Adrian helped tuck Andy all the way up against him. Everything just always felt right when they were in that room. Adrian couldn't help but notice how calm he felt when for a demon his insides were never truly silent. "Oh, too busy for my own damn good." He smiled. "You know how it is Andy. It never changes. I suppose it never will. I'm pretty used to it by now. Somehow... everything is different though, yet way too much the same too." He shakes his head knowing he's not making much sense. "I mean, I'm with Abel right? You remember? But, I don't know... even though I love him, even though everything seems fine, I don't feel fine. Everything feels right like there's this everything I ever wanted feeling I'm all wrapped up in. But, I feel disconnected to, like I don't belong there. It's weird. I'm really not good enough to be there and I'm not sure why I even did it. Sometimes it feels like... I know myself Andy, I can't see me actually getting up and running off and getting married. Hell, you know me better than that. I keep going over it in my mind. I don't understand it. Not that it's been all bad. I've known Abel all my life" Ok maybe that wasn't true but he had known him about a human lifetime "I just don't get why I chose now." This would be the moment Adrian is still pondering all the whys after the Cupid thing. "I watch him. And I can see I make him so damn happy. But, man... I don't even know what I'm saying..." This would also be the moment Adrian understand Andy's side of the Chess/Andy conversation and basically has all those same feelings. "Eventually... eventually I'll hurt him, even if it's not on purpose because that's what I do. It's just all I'm good for." Odd choice of words. But, that's what he said.