? (5:18:48 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah. (5:18:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: what kind? (5:18:56 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I want to see... (5:18:57 AM) CaimsQuill: I can't have her be naive to evil anymore (5:19:06 AM) CaimsQuill: and weak and helpless (5:19:28 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: What kind of weapon? (5:19:38 AM) CaimsQuill: I'll have to show you later. I dont have a snap or anything. it's a small blade tho (5:19:45 AM) CaimsQuill: concealable (5:19:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: What about armor? (5:19:53 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: ... (5:20:01 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I bet she'd look hot in armor. (5:20:06 AM) CaimsQuill: I bet she would (5:20:09 AM) CaimsQuill: good idea (5:20:14 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Yes. (5:20:16 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: See.. (5:20:40 AM) CaimsQuill: and to be real honest. i know she's upset with me right now for taking off (5:20:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'll help train her. (5:20:45 AM) CaimsQuill: but (5:20:53 AM) CaimsQuill: I think she needed that (5:20:57 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Well, yeah...humans are sensitive. (5:21:07 AM) CaimsQuill: she needs to toughen up now (5:21:09 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Especially the female variety. (5:21:16 AM) CaimsQuill: I can't play games with her anymore (5:21:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You can't treat her like a demon though, she isn't one. (5:21:29 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You have to be careful how you go about this (5:21:32 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: if you want to keep her. (5:21:39 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah I know. (5:22:00 AM) CaimsQuill: it's sensitive ground now (5:22:31 AM) CaimsQuill: and I have to make sure she gets enough anger built up from her grief (5:22:48 AM) CaimsQuill: and yet enough attention to not have her go over the edge (5:23:20 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I demand a day that I can show up (5:23:24 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: with my weapons (5:23:28 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: and armor (5:23:42 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: and train with her. (5:23:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It will also give me a chance to show you what I can do. (5:24:18 AM) CaimsQuill: I could really use all the help I can get here. This wasn't exactly the sort of project I had planned on taking on. (5:24:23 AM) CaimsQuill: it's a big one (5:24:34 AM) CaimsQuill: considering all else I have to be doing (5:24:39 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You'll need all the help you can get with this one. (5:24:56 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah. I never planned on doing anything with london but having someone to spoil (5:25:00 AM) CaimsQuill: for fun (5:25:09 AM) CaimsQuill: this was not (5:25:12 AM) CaimsQuill: the plan (5:25:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Well... (5:25:35 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: it will be fun to train her? (5:25:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Think about the fun. (5:25:54 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: blades flying (5:25:59 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: she might cry a bit, I'm not sure. (5:26:07 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: loads of fun. (5:26:19 AM) CaimsQuill: Yeah I took her to Hell when I dispatched a legion (5:26:56 AM) CaimsQuill: and I had to like grope her and shove her around a bit in front of them before something got out of control (5:27:06 AM) CaimsQuill: and I could tell she was pretty freaked out (5:27:26 AM) CaimsQuill: she was seeing everyone in their real forms (5:27:47 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm like testing her limits a bit (5:28:05 AM) CaimsQuill: to see what I'm working with (5:28:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Well then, you know her potential (5:28:25 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: better than anyone else. (5:29:05 AM) CaimsQuill: I do, but also. the longer this takes to get the child back the harder her heart will turn (5:29:18 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I can train her with weapons; that is something I am good at. (5:29:28 AM) CaimsQuill: I was in no hurry to break down the saints door (5:29:57 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I had to know how to fight in some fashion, especially considering my knowledge in other areas was lacking. (5:30:09 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You should be careful with leaving that kid with them for too long. (5:30:21 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Though, now I suppose (5:30:27 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: you really don't have the option (5:30:28 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: being (5:30:33 AM) CaimsQuill: no. a move has to be made soon (5:30:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: you seem to have all those weird...things... (5:30:42 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: going on (5:30:43 AM) CaimsQuill: very soon. I saw Jules post online (5:30:50 AM) CaimsQuill: they're leaving (5:31:43 AM) CaimsQuill: but I would like to see you in action (5:31:52 AM) CaimsQuill: with the weapons I mean (5:31:57 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It's very fucking self-righteous of them to roll off with a demon kid (5:32:03 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: as if they have some right to do so. (5:32:24 AM) CaimsQuill: you know your ol' ma knows how to handle a blade with the best of em (5:32:39 AM) CaimsQuill: and yeah tell me about it (5:33:26 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I guess it's okay to roll up and do shit if you scream out it's for the benefit of God. (5:33:49 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You make yourself sound like you are going to roll up in a walker to do battle. (5:34:13 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I mean... (5:34:15 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: technically (5:34:17 AM) CaimsQuill: I wish you could have seen me back in rome (5:34:18 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: you are a grandmother (5:34:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: several times over... (5:34:23 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: but still. (5:34:26 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah that's wierd (5:34:32 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Grandma. (5:34:47 AM) CaimsQuill: I think we could have been great if you can handle a weapon at all (5:34:54 AM) CaimsQuill: and har har (5:35:19 AM) CaimsQuill: Me and mammon have some plans that have been put on hold (5:35:30 AM) CaimsQuill: until the unicorn has been dealt with (5:35:46 AM) CaimsQuill: about creating some underground gladiator games (5:35:56 AM) CaimsQuill: Bel was into it (5:36:11 AM) CaimsQuill: but, I just miss it (5:36:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Curious... (5:36:56 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: did you ever battle with Iammax? (5:39:19 AM) CaimsQuill: HAHAHAH. Yes we did. Fun times. I mean, that's what got him watching me in the first place apparently. My handle on the field. he couldn't help but want to sling blades with me. We did a lot of practice in the yard back then. But, truth be known, we would still our hands. It was more like sparring I guess. No death blows were given (5:40:00 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I know he'll hate me (5:40:14 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: so I feel like a fool for asking so much about him. (5:40:29 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: or having some lingering hope that he won't hate me. (5:40:45 AM) CaimsQuill: If he was smart he wouldn't (5:41:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm setting myself up for disappointment. (5:41:59 AM) CaimsQuill: we'll probably never see him (5:42:17 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: and that disappoints me (5:42:18 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: in some (5:42:20 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: weird ass way. (5:42:27 AM) CaimsQuill: I understand.