Who Wind and Taku bigblackpaws Where/Type Online AIM Chat When March 17 What Randomness Warnings Smex Speak and Fluffiness Status Complete
(3:23:00 AM) Notaku Atohi: So, maybe I'm going crazy or something but...I'm hungry. Bored and hungry. Will you amuse me? (3:24:30 AM) crosswindspath: haha. oh baby. should I throw on some steaks? (3:24:42 AM) Notaku Atohi: Do you know how much I would love you? (3:25:54 AM) crosswindspath: <----------------------------------------------------------------------> <--this much (3:26:01 AM) crosswindspath: notice the arrows (3:26:05 AM) crosswindspath: they go on forever (3:26:09 AM) Notaku Atohi: Haahah! (3:26:13 AM) Notaku Atohi: Smart boy. (3:26:21 AM) Notaku Atohi: Could be a part of why I love you so much already. (3:26:56 AM) crosswindspath: I knew you wanted me for my brainz (3:27:09 AM) crosswindspath: I keep hearing about zombies in these here parts (3:27:15 AM) crosswindspath: gasp (3:27:18 AM) crosswindspath: are you one? (3:27:36 AM) Notaku Atohi: Why, yes. (3:27:47 AM) Notaku Atohi: The brain zombie who goes after brains of hot young men. (3:27:49 AM) Notaku Atohi: Mmhm. (3:27:57 AM) crosswindspath: men? (3:28:05 AM) crosswindspath: :( (3:28:11 AM) Notaku Atohi: What? (3:28:19 AM) crosswindspath: say man (3:28:26 AM) Notaku Atohi: Man. (3:28:31 AM) Notaku Atohi: M-a-n. (3:29:06 AM) Notaku Atohi: Baby, I'm hungry. You know I don't think straight when I'm hungry. (3:29:09 AM) Notaku Atohi: Or horny. (3:29:18 AM) Notaku Atohi: Which is pretty much all the time I'm around you, honestly. (3:29:52 AM) crosswindspath: Yeah I noticed. what do you think about me serving those steaks on me? maybe I'll turn them into a sweater (3:30:04 AM) Notaku Atohi: Aaaah. (3:30:09 AM) Notaku Atohi: Not sure that would be wise. (3:30:22 AM) Notaku Atohi: Unless you're into the possibility of my biting things... (3:30:56 AM) crosswindspath: oh. well. as long as nothing is bitten off (3:31:59 AM) Notaku Atohi: You're feelin' daring tonight. (3:32:47 AM) crosswindspath: can't help it. The other day in the park. adrenaline combined with orgasm. that was nuts (3:32:57 AM) crosswindspath: I was so damn nervous (3:33:06 AM) crosswindspath: but it made it (3:33:07 AM) crosswindspath: idk (3:33:10 AM) crosswindspath: goooooooooooood (3:33:16 AM) Notaku Atohi: Mmhm. (3:33:23 AM) Notaku Atohi: I thought you might get off to it. (3:33:35 AM) crosswindspath: I did. All over your shirt (3:33:53 AM) Notaku Atohi: Heheh. I didn't mind. You know I like your little messes. (3:34:20 AM) Notaku Atohi: Besides, you let me at that cute ass of yours so much. It was only fair you had some fun. (3:35:10 AM) crosswindspath: I have a lot of fun when you slam it in my mouth with my head against the wall so there's no room to move (3:35:26 AM) crosswindspath: heh (3:35:29 AM) crosswindspath: just saying (3:35:40 AM) Notaku Atohi: Oh really? (3:35:47 AM) crosswindspath: yeah. really (3:36:01 AM) Notaku Atohi: Mm. You are a kinky little boy, aren't you? (3:36:34 AM) crosswindspath: your kinky little boy (3:36:42 AM) Notaku Atohi: Mmhm. (3:36:44 AM) Notaku Atohi: And I love it. (3:38:45 AM) Notaku Atohi: So why don't you share some more ideas, hm? Maybe I'll let you in on mind- without you needin to hear my thoughts. (3:40:59 AM) crosswindspath: you mean like how I always wanted to do it inside a playground tunnel slide in a church playground? stuff like that? (3:42:08 AM) Notaku Atohi: Aaah any and all, baby. I love it when you open up to me. (3:49:17 AM) Notaku Atohi: You know, I have some kinky wants of my own. (3:49:29 AM) crosswindspath: do tell baby (3:52:31 AM) Notaku Atohi: Mm...Well, you've already taken care of a lot of them. But, sometime? I'd like to let you have a bit of control, ya know? I want to see how much pain I can take cause its' hot coming from you. (3:53:06 AM) crosswindspath: um (3:53:13 AM) crosswindspath: and you wont get mad (3:53:33 AM) Notaku Atohi: Course not, babe. (3:53:54 AM) crosswindspath: promise? (3:54:27 AM) Notaku Atohi: I swear it. (3:54:34 AM) crosswindspath: okay then (3:55:08 AM) crosswindspath: what if I can't give enough to make you satisfied? I don't want to fail this (3:55:36 AM) crosswindspath: I dont want you disappointed (3:55:47 AM) Notaku Atohi: Baby, as long as I'm around you? (3:55:48 AM) Notaku Atohi: I (3:55:55 AM) Notaku Atohi: couldn't be happier. (3:56:07 AM) Notaku Atohi: Honestly, I just like to share experiences with you. (3:56:16 AM) crosswindspath: okay baby (3:56:31 AM) crosswindspath: I think I'm just nervous (3:56:38 AM) Notaku Atohi: Why, love? (3:56:45 AM) crosswindspath: um. (3:57:05 AM) crosswindspath: cuz it's just... ya know... not usually like that (3:58:01 AM) Notaku Atohi: Baby, what would make you feel better? (3:59:00 AM) crosswindspath: maybe idk.. just need to ease into it. practice... or...something. I'm just not used to being like that with you (4:00:13 AM) Notaku Atohi: I know, and it's not something I expect you to do right away. (4:00:25 AM) Notaku Atohi: It's just something that I think would make things...easier? (4:00:35 AM) Notaku Atohi: I know I can go sorta...alpha on you. (4:00:45 AM) Notaku Atohi: And sometimes I think maybe you don't always want that. (4:06:07 AM) crosswindspath: idk, I mean, before you, it's like, cats are different, and I was the mounter. I can't say I was as aggressive as you are. It's just not about who's alpha with us, so the mannerisms have always been different. You opened me up to a whole new experience and I like us, just how we are, I'm comfortable and familiar with it now. and, changing that now is a little scary when, I've been taught to know my place. And doing what you're asking feels...ehhh... out of my place. But then it's like... you're the one asking me, so I guess it's okay. And maybe there's a part of me that really wants to try, I don't want to disappoint you really bad. what if I'm not good at it? I mean even as the top in my cat world, I just... didn't do it like you do. (4:07:08 AM) Notaku Atohi: Mm... (4:07:16 AM) Notaku Atohi: Well, if it makes you more comfortable? (4:08:56 AM) Notaku Atohi: Don't completely mount me then, but assert your desires elsewhere. I mean, babe? I'd find it incredibly hot if you bound my wrists up and had your way with my cock and balls. Frankly, I'd love it. Obviously I'd want to fuck you like crazy when you let me go but for that time? You can be in control. (4:13:08 AM) crosswindspath: ok baby. I'm gonna try. I promise. ummm, ummm.... maybe I kinda want to though? I just think I'm gonna be so nervous taking you the first time I don't know if I'll be ready to really have at you like that. I might need a couple tries to get there? man I feel so stupid saying this stuff (4:13:56 AM) Notaku Atohi: Baby, don't feel stupid. I love you and because of that, we're gonna try everything we can together, got it? (4:14:41 AM) crosswindspath: yeah. got it baby. lol. I love you (4:15:27 AM) Notaku Atohi: I love you more, ge. So, tell me some more things, hm? (4:23:10 AM) crosswindspath: um. hehehe. now I feel funny. it's weird. but, idk... maybe I think about holding onto your hair and pushing your face to floor while pounding you from beind sometimes, like in a let's see how you like it way - but then I freak myself out for thinking it and get scared and try to make sure to load my brain with lots of thoughts so it will go away because... well... like I said, it's just not my place to think like that. and now I feel like my own thoughts are disappointing you. I'm sorry (4:23:58 AM) Notaku Atohi: Baby, do I sound like I'm disappointed? (4:24:08 AM) Notaku Atohi: You know what would happen though, right? Heheh. (4:24:16 AM) Notaku Atohi: We'd have to see who could really be on top... (4:24:24 AM) Notaku Atohi: And maybe I might let you win one. (4:25:31 AM) crosswindspath: ok. (4:25:42 AM) Notaku Atohi: Aww, babe. (4:26:49 AM) crosswindspath: I love you. I feel silly when you say that. let me win. idk. I think I'd rather stay where I belong than be a joke (4:27:14 AM) Notaku Atohi: Babe... (4:27:20 AM) crosswindspath: yeah? (4:27:30 AM) Notaku Atohi: I didn't mean it like that. (4:27:37 AM) Notaku Atohi: I'm sorry. (4:28:59 AM) crosswindspath: ok. I know you dont. really I do. you love me. You wouldn't say anything to hurt me. I know that. I think, you just don't know what it's like to be on my end. You've always been so... idk... strong. alpha or whatever. (4:29:33 AM) crosswindspath: even if you let me play this way, it's cause you're letting me (4:29:46 AM) crosswindspath: it's just (4:29:48 AM) crosswindspath: different (4:30:01 AM) Notaku Atohi: You want to do it because you earned it. (4:30:08 AM) Notaku Atohi: Not because I let you have it. (4:33:37 AM) crosswindspath: maybe? something like that. like... I have a right to be there, I'm used to people being equal and trying to help people be equal. I don't want to be a game like that. something that makes a spectacle of me not being where I should be. the whole wolf pack thing, this who's better than who thing, idk... maybe this is why cougars are loners. we just dont feel the need to display that. we only care about defending our territory and what's ours. I'm yours. You're mine. I'd fight to the death for that. (4:34:35 AM) Notaku Atohi: And I would for you. You know that. (4:34:38 AM) Notaku Atohi: I just... (4:34:40 AM) Notaku Atohi: Mm. (4:34:46 AM) Notaku Atohi: I want to make you happy, Wind. (4:34:55 AM) crosswindspath: You do baby. You so do (4:35:09 AM) Notaku Atohi: But not if I can't give you everything you want. (4:35:25 AM) crosswindspath: You do give me everything. what makes you think you can't (4:35:41 AM) crosswindspath: I'm the one here worried about disappointing you (4:35:47 AM) crosswindspath: not the other way around (4:36:08 AM) Notaku Atohi: Because I want you to experience so much and sometimes I just... (4:36:33 AM) Notaku Atohi: I guess I forget I can't always be my animal self and that the laws of the pack don't apply. (4:37:15 AM) crosswindspath: but you dont get it baby (4:37:29 AM) crosswindspath: I know how deep that stuff runs in you (4:37:41 AM) crosswindspath: and I want you to live what you feel (4:37:55 AM) crosswindspath: I can be that for you (4:38:03 AM) crosswindspath: really I can (4:38:30 AM) crosswindspath: I think asking me for something different just threw me off (4:38:37 AM) crosswindspath: I can do it (4:38:41 AM) crosswindspath: I promise (4:38:50 AM) Notaku Atohi: I love you, baby. (4:39:04 AM) crosswindspath: I so lovel you (4:39:07 AM) crosswindspath: love* (4:39:22 AM) Notaku Atohi: Not gonna lie. (4:39:26 AM) Notaku Atohi: I'm horny now. (4:39:39 AM) crosswindspath: wow baby. I love you (4:39:59 AM) crosswindspath: I'll bring the steaks (4:40:30 AM) Notaku Atohi: Mmm, I'll bring the meat just for you. Hahah! (4:40:56 AM) crosswindspath: HAHHAHAHAHA! Make it fat and juicy (4:41:28 AM) Notaku Atohi: Already done, boy. So where's my steak? (4:42:05 AM) crosswindspath: damn seriously? fuck. I'm coming baby!!!! (4:42:29 AM) Notaku Atohi: Oh, you will be. Multiple times if I have my way. Hehe.