(12:56:19 AM) SJulianIgnacio: I'm not enough (12:56:27 AM) SJulianIgnacio: I'm not what you want anymore (12:56:47 AM) SJulianIgnacio: I think I'm gonna puke (12:57:00 AM) Jeremie: But you are. I wouldn't imagine taking your personality away from you. That's why I try to support you. (12:57:15 AM) Jeremie: But that isn't enough now. (12:57:25 AM) SJulianIgnacio: you take my personality away when you tell me to stop wanting you so much (12:57:45 AM) Jeremie: I didn't say that. (12:57:57 AM) SJulianIgnacio: yeah actually you are. you just dont see it (12:58:33 AM) Jeremie: Alright. I dont mean to stop being intimate. I mean... I'm not upset that the desperate feeling is gone. It hurt me. (1:00:09 AM) Jeremie: I don't thrive on being on edge like you do. It doesn't come naturally to me. I don't mean to say that I will never meet you halfway. Of course I will. (1:01:21 AM) SJulianIgnacio: I guess. (1:01:36 AM) SJulianIgnacio: I gotta go to the store (1:01:58 AM) SJulianIgnacio: there's no fucking shit to put in this god damn mother fucking carpet cleaner (1:02:15 AM) SJulianIgnacio: i'll be back (1:02:37 AM) Jeremie: What is on the carpet? I'll help you. (1:02:44 AM) SJulianIgnacio: NOOOOOOOOO (1:02:50 AM) SJulianIgnacio: you are not allowed to clean it (1:02:59 AM) Jeremie: I'm not? Why? (1:03:07 AM) SJulianIgnacio: I dont want your mother fucking help . because that's all you do (1:03:13 AM) SJulianIgnacio: is clean up my messes (1:03:16 AM) SJulianIgnacio: remember (1:03:21 AM) SJulianIgnacio: DONT YOU DARE (1:03:55 AM) Jeremie: Then do it. Whatever. (1:04:15 AM) Jeremie: I'm glad its finally out that you resent my behavior so much. (1:05:56 AM) SJulianIgnacio: k. just... dont go in the upstairs spare room. I can't make it to the store. I'll deal with it later. (1:06:20 AM) SJulianIgnacio: I just want you to want me as much as want you. (1:06:30 AM) SJulianIgnacio: I'm sorry you hate me so much (1:06:36 AM) Jeremie: I DO. (1:07:21 AM) Jeremie: But damn, I can't have a change in life once in a while? Do you not believe me so I have to keep proving it? (1:08:49 AM) SJulianIgnacio: idk... but, I dont feel so good baby. (1:10:08 AM) SJulianIgnacio: maybe I dont (1:10:31 AM) SJulianIgnacio: especially when you want to see me less. I don't know how to tell (1:10:48 AM) Jeremie: It's not that I want to see you less. (1:10:59 AM) Jeremie: I would love to spend all my time with you. (1:11:14 AM) SJulianIgnacio: dont be patronizing baby (1:11:33 AM) Jeremie: But I mean. If you want to do something I'm not good at, why should I stop you? (1:11:38 AM) SJulianIgnacio: if that were true you wouldnt emphasize all this stuff about being seperate and youd just come be with me