Adrian Marius (venetianblinds) wrote in thegrand_ic, @ 2012-03-18 04:12:00 |
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Entry tags: | abel jalil, caim/adrian marius |
Drowning might be a nice way to die. Yeah. Just a thought.
[private to self]
How the fuck am I supposed to talk to Andy when I promised him I'd stay away?
Then again I promised him I'd be a friend whether he wanted me to be or not, I guess I can work that angle. Fuck.
I hate that Mammon won't quit texting me about the unicorn.
I hate Minzy was right about London. I hate Minzy for always being right.
I hate whatever is going on between Minzy and Evron.
I hate Jules. I hate Jeremie more. Him and his fucking blessed holy water death gun.
I hate I have to look Asmo and Amon in the face tomorrow. Fucking Asmo. Well that was hard to pretend. I hate that it wasn't that bad
And Star? Fuck man. Who does she think she is anyway? Looking at me like she knows me. pft.
I hate God for making all this happen to me, that selfish unloving prick power hogging bastard punisher. Enjoying your fucking entertainment God, you sick fuck? And somehow I'm the bad guy? Riiiiiiiiiiiiiight. Right Right right.
And fuck you too Satan! Thanks for the title. A lot of good being royalty does around here. Let me bow to your high and mighty wrinkled fucking ass.
Fuck my life.
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[Private to Abel]And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're aliveI miss you. I miss you. I want to see you.I've never felt You're the only one who gets me
Hey, how's it going? Business is in demand. You think we could have an extra exchange this month?
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Ode to Self~
There's a look on your face I would like to knock out
See the sin in your grin and the shape of your mouth
All I want is to see you in terrible pain
Though we won't ever meet I'll remember your name
Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
But I don't think I can
So fuck you anyway
You are scum
You are scum
And I hope that you know
That the cracks in your smile are beginning to show
Now the world needs to see that it's time you should go
There's no light in your eyes and your brain is too slow
Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
But I don't think I can
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
Bet you sleep like a child with your thumb in your mouth
I could creep up beside, put a gun in your mouth
Makes me sick when I hear all the shit that you say
So much crap coming out, it must take you all day
There's a space kept in hell with your name on the seat
With a spike in the chair just to make it complete
When you look at yourself do you see what I see?
If you do, why the fuck are you looking at me?
Why the fuck are you looking at me?
Why the fuck
Why the fuck are you looking at me? [x4]
There's a time for us all and I think yours has been
Can you please hurry up, 'cause I find you obscene
I can't wait for the day that you're never around
When that face isn't here and you rot underground
Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
But I don't think I can
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway.