svelosynco (svelosynco) wrote in thegrand_ic, @ 2012-04-17 11:26:00 |
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Entry tags: | casper jameson knight, taj habib bahar |
Who Taj and Casper
What Random Aim Chat
Warnings None? Language
Status Complete
(12:58:02 AM) casperhowls: hey
(1:01:27 AM) tajmuhull: ok so check this out
(1:01:39 AM) tajmuhull: I found out that depending on flight
(1:02:00 AM) tajmuhull: it can take up to 30 hours to get to Bolivia from here
(1:02:15 AM) tajmuhull: most have 2 stops
(1:02:31 AM) tajmuhull: some 3 transfers
(1:02:55 AM) casperhowls: wow
(1:03:15 AM) tajmuhull: yeah. like for real right?
(1:04:04 AM) tajmuhull: we're also talking about 13 hundred bucks per ticket
(1:05:38 AM) casperhowls: okay
(1:06:17 AM) casperhowls: thats not too bad
(1:07:13 AM) tajmuhull: yeah. we just gotta consider inflation if we dont go for 3 years
(1:07:25 AM) tajmuhull: gives time to save
(1:07:38 AM) tajmuhull: but I'm checking out the hotel rates over there
(1:07:42 AM) tajmuhull: the salt one
(1:09:38 AM) casperhowls: is it really made entirely of salt?
(1:10:56 AM) tajmuhull: http://www.crookedbrains.net/2008/09/ho
(1:12:00 AM) casperhowls: wow
(1:12:05 AM) tajmuhull: lol! yes.
(1:12:05 AM) casperhowls: it looks like snow
(1:13:56 AM) tajmuhull: http://wikitravel.org/en/Image:Strange_
(1:13:58 AM) tajmuhull: so weird
(1:14:31 AM) tajmuhull: http://www.environmentalgraffiti.com/fe
(1:16:34 AM) casperhowls: do you think it would taste like a rabbit or a squirrel?
(1:16:50 AM) tajmuhull: I'm not sure. I was wondering that myself
(1:17:29 AM) casperhowls: ive never seen an animal that looks like that
(1:17:57 AM) tajmuhull: me either. it was bolivia. I wonder if we'll see one
(1:18:40 AM) casperhowls: if we do find it can i eat it?
(1:20:08 AM) tajmuhull: I dont see why not
(1:20:11 AM) casperhowls: i bet i could catch it quicker than you
(1:20:28 AM) tajmuhull: haha. we'll just see about that if we find one then wont we?
(1:21:53 AM) casperhowls: im faster than you
(1:22:22 AM) tajmuhull: maybe so? But, I don't go down with out a fight :P
(1:22:44 AM) casperhowls: im used to hunting rabbits and squirrels
(1:22:55 AM) tajmuhull: yeah not me
(1:23:04 AM) casperhowls: see i'm going to win
(1:23:10 AM) tajmuhull: you'll have the advantage for sure
(1:23:19 AM) tajmuhull: gloating already
(1:23:20 AM) tajmuhull: lol
(1:23:23 AM) casperhowls: yes
(1:24:13 AM) tajmuhull: I think bare mins on the budget is 10,000
(1:24:38 AM) tajmuhull: do you have a passport
(1:24:45 AM) casperhowls: yes
(1:25:01 AM) tajmuhull: cool
(1:25:06 AM) casperhowls: do you?
(1:26:00 AM) tajmuhull: no. it got taken
(1:26:10 AM) tajmuhull: when I got in trouble
(1:26:15 AM) casperhowls: oh
(1:26:17 AM) tajmuhull: but I'll get it back
(1:28:04 AM) casperhowls: what do you think peanut butter and popcorn would taste like?
(1:28:40 AM) tajmuhull: one way to find out?
(1:28:56 AM) casperhowls: i don't have any popcorn
(1:29:09 AM) tajmuhull: me either. I can go get some
(1:29:21 AM) casperhowls: no its okay
(1:29:31 AM) tajmuhull: the store's not exactly far Casper
(1:29:34 AM) tajmuhull: lol
(1:29:37 AM) tajmuhull: not a big deal
(1:29:54 AM) casperhowls: but i don't have anything to make it with
(1:30:49 AM) tajmuhull: sure you do
(1:30:53 AM) tajmuhull: you have my house
(1:30:58 AM) tajmuhull: just come back over
(1:31:53 AM) casperhowls: oh
(1:32:11 AM) casperhowls: i didn't think of that
(1:33:51 AM) casperhowls: hey Taj
(1:33:55 AM) tajmuhull: yeah?
(1:34:03 AM) casperhowls: what is Andy?
(1:34:13 AM) tajmuhull: what do you mean?
(1:34:37 AM) casperhowls: he smells like a horse but no entirely. i can't figure it out
(1:37:15 AM) tajmuhull: ohhhhh, uh. I get it. I guess I forget you wouldn't remember
(1:37:40 AM) casperhowls: wouldn't remember what?
(1:38:00 AM) tajmuhull: everything from being a wolf. I figured you knew what he was
(1:38:18 AM) tajmuhull: unicorn
(1:38:40 AM) casperhowls: ...as in pointy horn on head?
(1:38:47 AM) tajmuhull: yes
(1:38:54 AM) casperhowls: really?
(1:38:59 AM) tajmuhull: yes really
(1:39:03 AM) casperhowls: wow
(1:39:13 AM) tajmuhull: yeah, it's very wow and very secret
(1:39:19 AM) casperhowls: can all your brothers change into things?
(1:39:36 AM) casperhowls: are there lots of unicorns?
(1:39:40 AM) tajmuhull: um. Casper. I don't know that I can talk about all that
(1:39:48 AM) tajmuhull: It's not my place
(1:39:53 AM) casperhowls: oh
(1:40:00 AM) casperhowls: okay
(1:40:23 AM) tajmuhull: but considering what went down with Andy - I suppose that one's a little differnt
(1:40:40 AM) tajmuhull: you sorta know anyway
(1:41:01 AM) tajmuhull: and the thing is, if you meet my other brothers, I know you're not stupid, you'll smell them
(1:41:10 AM) tajmuhull: that they're different
(1:41:23 AM) tajmuhull: I just... think I need to talk to them first about this.
(1:41:44 AM) casperhowls: but they already know about me
(1:42:01 AM) tajmuhull: valid point
(1:42:34 AM) tajmuhull: but, I don't betray their trust Casper. I'll just have to get back to you on that.
(1:42:45 AM) casperhowls: okay
(1:42:51 AM) tajmuhull: you're not mad are you?
(1:43:02 AM) casperhowls: no i don't think so
(1:43:23 AM) tajmuhull: oh
(1:43:29 AM) casperhowls: what?
(1:43:42 AM) tajmuhull: I'm sorry it puts you a weird position
(1:43:52 AM) casperhowls: its okay
(1:44:38 AM) tajmuhull: I wouldn't hurt you. not on purpose
(1:44:55 AM) casperhowls: i know
(1:46:02 AM) tajmuhull: Just making sure you do
(1:47:13 AM) casperhowls: i do. i understand
(1:56:20 AM) tajmuhull: I won't let them either
(1:56:31 AM) tajmuhull: just saying
(1:56:49 AM) casperhowls: let them what?
(1:58:36 AM) tajmuhull: hurt you
(1:58:55 AM) casperhowls: do they want to?
(1:59:29 AM) tajmuhull: not that I'm aware of
(2:04:19 AM) casperhowls: are they mad?
(2:04:56 AM) tajmuhull: K seemed more confused than anything to me.
(2:05:09 AM) tajmuhull: very short answers when we spoke
(2:05:41 AM) tajmuhull: I wasn't sure how to take that. but I told him you were a friend and stuff
(2:05:51 AM) tajmuhull: he said ok
(2:06:35 AM) tajmuhull: Dally on the other hand, is a goof
(2:06:39 AM) tajmuhull: and
(2:06:52 AM) tajmuhull: just wanted to make sure I got some
(2:06:53 AM) tajmuhull: lol
(2:07:14 AM) tajmuhull: he's always on my side
(2:07:41 AM) tajmuhull: I just wish I could talk to andy
(2:07:54 AM) tajmuhull: he's probably at Chester's or something
(2:08:07 AM) tajmuhull: He left here pretty quick after he got well enough
(2:08:31 AM) casperhowls: i'm sorry
(2:09:21 AM) tajmuhull: It's not your fault
(2:16:21 AM) tajmuhull: um casper?
(2:16:28 AM) casperhowls: yeah
(2:16:52 AM) tajmuhull: If I show you something, you wont make fun of me?
(2:17:07 AM) tajmuhull: I mean
(2:17:18 AM) tajmuhull: just ya know, something
(2:17:24 AM) tajmuhull: a song
(2:18:28 AM) casperhowls: i promise i won't make fun
(2:19:21 AM) tajmuhull: I think you might think I'm corny. but.. ok. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BOmBgQ_P
(2:23:16 AM) casperhowls: What's corny?
(2:24:13 AM) tajmuhull: idk. I'm just not used to showing anybody anything that might mean something to me.
(2:24:28 AM) tajmuhull: I dont talk to people like that
(2:25:05 AM) casperhowls: why not?
(2:27:00 AM) tajmuhull: I learned pretty quick when I was a kid I can't trust anyone. No one but my brothers have ever done anything to help me out. Completely the opposite actually. It was kinda hard living in that boys home. I got into a lot of fights. like... a lot of fights
(2:27:28 AM) tajmuhull: so I just... dont
(2:28:17 AM) tajmuhull: the home didn't know what I was
(2:28:32 AM) tajmuhull: and idk... they put me on these meds
(2:28:44 AM) tajmuhull: thinking I was epileptic or soemthing
(2:28:59 AM) tajmuhull: cuz of my "seizures"
(2:29:11 AM) tajmuhull: they thought that's what it was anyway
(2:29:17 AM) tajmuhull: but it was my visions
(2:29:35 AM) tajmuhull: and
(2:29:56 AM) tajmuhull: they had side effects. Kinda made me like a little adhd kid
(2:30:30 AM) tajmuhull: people didn't always like my hyperness, or tremors. or
(2:30:46 AM) tajmuhull: that I never shut in class I guess
(2:30:52 AM) tajmuhull: shut up*
(2:31:04 AM) tajmuhull: and the whole gay thing didn't help
(2:31:10 AM) tajmuhull: not in a boys home
(2:32:00 AM) tajmuhull: I learned "my place" pretty quick in there I guess you could say
(2:32:46 AM) tajmuhull: yeah
(2:33:42 AM) casperhowls: im sorry it was bad for you
(2:34:38 AM) tajmuhull: eh. It wasn't all bad. I had my brothers. The ones that I have now. They're just all care about. They're the only ones that have ever deserved to be cared about
(2:35:13 AM) tajmuhull: no one's ever gotten me before.
(2:35:18 AM) tajmuhull: quite like you
(2:35:27 AM) tajmuhull: just my brothers
(2:36:55 AM) casperhowls: like me?
(2:37:15 AM) tajmuhull: yeah. you kinda get me
(2:37:28 AM) tajmuhull: nobody has before but them
(2:38:39 AM) casperhowls: oh okay. i understand now
(2:39:09 AM) tajmuhull: yeah
(2:41:05 AM) casperhowls: whats it like being able to fly?
(2:42:29 AM) tajmuhull: They best feeling ever. because it feels like you're just up and out of this world completely and nothing can touch you.
(2:43:30 AM) casperhowls: where do you fly to?
(2:43:49 AM) tajmuhull: I don't really get to very often.
(2:44:02 AM) tajmuhull: but I do it sometimes at night
(2:44:13 AM) casperhowls: why don't you get to?
(2:44:26 AM) tajmuhull: I dont want to be seen.
(2:45:02 AM) tajmuhull: I have to go way out in the country to really feel free
(2:47:13 AM) casperhowls: how often to you go there?
(3:03:41 AM) tajmuhull: I guess not often. I mean, idk. I just sit on my roof.
(3:03:59 AM) tajmuhull: like it's probably been a couple months since last time
(3:04:21 AM) tajmuhull: yeah
(3:04:33 AM) tajmuhull: and it's usually goes like that
(3:04:46 AM) tajmuhull: longer than that before that time
(3:06:11 AM) casperhowls: are there many people out there?
(3:06:51 AM) tajmuhull: no. that's why I like it. I just dont leave the house much or at least if i do I don't go far, just in town
(3:07:05 AM) tajmuhull: I dont like going far
(3:07:17 AM) tajmuhull: even tho I love it
(3:07:18 AM) tajmuhull: heh
(3:07:31 AM) tajmuhull: what if I couldn't get back fast enough?
(3:07:42 AM) tajmuhull: no. I try not to go too far
(3:16:29 AM) casperhowls: i think you worry too much
(3:36:53 AM) tajmuhull: yeah. I guess so.
(3:37:09 AM) tajmuhull: you just..
(3:37:48 AM) tajmuhull: dont know whats like.. to have someone to watch out for
(3:38:06 AM) tajmuhull: you're always on the move
(3:38:49 AM) tajmuhull: and especially when I have visions all the time of exactly what I dont want to see
(3:39:01 AM) tajmuhull: that like
(3:39:07 AM) tajmuhull: um
(3:39:32 AM) tajmuhull: well that show me quite often I might be needed to stay close
(3:39:56 AM) tajmuhull: It's bad enough I have to let things happen
(3:40:28 AM) tajmuhull: I don't know what I would do if I knew I wasn't there to fix things when I was needed
(3:45:43 AM) casperhowls: im sorry
(3:46:02 AM) tajmuhull: for what? You didn't make it happen
(3:46:17 AM) casperhowls: i'm sorry that it makes you unhappy
(3:46:23 AM) tajmuhull: I'm used to it
(3:46:24 AM) tajmuhull: eh
(3:46:29 AM) tajmuhull: I'm ok
(3:53:31 AM) tajmuhull: casper
(3:53:42 AM) casperhowls: yeah
(3:56:03 AM) tajmuhull: I think I just realized I've said that a lot. And I am ok. just... idk... maybe I didn't realize you're right. I don't talk about this stuff. I just... do things. I just... live the life I've been dealt. It's just the way it is. So I do it. I just never thought so much out loud to see maybe you're right.
(3:56:05 AM) tajmuhull: maybe
(3:56:54 AM) casperhowls: maybe
(3:57:04 AM) tajmuhull: yeah
(3:57:40 AM) casperhowls: :-)
(4:00:00 AM) tajmuhull: I'm sorry I make stuff so complicated
(4:00:19 AM) casperhowls: that's okay, im sorry im not much help
(4:00:30 AM) tajmuhull: oh but you are
(4:01:09 AM) tajmuhull: you're helping me see. but more than that
(4:01:20 AM) tajmuhull: I don't feel so alone
(4:01:31 AM) tajmuhull: that's the best gift
(4:14:57 AM) casperhowls: im glad
(9:53:21 AM) tajmuhull: yeah me too
(9:53:52 AM) tajmuhull: um. this summer I got persmission to go on a trip
(9:54:08 AM) tajmuhull: a short trip but still cool
(9:54:21 AM) tajmuhull: to Bonnaroo. do you know what it is?
(9:54:50 AM) casperhowls: no
(9:54:53 AM) casperhowls: should i?
(9:55:12 AM) tajmuhull: naw. I figured you didn't.
(9:55:21 AM) tajmuhull: but it's this big music festival
(9:55:32 AM) tajmuhull: me and my brothers are going to take an RV
(9:56:04 AM) tajmuhull: it's in Tennessee
(9:56:22 AM) tajmuhull: it's a 4 day festival where everyone camps outside
(9:56:33 AM) tajmuhull: there will be like 80,000 people there
(9:56:49 AM) tajmuhull: and 150 bands
(9:57:05 AM) tajmuhull: It's gonna be the coolest thing we've done together in a long time
(9:57:14 AM) tajmuhull: in June
(9:57:52 AM) tajmuhull: one of Andy's favorites is gonna be there
(9:58:00 AM) tajmuhull: The Red Hot Chilli Peppers
(9:58:24 AM) tajmuhull: but Need to Breathe is gonna be there. I really want to see them
(9:58:34 AM) tajmuhull: alice cooper
(9:58:48 AM) tajmuhull: to the freaking beach boys
(9:58:55 AM) tajmuhull: I mean all kinds of music
(9:59:40 AM) tajmuhull: god I can't remember them all there's so many
(9:59:46 AM) tajmuhull: Flogging Molly
(10:00:02 AM) casperhowls: are you excited?
(10:00:16 AM) tajmuhull: Very. very very mega excited
(10:00:25 AM) casperhowls: i thought so
(10:00:54 AM) tajmuhull: I reallywant to see Ludacris. hahahha
(10:01:20 AM) tajmuhull: But, umm. I've never gone on a big road trip like this so much
(10:01:36 AM) tajmuhull: just a few hours each way outta town
(10:01:43 AM) tajmuhull: not too far off
(10:02:42 AM) tajmuhull: It'll be about 20 hours of driving
(10:02:49 AM) tajmuhull: I wanted to do it the long way
(10:04:19 AM) casperhowls: thats a whole day stuck in a car.
(10:04:54 AM) tajmuhull: yeah, but we're getting an RV and not doing it all at once, so we can stop a few places along the way
(10:05:09 AM) tajmuhull: we haven't decided where. I guess that's the fun of road tripping.
(10:05:20 AM) tajmuhull: stopping wherever excites you
(10:05:28 AM) tajmuhull: hmmm.
(10:05:35 AM) tajmuhull: Is that what your life is always like?
(10:07:24 AM) casperhowls: because i move around alot? Not really. I usually stay for a month or two until i have enough money to move on to some place else. I get as far as I can go with the money I have or hitch hike further if I have to and then I start all over again.
(10:07:57 AM) tajmuhull: you never look for interesting places first?
(10:08:07 AM) tajmuhull: just stop wherever?
(10:08:33 AM) casperhowls: I did at first
(10:08:49 AM) tajmuhull: what changed?
(10:09:41 AM) casperhowls: I realized that it didn't really matter, it didn't change anything and if I found a place I liked it sort of sucked to see myself destroy it before having to run again
(10:12:03 AM) tajmuhull: don't you like it here?
(10:12:25 AM) casperhowls: i like some parts about it, other parts not so much
(10:12:39 AM) tajmuhull: can you tell me?
(10:12:55 AM) casperhowls: tell you what?
(10:13:04 AM) tajmuhull: what parts you like and dont like
(10:14:15 AM) casperhowls: I don't like the noise. I can't sleep much here but it's just the same as any other city in that part and I like it because there's people here that aren't human and because you
(10:14:19 AM) casperhowls: you're here
(10:17:20 AM) tajmuhull: Yeah. you have really sensitive hearing dont you? And I'm glad I'm liked part. I hope it's enough of the part to keep you around.
(10:17:23 AM) tajmuhull: besides
(10:17:33 AM) tajmuhull: you can't leave now for at least 3 years. :P
(10:17:39 AM) tajmuhull: I say so
(10:18:24 AM) tajmuhull: but uhh. just... hmmm... just becareful around here
(10:18:45 AM) tajmuhull: lots of non-humans around here aren't so nice
(10:20:00 AM) casperhowls: yeah, right now i can hear a cat going through a trash can two or so streets away....Taj...my wolf isn't so nice either but I promise I'll be carefuk.
(10:20:45 AM) tajmuhull: wow. I can hear better than others. but certainly not that well
(10:21:02 AM) tajmuhull: and ok.
(10:21:17 AM) casperhowls: it's why i've never really been a fan of music, its very loud
(10:21:26 AM) tajmuhull: I understand
(10:21:35 AM) tajmuhull: can't you play it softly?
(10:21:44 AM) tajmuhull: on the stereo at a comfortable volume?
(10:21:52 AM) casperhowls: i don't own a stereo
(10:22:14 AM) tajmuhull: was it too loud when we played the piano? or just at like concerts and stuff
(10:22:32 AM) tajmuhull: you have a laptop
(10:22:40 AM) tajmuhull: ?
(10:22:57 AM) casperhowls: you play piano too well for it to be loud, it sounded nice.
(10:23:03 AM) casperhowls: yeah but i don't know how to use it
(10:23:22 AM) tajmuhull: really? no wonder the phone was so foreign to you
(10:23:37 AM) tajmuhull: I can help you with that too
(10:24:07 AM) tajmuhull: When you come over for popcorn and peanut butter would like one of those piano lessons?
(10:24:24 AM) tajmuhull: would you* like
(10:25:08 AM) casperhowls: yeah :-)
(10:25:48 AM) tajmuhull: cool. I'll pull the old keyboards out then
(10:26:09 AM) casperhowls: thank you
(10:26:48 AM) tajmuhull: but um, backing up for just a second
(10:27:20 AM) tajmuhull: just, really be careful, I don't know what I would do if I found you missing someday too. like Andy was.
(10:27:39 AM) tajmuhull: and can you promise me something?
(10:27:45 AM) tajmuhull: it might be a big one
(10:27:58 AM) tajmuhull: can you promise not to leave without saying goodbye
(10:28:37 AM) casperhowls: i promise
(10:28:44 AM) tajmuhull: thanks :)
(10:30:48 AM) casperhowls: no problem
(10:34:20 AM) tajmuhull: wanna see something funny?
(10:34:52 AM) casperhowls: okay
(10:35:16 AM) tajmuhull: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/1
(10:35:30 AM) tajmuhull: I dont have a lot pictures from when I was kid
(10:35:53 AM) casperhowls: :-D
(10:35:53 AM) tajmuhull: but someone at a reunion gave that to me last month
(10:35:58 AM) tajmuhull: haha.
(10:36:06 AM) casperhowls: you look so small
(10:36:13 AM) tajmuhull: I was always tiny
(10:37:16 AM) tajmuhull: it was so weird tho
(10:37:35 AM) tajmuhull: because I never thought anyone at that orphanage would give a crap to remember me
(10:37:44 AM) tajmuhull: and he held onto that for all those years
(10:37:57 AM) tajmuhull: Andy says I touched more people than I realize
(10:38:19 AM) casperhowls: he's right
(10:39:51 AM) tajmuhull: they had a new nursery when i was there.
(10:39:58 AM) tajmuhull: like did some reconstruction
(10:40:02 AM) tajmuhull: that kind of thing
(10:40:11 AM) tajmuhull: and like... I sat in there for a long time
(10:40:27 AM) tajmuhull: and it was wierd because
(10:40:44 AM) tajmuhull: all those kids are like just still doing what we were doing back then
(10:40:53 AM) tajmuhull: like nothing ever changes
(10:41:07 AM) tajmuhull: I played with the kids on the playground
(10:41:26 AM) tajmuhull: that hadn't changed much
(10:41:31 AM) tajmuhull: except rustier
(10:41:34 AM) tajmuhull: heh
(10:41:34 AM) casperhowls: but it's better them having a place to be than having nowhere to go right?
(10:41:56 AM) tajmuhull: yeah. I suppose so. I know so.
(10:42:13 AM) tajmuhull: http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltoub
(10:42:22 AM) tajmuhull: I showed these to Andy too.
(10:42:31 AM) tajmuhull: no one got invited but me
(10:42:42 AM) tajmuhull: it was just a small reunion
(10:43:03 AM) tajmuhull: I mean, the kid that invited me
(10:43:17 AM) tajmuhull: the last I saw him I was about the age in that photo
(10:43:34 AM) tajmuhull: he got adopted tho
(10:43:41 AM) casperhowls: you obviously made some impression then
(10:43:47 AM) tajmuhull: he didn't stay nearly as long as us.
(10:43:53 AM) tajmuhull: yeah, I guess so
(10:44:08 AM) casperhowls: you sound sad
(10:44:43 AM) tajmuhull: naw. I'm not. The experience just brought back a lot of memories.
(10:44:58 AM) casperhowls: i like that last photo
(10:46:17 AM) tajmuhull: :D
(10:46:29 AM) tajmuhull: but this is the one that's funny http://img.photobucket.com/albums/1
(10:46:34 AM) tajmuhull: we all went out back
(10:46:41 AM) tajmuhull: and had to relive the old days
(10:47:24 AM) casperhowls: why are they jumping a rope?
(10:47:37 AM) tajmuhull: because that's what we used to play
(10:47:40 AM) tajmuhull: it's fun
(10:47:53 AM) tajmuhull: we just didn't have 2
(10:47:59 AM) tajmuhull: we used to use 2
(10:48:09 AM) casperhowls: two what?
(10:48:11 AM) tajmuhull: ropes
(10:48:15 AM) casperhowls: oh
(10:48:16 AM) tajmuhull: like double dutch
(10:48:23 AM) casperhowls: whats that?
(10:48:33 AM) tajmuhull: it's a game
(10:48:39 AM) tajmuhull: hmmm hold on
(10:49:52 AM) tajmuhull: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GRpcoi1b
(10:53:38 AM) casperhowls: ...
(10:53:45 AM) casperhowls: ive never seen anyone do that before
(10:53:53 AM) tajmuhull: its fun
(10:54:06 AM) tajmuhull: we just weren't as good at it as we used to be
(10:54:07 AM) tajmuhull: lol
(10:54:14 AM) tajmuhull: it was fun to remember
(10:55:09 AM) casperhowls: well at least you had fun doing it
(11:06:58 AM) tajmuhull: hey casper
(11:07:06 AM) casperhowls: yeah
(11:07:34 AM) tajmuhull: you know that tattoo on my arm of the of like guy with wings?
(11:07:49 AM) casperhowls: yes
(11:08:00 AM) tajmuhull: do you know what's supposed to be?
(11:08:38 AM) tajmuhull: It's Icarus.
(11:08:47 AM) tajmuhull: have you heard of that/
(11:08:58 AM) casperhowls: no, i don't think so
(11:09:27 AM) tajmuhull: It's a God in Greek Myth. He had wings made of wax
(11:09:34 AM) tajmuhull: so like
(11:09:48 AM) tajmuhull: he flew too close to the sun one time
(11:09:52 AM) tajmuhull: and they melted
(11:10:38 AM) tajmuhull: and the words under it. Alis Volat Propris is latin
(11:10:42 AM) tajmuhull: that means
(11:10:50 AM) tajmuhull: he flies with his own wings
(11:11:46 AM) tajmuhull: cuz idk... I just thought... I'm like that. I have to find a way to fly
(11:12:02 AM) tajmuhull: nothing is handed on a platter ya know
(11:12:12 AM) tajmuhull: gotta figure out how to keep flying
(11:12:24 AM) tajmuhull: anyway, yeah.
(11:12:28 AM) tajmuhull: that's what it means
(11:12:32 AM) casperhowls: wow
(11:13:20 AM) tajmuhull: yeah
(11:13:48 AM) casperhowls: why'd he fly near the sun?
(11:16:04 AM) tajmuhull: he's like me there too. It was beautiful. It was curiosity I guess because flying feels so good. You just want to push things, touch things, even if you're warned not to.
(11:16:29 AM) casperhowls: at least he proved he could do it I guess
(11:17:29 AM) tajmuhull: yeah. he did. but it also reminds me to try to have self-control
(11:17:48 AM) tajmuhull: But I'll always keep trying
(11:17:55 AM) tajmuhull: ya know
(11:22:44 AM) casperhowls: you like risks
(11:22:50 AM) tajmuhull: I do
(11:22:58 AM) tajmuhull: hehehe yeah I do
(11:23:18 AM) tajmuhull: I dont even know how many casinos I've been banned from by the way
(11:23:24 AM) tajmuhull: I've lost tracck
(11:23:42 AM) casperhowls: i guess there's no point in me trying to stay away from you then. you're stubborn
(11:23:52 AM) tajmuhull: YES. so don't even try
(11:24:16 AM) casperhowls: i guess i can try and not try
(11:26:11 AM) tajmuhull: in the words of Yoda. Do or do not. there is no try
(11:26:12 AM) tajmuhull: lol