Who Caim & Evron When Feb 10th Where Caim's in Italy - Evron's in Boston What AIM Chat Warning Typos galore and lots of language and adult topics and long Status Complete
(11:23:07 PM) CaimsQuill: EVRON (11:23:13 PM) CaimsQuill: EV EV EV EV EV (11:23:15 PM) CaimsQuill: RON (11:23:46 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: Now you sound like Asmodeus. (11:23:49 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: Calling me Ev. (11:24:40 PM) CaimsQuill: http://image.shutterstock.com/display_pic_with_logo/86573/86573,1299631731,1/stock-photo-wine-coming-out-from-a-fountain-in-san-marco-square-in-venice-72782218.jpg (11:24:43 PM) CaimsQuill: see that (11:24:46 PM) CaimsQuill: and fuck asmo (11:24:50 PM) CaimsQuill: I'm different (11:24:52 PM) CaimsQuill: anyway (11:24:58 PM) CaimsQuill: that is liquid luxury (11:25:24 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: Wait...what are you doing? Where are you? (11:25:38 PM) CaimsQuill: I'm in Saint Mark's Square (11:25:41 PM) CaimsQuill: Italy (11:25:44 PM) CaimsQuill: it's my birthday (11:25:45 PM) CaimsQuill: NONO (11:25:47 PM) CaimsQuill: kidding (11:25:53 PM) CaimsQuill: it's the venice carnival (11:26:02 PM) CaimsQuill: it's my month (11:26:03 PM) CaimsQuill: MY (11:26:06 PM) CaimsQuill: MYYYYYYYYYYYYY (11:26:07 PM) CaimsQuill: Month (11:26:11 PM) CaimsQuill: dont you know (11:26:22 PM) CaimsQuill: the fountain is filled and flows with wine (11:26:26 PM) CaimsQuill: every year (11:26:41 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: You get to hang out in Italy, I am stuck in Boston trying to seduce some haggard troll. I hate Asmodeus and his assignments. (11:27:07 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: ...How much have you had to drink? (11:27:47 PM) CaimsQuill: asmo's a dick. I've come to the conclusion he's a douche. (11:27:50 PM) CaimsQuill: but (11:27:53 PM) CaimsQuill: I have no idea (11:28:00 PM) CaimsQuill: like I count (11:28:07 PM) CaimsQuill: this is my party time of year (11:28:16 PM) CaimsQuill: do you know anything about me boy? (11:28:46 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: I know some things, yes. Truth be told, I would like to know more. (11:28:47 PM) CaimsQuill: the whole world pays homage to me (11:28:49 PM) CaimsQuill: right now (11:29:11 PM) CaimsQuill: You know WHY I'm in Venice? (11:29:35 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: For the wine? (11:29:44 PM) CaimsQuill: well that's an added bonus (11:30:33 PM) CaimsQuill: Evron listen. This whole damn carnival came about because of the manipulations and crimes that the prisoner Ulric was convicted of (11:30:52 PM) CaimsQuill: most people dont even know this part of the deep history of venice (11:31:03 PM) CaimsQuill: because the carnival stopped for several years and (11:31:15 PM) CaimsQuill: was brought back for newer reasons (11:31:23 PM) CaimsQuill: but the masks all started with me (11:31:26 PM) CaimsQuill: dude (11:31:28 PM) CaimsQuill: ev (11:31:30 PM) CaimsQuill: EV (11:31:34 PM) CaimsQuill: check this out (11:31:56 PM) CaimsQuill: the bartered release of a prisoner named Ulric who was let go on the grounds he present 12 loaves of bread, 12 pigs, and 1 bull to Venice every year, which became known as the Slaughter of Bull, representing Ulric himself (11:32:16 PM) CaimsQuill: I am the demon who started and am always there for the slaughter of the bull (11:32:31 PM) CaimsQuill: I always go and talk to them before they die (11:32:38 PM) CaimsQuill: it's a thing (11:32:46 PM) CaimsQuill: I also sometimes kill them (11:32:50 PM) CaimsQuill: but not always (11:33:15 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: Mother... (11:33:19 PM) CaimsQuill: whaaaaaaaaaaaaat (11:33:30 PM) CaimsQuill: son (11:33:37 PM) CaimsQuill: I like you call me mother (11:33:47 PM) CaimsQuill: I think I didn't realize it (11:33:49 PM) CaimsQuill: but I do (11:34:00 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: In your case, the consumption of alcohol doesnt also equal the loss of clothing...does it? (11:34:31 PM) CaimsQuill: not usually no. I've been known to hang around naked. but this is not some norm. WHY? (11:34:33 PM) CaimsQuill: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (11:34:35 PM) CaimsQuill: let me guess (11:34:38 PM) CaimsQuill: asmo does (11:35:13 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: Please don't hang around in Italy in the nude. (11:35:25 PM) CaimsQuill: I can't promise anything (11:35:28 PM) CaimsQuill: but actually (11:35:30 PM) CaimsQuill: in venice (11:35:37 PM) CaimsQuill: I'm usually completely masked (11:35:42 PM) CaimsQuill: and am right now (11:35:49 PM) CaimsQuill: no one knows anyone here (11:35:55 PM) CaimsQuill: dont you know tradition boy (11:36:04 PM) CaimsQuill: I need to school you pu (11:36:05 PM) CaimsQuill: up (11:36:19 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: I will show up there personally and throw a rug over your body if you get naked. (11:36:31 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: Yes, a rug. I don't own a robe. (11:36:40 PM) CaimsQuill: why don't you own a robe? (11:36:55 PM) CaimsQuill: I havea million it's the only way to feel cool while sitting on a throne (11:37:08 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: Oh wow...okay.. (11:37:27 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: But I'd rather not wear something that is so easily removed. Do not forget who I work for... (11:37:48 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: I don't have children with him for no particular reason. (11:38:39 PM) CaimsQuill: yeah. I suppose so. but you dont sound too happy with that if you're not wanting loose clothes (11:39:01 PM) CaimsQuill: am I to suddenly understand, this wouldn't be consensual had it not be for rank? (11:39:34 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: Every incident was a form of punishment. (11:39:51 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: What better way to do so than give me something I hate...children. (11:40:36 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: We are getting off track here. (11:40:57 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: How long will you be gone? (11:41:33 PM) CaimsQuill: NOT THE FUCK OFF TRACK. (11:41:39 PM) CaimsQuill: you know what pisses me off (11:41:46 PM) CaimsQuill: the fucking system! (11:41:54 PM) CaimsQuill: You know what I've decided? (11:42:04 PM) CaimsQuill: I don't regret you at all (11:42:17 PM) CaimsQuill: this was due to forced ass bullshit (11:42:22 PM) CaimsQuill: but you know what? (11:42:34 PM) CaimsQuill: at least you can seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (11:42:39 PM) CaimsQuill: you're not blind as a bat right? (11:42:44 PM) CaimsQuill: you're my kid (11:42:49 PM) CaimsQuill: you can't be stupid (11:42:56 PM) CaimsQuill: You must be smart (11:43:05 PM) CaimsQuill: this whole thing is bull fucking shit (11:43:56 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: I play my part well. I know the ranks, I act my position. I show respect to those that require it. (11:44:07 PM) CaimsQuill: see. You are smart (11:44:21 PM) CaimsQuill: even if it's ridicu-fucking-lus (11:44:28 PM) CaimsQuill: oh (11:44:30 PM) CaimsQuill: and (11:44:41 PM) CaimsQuill: the carnival celebration (11:44:44 PM) CaimsQuill: all about (11:44:46 PM) CaimsQuill: MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (11:44:56 PM) CaimsQuill: goes through the 21 (11:45:18 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: I must ask you something... (11:45:24 PM) CaimsQuill: yeah ok ok (11:45:26 PM) CaimsQuill: holD
(11:45:27 PM) CaimsQuill: ON (11:45:34 PM) CaimsQuill: getting this dude to snap my pic (11:45:40 PM) CaimsQuill: hold (11:45:41 PM) CaimsQuill: on (11:45:56 PM) CaimsQuill: http://wwwdelivery.superstock.com/WI/223/1950/PreviewComp/SuperStock_1950-4787.jpg (11:45:58 PM) CaimsQuill: LOOK (11:46:03 PM) CaimsQuill: I'm dressed (11:46:06 PM) CaimsQuill: all over (11:46:09 PM) CaimsQuill: HAHAHAHA (11:46:21 PM) CaimsQuill: I have a new costume for every single day (11:46:39 PM) CaimsQuill: you should ping me everyday just to see (11:47:04 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm merely glad to see that you are wearing clothes. (11:47:19 PM) CaimsQuill: bah. I love this party (11:47:26 PM) CaimsQuill: there was ball to kick off (11:47:36 PM) CaimsQuill: no one knows who anyone is (11:47:39 PM) CaimsQuill: except me (11:47:45 PM) CaimsQuill: cuz I see right into their fucking souls (11:47:47 PM) CaimsQuill: asses (11:47:50 PM) CaimsQuill: hehehehehe (11:47:52 PM) CaimsQuill: ok (11:47:54 PM) CaimsQuill: go on (11:47:55 PM) CaimsQuill: LOLLLLLLLLL (11:48:19 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: Since you are in such a wonderful, open mood... (11:48:30 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: I guess there is no better time to ask you. (11:48:33 PM) CaimsQuill: ok? (11:49:36 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm not a fool... (11:50:05 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: I know you were ordered by my father to have his child. (11:50:20 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: Am I to assume that if you had free will in the matter, I would not be here? (11:50:35 PM) CaimsQuill: I never wanted children (11:50:58 PM) CaimsQuill: but I would not have you killed (11:51:15 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: Did you ever really love him? (11:52:15 PM) CaimsQuill: yeah, I think I did. Let me find a seat out of the center of things here. (11:52:32 PM) CaimsQuill: lots of chaos here I can't focus (11:52:40 PM) CaimsQuill: I see a chair in the corner (11:52:43 PM) CaimsQuill: hold on (11:52:57 PM) CaimsQuill: ok (11:53:15 PM) CaimsQuill: look. truth be told, (11:53:40 PM) CaimsQuill: I fell for him pretty hard. He brought me out of the event that led to our meeting (11:53:49 PM) CaimsQuill: I owed him for that (11:53:53 PM) CaimsQuill: or so I thought (11:54:03 PM) CaimsQuill: you know the event I speak of? (11:54:15 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: The human. (11:54:18 PM) CaimsQuill: yeah (11:54:40 PM) CaimsQuill: the king was similar to my probation officer per say (11:55:03 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: I want to know more about him... (11:55:26 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: As in what he is like, who he is. He'll never have anything to do with me, you know this. (11:55:38 PM) Nathaniel Alderson: You are the only means of knowing about him. (11:56:47 PM) CaimsQuill: fuck. someone spilled shit on me. fuckers. it's getting late. everyone's getting out of hand here. I love it. But, Son, ok. well.... he is one to keep private (11:57:01 PM) CaimsQuill: king or not he has good reason (11:57:07 PM) CaimsQuill: he's a busy man. (11:57:17 PM) CaimsQuill: I know he's not as easily looked up (11:57:27 PM) CaimsQuill: but I want you to think about what you do know (11:57:36 PM) CaimsQuill: ruler of the spirits of mars (11:57:49 PM) CaimsQuill: do you even get the vast HUGENESS of what that means (11:58:11 PM) CaimsQuill: ruler of ALL earthly destruction (11:58:21 PM) CaimsQuill: think for 2 seconds (11:58:27 PM) CaimsQuill: there is NOT one NOT ONE (11:58:31 PM) CaimsQuill: thing that happens here (11:58:39 PM) CaimsQuill: without his direct influence (11:58:48 PM) CaimsQuill: and he's never seen (11:59:01 PM) CaimsQuill: he doesn't walk the earth like you or I (11:59:12 PM) CaimsQuill: his whispers are everywhere (11:59:26 PM) CaimsQuill: in your ear (11:59:28 PM) CaimsQuill: in mine (11:59:34 PM) CaimsQuill: in everyone's (11:59:50 PM) CaimsQuill: when those destruction comes (11:59:58 PM) CaimsQuill: dont doubt it CaimsQuill: what we as demons do personaly with our earthly human forms is so simplex (12:01:29 AM) CaimsQuill: and causes little (12:01:36 AM) CaimsQuill: in the bigger scheme of things (12:01:55 AM) CaimsQuill: it's our other works that bring down human kind (12:02:03 AM) CaimsQuill: and he's all about it (12:02:14 AM) CaimsQuill: with grand scale responsibility (12:02:23 AM) CaimsQuill: and the fact he took interest in me at all (12:03:56 AM) CaimsQuill: was a mind blowing thing (12:04:14 AM) CaimsQuill: to care to oversee I kept on the right path (12:04:20 AM) CaimsQuill: bring me up (12:04:38 AM) CaimsQuill: and nursed me back and bigger and better and more destructive than ever (12:04:48 AM) CaimsQuill: reclaiming my armies and then some (12:05:07 AM) CaimsQuill: people know not to fuck with me for the most part (12:05:31 AM) CaimsQuill: your asmo king or not should chill the fuck out btw (12:05:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I did not expect to hear all of that. (12:05:55 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It isn't what I expected. (12:06:03 AM) CaimsQuill: what did you expect? (12:06:37 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Weaker. I know that might sound ridiculous to you (12:07:01 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: but think for a moment about me, how I've been raised and what I've been through. (12:07:30 AM) CaimsQuill: yes. I've been thinking alot of such things lately (12:09:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Perhaps I should consider myself lucky... (12:09:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: that no one really seemed to know about my father. (12:09:56 AM) CaimsQuill: NO (12:09:59 AM) CaimsQuill: wrong again (12:10:05 AM) CaimsQuill: listen (12:10:22 AM) CaimsQuill: you should consider yourself lucky to be alive (12:10:24 AM) CaimsQuill: but (12:10:31 AM) CaimsQuill: not that they didn't know (12:10:36 AM) CaimsQuill: I blame myself for this (12:10:52 AM) CaimsQuill: maybe if you did, if more others did (12:10:59 AM) CaimsQuill: you would be more respected now (12:11:12 AM) CaimsQuill: it frankly sickens me astarte let this go on (12:11:25 AM) CaimsQuill: sorry I know you're about to fuckign defend her right now (12:11:37 AM) CaimsQuill: but I'm drunk enough to not give a rat's ass (12:12:17 AM) CaimsQuill: she's so selfish, that she would withhold this. for what? so that her scared little self wouldn't lose you to higher God? (12:12:20 AM) CaimsQuill: FUCK THAT (12:12:53 AM) CaimsQuill: If I could have stuck around, your damn head would fucking be held high (12:12:58 AM) CaimsQuill: you're life is a sham (12:13:01 AM) CaimsQuill: because of her (12:13:06 AM) CaimsQuill: and you dont even see it (12:13:11 AM) CaimsQuill: and because of me (12:13:20 AM) CaimsQuill: but at least I know what I would have done (12:13:28 AM) CaimsQuill: if it was an available option (12:13:46 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Astarte saved me from the others. Do you even comprehend some of the things they did to me? You left me there, to that. Don't you realize the twisted, perverse nature of our kind? Throw someone too young to truly defend against them. (12:14:05 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Without her I don't know where I would be now. (12:15:12 AM) CaimsQuill: I knew you'd be less likely to be found by the king if you weren't with me. My own responsiblities had to be dealt in. and of course you dont know where you be (12:15:24 AM) CaimsQuill: it's all you fucking know of this world (12:15:28 AM) CaimsQuill: because of my bullshit (12:15:34 AM) CaimsQuill: it's just a shame you dont know better (12:16:06 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: What are you saying, he was looking for me? (12:16:23 AM) CaimsQuill: the mother goddess is so consumed by the need for her childrens' love that she forgets what's best for her children (12:16:43 AM) CaimsQuill: and I was worried in your infancy that he would come back to me (12:16:49 AM) CaimsQuill: while you were still weak yes (12:16:53 AM) CaimsQuill: and point of fact (12:16:55 AM) CaimsQuill: he did (12:17:02 AM) CaimsQuill: you were of course (12:17:04 AM) CaimsQuill: not with me (12:17:36 AM) CaimsQuill: what I thank astarte for being the mother goddess is that she has so many (12:17:42 AM) CaimsQuill: you easily blended (12:17:56 AM) CaimsQuill: as an infant (12:18:42 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: No, there had to be something else that stopped him. Perhaps I did blend in (12:19:05 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: but Astarte didn't take me in at that early of an age. (12:19:15 AM) CaimsQuill: where were you before that? (12:19:37 AM) CaimsQuill: once I learned astarte had you I assumed she did the whole time (12:19:42 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: the earliest I can remember... (12:19:54 AM) CaimsQuill: I simply had you and left. many demons were there (12:20:09 AM) CaimsQuill: I thought it best at the time I didn't know (12:20:14 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I don't really know. Several demons 'cared' for me. More or less they gave me what little I needed to get by... (12:20:17 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: the minimum. (12:20:18 AM) CaimsQuill: so that my mind couldn't be your undoing (12:20:23 AM) CaimsQuill: He's reads them (12:21:04 AM) CaimsQuill: even my lack of knowlege of you was for your safety (12:21:11 AM) CaimsQuill: in youth (12:21:21 AM) CaimsQuill: but, I do admit not minding not knowning (12:21:29 AM) CaimsQuill: the anger welled up in me over the years (12:21:47 AM) CaimsQuill: even I am of sound enough mind to see it (12:22:15 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I always knew of you, always. The others were certain to throw your name in my face. There were demons that must have really hated you. (12:22:58 AM) CaimsQuill: well, I angered the wrong King. and you were born of a time after my biggest mar. Only mar on record actually. (12:23:02 AM) CaimsQuill: plus (12:23:11 AM) CaimsQuill: I dont tuck tail and kiss ass often (12:23:16 AM) CaimsQuill: this irritates people (12:23:20 AM) CaimsQuill: a lot (12:23:30 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm aware. (12:24:04 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: What they couldn't do to you, they did to me. (12:24:42 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I want you to think about that, really think about that. I've talked to you enough to know that you are not some emotionless slab. (12:25:55 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: If not for this nagging instinct, these feelings I don't quite understand...I would hate you right now. Instead I find myself curious...fascinated. (12:26:18 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I find myself wanting to please you, to impress you... (12:26:28 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: and it sickens me. I don't see why I care. (12:27:12 AM) CaimsQuill: I wouldn't blame you if you did hate me. There was a part of me that wanted you to. if only to hurt myself more. feel the pain of it. (12:27:18 AM) CaimsQuill: I wanted to hate you (12:27:32 AM) CaimsQuill: I find (12:27:42 AM) CaimsQuill: emotions are not as controllable as I would like (12:27:48 AM) CaimsQuill: try as I might (12:27:53 AM) CaimsQuill: and sometimes (12:27:56 AM) CaimsQuill: I find (12:28:05 AM) CaimsQuill: it's best to let them do what they do (12:28:20 AM) CaimsQuill: or nothing changes (12:28:38 AM) CaimsQuill: I do however (12:28:41 AM) CaimsQuill: and am (12:28:48 AM) CaimsQuill: reallizing what was put on you (12:28:51 AM) CaimsQuill: due to me (12:28:59 AM) CaimsQuill: just for being me (12:29:22 AM) CaimsQuill: I don't say these words often (12:29:42 AM) CaimsQuill: but for you ... right now... as the masked patrons dance about me (12:29:44 AM) CaimsQuill: say (12:29:50 AM) CaimsQuill: I am sorry (12:30:03 AM) CaimsQuill: it accomplishes nothing (12:30:07 AM) CaimsQuill: but it there (12:30:14 AM) CaimsQuill: within me (12:30:17 AM) CaimsQuill: and now you know it (12:31:00 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You...I have no patience for these emotions. I spent most of my existence hiding them well, training to separate myself from them. It was the only way I could survive. (12:31:51 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Now it feels like it has all been for nothing. (12:32:14 AM) CaimsQuill: why? in the words of Miss Minzy Mee. That's retarded. (12:32:30 AM) CaimsQuill: everything has a purpose (12:32:55 AM) CaimsQuill: emotions are make trainwrecks of even the most powerful (12:33:04 AM) CaimsQuill: look at fucking Satan himself (12:33:26 AM) CaimsQuill: his story his nothing but whinging (12:33:34 AM) CaimsQuill: but you know what (12:33:42 AM) CaimsQuill: we can make better of this (12:33:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm usually better at hiding emotions. (12:33:58 AM) CaimsQuill: ah yes. (12:33:59 AM) CaimsQuill: well (12:34:04 AM) CaimsQuill: you know what else? (12:34:41 AM) CaimsQuill: keeping them hidden is important. but finding the ones who can understand them only make you stronger (12:34:53 AM) CaimsQuill: I hated fucking Minzy the day I met her (12:35:00 AM) CaimsQuill: fucking dragon (12:35:07 AM) CaimsQuill: acid breath bitch (12:35:10 AM) CaimsQuill: but (12:35:18 AM) CaimsQuill: you have no idea (12:35:29 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I want to have sex with her. (12:35:29 AM) CaimsQuill: what strength she brings to my team knowing me (12:35:34 AM) CaimsQuill: HAHAHAHA (12:35:39 AM) CaimsQuill: have fun trying (12:35:47 AM) CaimsQuill: and watch out (12:35:52 AM) CaimsQuill: she's dangerous (12:36:00 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Trying is always the fun part. (12:36:01 AM) CaimsQuill: I kid you not (12:36:22 AM) CaimsQuill: even when me and her are just joking around she'll spit on me (12:36:32 AM) CaimsQuill: do you know anything of minzy? (12:36:33 AM) CaimsQuill: omg (12:36:42 AM) CaimsQuill: you do not want her to spit on you (12:36:45 AM) CaimsQuill: HAHAHAHA (12:36:50 AM) CaimsQuill: OK OK OK OK (12:36:52 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: The meaner she is, the more I want her. (12:36:55 AM) CaimsQuill: sometimes it's funny (12:37:05 AM) CaimsQuill: but just the other day she spit on my boot (12:37:19 AM) CaimsQuill: and it sizzled through it and made my toes dissappear (12:37:29 AM) CaimsQuill: It fucking hurt man (12:37:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You forget, I spent a portion of my existence in Hell (12:37:44 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: being tortured. (12:38:09 AM) CaimsQuill: and this was all because I said her handwriting was sloppy (12:38:19 AM) CaimsQuill: and yeah I know son (12:38:24 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I get in trouble every so often. (12:38:32 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I know I shouldn't do things... (12:38:36 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I do them anyways. (12:39:07 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Though, I still do not regret killing my half-breed bastards. (12:39:23 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm sure there will come a time when I'll do that again. (12:39:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Astarte will hang me by the flesh of my back again. (12:39:44 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Leave me there for another fifty years. (12:39:47 AM) CaimsQuill: NOT if I have anything to do with it (12:39:50 AM) CaimsQuill: you're not a child (12:40:07 AM) CaimsQuill: you can do whatever you want with your half breed bastard (12:40:08 AM) CaimsQuill: s (12:40:44 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Well, you can always visit me. (12:40:54 AM) CaimsQuill: what's that supposed to mean (12:41:05 AM) CaimsQuill: NO (12:41:07 AM) CaimsQuill: NOT (12:41:11 AM) CaimsQuill: fuck that bullshit (12:41:24 AM) CaimsQuill: I'll drag your ass outta there. and drag her ass to demon court (12:41:34 AM) CaimsQuill: she may be higher ranked son (12:41:38 AM) CaimsQuill: but you are doing no crim (12:41:40 AM) CaimsQuill: crime (12:42:12 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It's nice to know that you care. (12:43:01 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah that felt weird didn't it? (12:43:07 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: yeah. (12:43:09 AM) CaimsQuill: I like it (12:43:21 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: oddly enough though, I'm pretty void of emotions (12:43:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: when I speak of the Astarte situation. (12:43:55 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It's kind of like mindless chatter. (12:44:05 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Like talking about the weather to a stranger. (12:44:24 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Invokes the same amount of emotions from me. (12:44:42 AM) CaimsQuill: no it's not odd. it's your way of tuning out what has damaged you (12:44:52 AM) CaimsQuill: it's called self preservation (12:44:59 AM) CaimsQuill: it happens instinctively (12:45:11 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Not saying it was fun, not something I recommend you try anytime soon. (12:45:21 AM) CaimsQuill: mhm (12:45:39 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Asmodeus visited me. (12:45:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I think he bitched about needing me. IDK. (12:46:09 AM) CaimsQuill: needing NEEDING you or just needing some job done (12:47:20 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Oh god, no...he wasn't crying about needing to get laid by me. (12:47:52 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm kind of like his assistant. (12:48:36 AM) CaimsQuill: assistant. RIIIIIIIIIIIGHT. hahaha. what terrible luck my transgressions have landed you. I think I should apologize again (12:48:40 AM) CaimsQuill: HAHAHA
(12:48:51 AM) CaimsQuill: I think he's been trying to proposition me (12:48:57 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: We do have ten children together. (12:49:02 AM) CaimsQuill: yacking about girl form (12:49:17 AM) CaimsQuill: dude seriously needs to keep him dick away from me (12:49:32 AM) CaimsQuill: nor will i fuck his cunt and risk children (12:50:01 AM) CaimsQuill: NOR will he get his dick near mine (12:50:26 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Way to go Mom, you are making me feel awesome about my situation right now. (12:50:37 AM) CaimsQuill: you already hated it (12:50:58 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I guess this means you are a grandmother. (12:51:09 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I didn't think about that before. (12:52:04 AM) CaimsQuill: I suppose so. I didn't think of that either (12:52:10 AM) CaimsQuill: weird (12:52:19 AM) CaimsQuill: do you even keep track of them (12:52:29 AM) CaimsQuill: their whereabouts (12:52:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: The ones with Asmodeus...I didn't want. (12:53:09 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Not like I could really be like 'NO' or anything. (12:53:54 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: The half-breed bastards were accidents. Despite what you may think, most of them were created around one span of time. (12:54:05 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I killed some, Astarte found out before I could kill the rest. (12:54:54 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It was an experiment. I was curious...about mortals and love. I wanted to test it, to see how easily such emtions and relationships could be severed. (12:56:45 AM) CaimsQuill: astarte is truly imposing upon your adult life. mother or not. I find it slightly overbearing to say the least. Isnt' the concept of mother supposed to be getting a child ready to make their own decisions to forge their own path in the world? NOT to make sure they live yours... we're creating individuals, not clones. (12:56:51 AM) CaimsQuill: but whatever (12:56:55 AM) CaimsQuill: and (12:57:03 AM) CaimsQuill: I think it was good experiementation (12:57:06 AM) CaimsQuill: you need this (12:57:23 AM) CaimsQuill: to be able to perfect knowing how to manipulate them (12:57:44 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I am prone to getting strange urges (12:57:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: and ideas. (12:57:53 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I should probably warn you of this now. (12:58:17 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: There are times that I will do things that you won't quite understand. (12:58:31 AM) CaimsQuill: wanna bet? (12:58:37 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: hmm.. (12:58:43 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: sounds like fun. (12:58:48 AM) CaimsQuill: I think you underestimate me (12:58:51 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Let me guess... (12:59:04 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: these random urges and moments of complete insanity (12:59:15 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: come from you. (12:59:27 AM) CaimsQuill: I think that even if I disagree or think you're decisions or actions are ridiculous, I'll understand them (12:59:41 AM) CaimsQuill: I have so far (12:59:52 AM) CaimsQuill: and I think you may be right (1:00:03 AM) CaimsQuill: you're far more like me than I realized (1:00:12 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: How does that feel? (1:00:41 AM) CaimsQuill: strange actually (1:01:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Did you expect me to be more like my father? Perhaps you were hoping...so it would be easier to hate me. (1:01:48 AM) CaimsQuill: I find I'm feeling far more protective over this situation than I would have thought I would. It was learning more about you in time that has opened my eyes. (1:01:49 AM) CaimsQuill: and (1:01:54 AM) CaimsQuill: yes, maybe so (1:02:06 AM) CaimsQuill: I so wanted to hate you (1:02:16 AM) CaimsQuill: maybe there's even a part of me that hates you (1:02:21 AM) CaimsQuill: for making me care (1:02:37 AM) CaimsQuill: but the care is there (1:02:46 AM) CaimsQuill: it's the bigger pull (1:02:50 AM) CaimsQuill: I know it now (1:04:20 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I know that during our first encounter, you seemed to hate me. (1:05:48 AM) CaimsQuill: I was having such a good time with the chocolate. then, BAM! I might have well been trapped in the closet with my skeletons, and the door slammed shut on me (1:05:52 AM) CaimsQuill: trapped me in (1:06:01 AM) CaimsQuill: where I try not to let my mind dwell (1:06:17 AM) CaimsQuill: for hundreds of years I avoided thinking (1:06:28 AM) CaimsQuill: and it all rushed in (1:06:40 AM) CaimsQuill: and mostly I saw him (1:06:43 AM) CaimsQuill: in your face (1:07:04 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Yeah. (1:07:21 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: That makes sense. (1:07:36 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I've seen your forms, I guess I probably do favor him a lot. (1:07:52 AM) CaimsQuill: you didn't see them all (1:07:56 AM) CaimsQuill: but yes (1:08:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Might I add... (1:08:16 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: that father might be a bastard (1:08:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: but he must be a gorgeous bastard. (1:08:32 AM) CaimsQuill: you have no idea (1:09:01 AM) CaimsQuill: I think about the moment I realized I was going to have to report to him all the time and the knees buckled baby (1:09:06 AM) CaimsQuill: that's hard to do (1:09:11 AM) CaimsQuill: with a person like me (1:09:20 AM) CaimsQuill: I really dont do the flesh thing (1:09:28 AM) CaimsQuill: lust isn't my forte (1:09:33 AM) CaimsQuill: but damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn (1:09:42 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah (1:09:44 AM) CaimsQuill: he was hot (1:09:46 AM) CaimsQuill: ok (1:09:47 AM) CaimsQuill: done (1:09:48 AM) CaimsQuill: HAHAHAHA (1:09:50 AM) CaimsQuill: fuck no (1:09:52 AM) CaimsQuill: FUCK (1:09:54 AM) CaimsQuill: really he was (1:09:56 AM) CaimsQuill: IS (1:10:00 AM) CaimsQuill: sick bastard (1:10:55 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: That explains everything. (1:11:03 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Sexy is obviously inherited. (1:11:08 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Just so you know. (1:11:31 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm amused. (1:12:12 AM) CaimsQuill: He said to me once. that my internal rage was the light of his world. and he could no longer go without partarking in the beauty of the bodily temple that housed such sweet perfection. (1:12:19 AM) CaimsQuill: he was a sweet talker too (1:12:53 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I could do that for the ladies... (1:13:11 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: but I have another idea. (1:13:14 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: A recent plan. (1:13:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: There is this one eyed cat that has been following me around town. It was annoying at first, but eventually I decided to keep him. (1:13:52 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: He understands my expectations from him. (1:14:02 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm going to use him to lure women. (1:14:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Women like animals, especially guys who show kindness towards defective ones. (1:14:25 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Right? (1:14:35 AM) CaimsQuill: oh yeah. you'll have them lining up (1:14:51 AM) CaimsQuill: you'll have to take numbers (1:14:57 AM) CaimsQuill: hahaha (1:15:08 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It's worth a try. (1:15:18 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: The cat was informed that it has to pull its own weight. (1:15:37 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I don't know why it likes me. (1:16:16 AM) CaimsQuill: it likes you because you're you son. i walk outside and I swear all the birds fly low. (1:16:24 AM) CaimsQuill: they just sense these things (1:16:43 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Watch my plan backfire... (1:16:56 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: then all the ladies will be asking 'what happened to the cat's eye?' (1:17:18 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Like I did something to it. Foolish thing, it probably earned that missing eye. (1:17:49 AM) CaimsQuill: if he betrays you, and screws up the ladies plan, you just tell the ladies he was run over and start crying your eyes out (1:18:00 AM) CaimsQuill: they'll eat it up (1:18:36 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: He better not betray me... (1:19:08 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I just bought the thing a litter box. I felt like a fool, carting around a kitty box in the store. (1:19:32 AM) CaimsQuill: haha. for all your gifts why are you not used to such things (1:19:46 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I spent most of my time in Hell. (1:20:00 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Though, when I do surface I try to avoid the animals. (1:20:03 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: They come anyways. (1:20:10 AM) CaimsQuill: ah yes. of course (1:20:39 AM) CaimsQuill: familiarizing yourself with the humans ways will help you in the long run (1:20:50 AM) CaimsQuill: even if you only stay for short visits (1:20:51 AM) CaimsQuill: but (1:20:58 AM) CaimsQuill: why avoid them? (1:21:18 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I treasure the time I get to spend alone. (1:21:29 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: They always have bad timing. (1:22:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Don't tell me the whole 'you are never really alone' deal. (1:22:21 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I like to pretend otherwise. (1:22:25 AM) CaimsQuill: I wasn't going to. (1:22:35 AM) CaimsQuill: why would I do that? (1:23:11 AM) CaimsQuill: but i was going to say, you could use some expertise on how to cammand the animal kingdom around you (1:23:20 AM) CaimsQuill: if they've become a nuissance (1:23:33 AM) CaimsQuill: they are a great gift that shouldnt' be squandered (1:23:44 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Before we had our first meeting... (1:24:08 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I built up some weird theory on you being an evil Doctor Dolittle. (1:24:16 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It amused me. (1:24:47 AM) CaimsQuill: I love those movies. and far be it from me to debunk your theory. Minzy has called me very similar names (1:25:23 AM) CaimsQuill: curious? (1:25:35 AM) CaimsQuill: do you do enjoy musicals? or horror movies? (1:25:49 AM) CaimsQuill: it's a tradition around here to have movie nights (1:25:52 AM) CaimsQuill: with minzy (1:26:06 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'll watch porn with Minzy. (1:26:14 AM) CaimsQuill: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (1:26:31 AM) CaimsQuill: I was thinking of all three of us (1:26:36 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Oh. (1:26:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: not sexy. (1:26:43 AM) CaimsQuill: I think you might want to change the channel then (1:26:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Yeah... (1:27:02 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm not ready for that kind of awkward just yet. (1:27:17 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I probably never will be. (1:27:50 AM) CaimsQuill: yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. And I"m fully aware there are demons of insest and other perversions to taint the world and MORE power to em, but..... yeah not happening here (1:28:34 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm glad we agree. (1:28:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Anyways, I'm curious about Minzy... (1:28:54 AM) CaimsQuill: ask away (1:28:58 AM) CaimsQuill: if I can (1:29:01 AM) CaimsQuill: I will answer (1:29:10 AM) CaimsQuill: my loyalty is with her (1:29:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: She isn't like... (1:29:45 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: asexual or something (1:29:46 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: is she? (1:29:56 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah no. (1:30:04 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: What does she like? (1:30:12 AM) CaimsQuill: men (1:30:15 AM) CaimsQuill: hehehehe (1:30:33 AM) CaimsQuill: she also will not breed outside her own race (1:30:44 AM) CaimsQuill: this was of great debate in our time (1:30:55 AM) CaimsQuill: but she is one of the last of her kind (1:31:06 AM) CaimsQuill: there are very few (1:31:17 AM) CaimsQuill: she has always said to me (1:31:25 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Hmm... (1:31:34 AM) CaimsQuill: if she were to bear children it would be to repopulate her own line (1:31:39 AM) CaimsQuill: and no other (1:31:44 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Well, I'm not asking for kids. (1:31:49 AM) CaimsQuill: well right (1:31:52 AM) CaimsQuill: just saying (1:32:07 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I don't want the ones I have. (1:32:33 AM) CaimsQuill: tell me about it. I have a few on the way, that I only partook in do to other pressures (1:33:05 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I do, however, find her to be an incredibly mean spirited individual. (1:33:13 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It's exciting. (1:33:47 AM) CaimsQuill: but I will not leave them this time. I will make sure the handful I have will grow up with my own knowlege this time. I wont let it happen to me a second go around. (1:33:50 AM) CaimsQuill: AND (1:33:52 AM) CaimsQuill: YOU SOUND LIKE (1:33:57 AM) CaimsQuill: YOU HAVE A CRUSH (1:34:02 AM) CaimsQuill: ON MY MINZY (1:34:05 AM) CaimsQuill: heheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (1:34:09 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm amused (1:34:19 AM) CaimsQuill: she is mean spirited (1:34:21 AM) CaimsQuill: fuck that (1:34:23 AM) CaimsQuill: she's a bitch (1:34:32 AM) CaimsQuill: it's great (1:34:42 AM) CaimsQuill: best company I have really (1:34:49 AM) CaimsQuill: we're really tight (1:34:49 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I believe Asmodeus wants her as well. (1:35:13 AM) CaimsQuill: I believe she was rather amused with a conversation she had with him one time (1:35:23 AM) CaimsQuill: she came back and said, he'll be dreaming tonight (1:35:44 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Pfft. (1:36:15 AM) CaimsQuill: she has a loyalty to me in some strange fashion that hard for me to explain with words (1:36:31 AM) CaimsQuill: you have far more of a chance to get to know her than asmo (1:36:42 AM) CaimsQuill: because she knows everything I think (1:36:50 AM) CaimsQuill: and she knows what I think of asmo (1:36:56 AM) CaimsQuill: and if someone upsets me (1:37:02 AM) CaimsQuill: they are so screwed in her eyes (1:37:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: She could do better than Asmo. (1:37:26 AM) CaimsQuill: she's very careful to cater to my happiness (1:37:38 AM) CaimsQuill: I know she could (1:37:51 AM) CaimsQuill: we had a moment long long long ago (1:38:00 AM) CaimsQuill: it was a stupid moment (1:38:08 AM) CaimsQuill: under a gazebo (1:38:13 AM) CaimsQuill: drunk as skunks (1:38:39 AM) CaimsQuill: ended up kissing. we were both going on and on about the stupidy and weakness of love (1:38:45 AM) CaimsQuill: but (1:38:59 AM) CaimsQuill: we seriously are not like that (1:39:07 AM) CaimsQuill: like (1:39:09 AM) CaimsQuill: seriously (1:39:16 AM) CaimsQuill: people always think it (1:39:23 AM) CaimsQuill: but we are not (1:40:00 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: That bit of information was murder on my fantasies. (1:40:31 AM) CaimsQuill: sorry dear. does it fix it all to know, she killed me later that night? (1:40:40 AM) CaimsQuill: literally (1:40:45 AM) CaimsQuill: heh (1:40:48 AM) CaimsQuill: HAHAHA (1:40:51 AM) CaimsQuill: she does that sometimes (1:40:57 AM) CaimsQuill: it's annoying (1:41:13 AM) CaimsQuill: then I gotta recupe (1:41:20 AM) CaimsQuill: and come back up here (1:42:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: hmmmm (1:42:54 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: So (1:42:57 AM) CaimsQuill: ? (1:43:06 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: when is this movie night? (1:44:38 AM) CaimsQuill: usually tuesdays unless something happens. ya know. hell's business kinda happenings. it's like.. our night (1:44:53 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: so (1:44:59 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: if I invade movie night... (1:45:03 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: how will she take it? (1:46:57 AM) CaimsQuill: we've had guests before. depends on the guest. sometiems we're doing it on purpose to lure someone in for something. and sometimes if it's my guest, she just tries to cuddle up with me more to piss them off and make them jealous. if they are her guest. I usually try to embarrass her. YOU ... hmmmmmm... I'm not sure to be honest. She's highly unpredictable (1:47:15 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Hmmm (1:47:24 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Perhaps you should toss the subject at her (1:47:26 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: see how she takes it. (1:47:33 AM) CaimsQuill: I can do that (1:47:42 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Tell her that she can sit in my lap during the movie. (1:48:03 AM) CaimsQuill: haha. I'll be sure to tell her. I'm curious on this one (1:48:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I'm more fun than Asmo. (1:50:31 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm sure you are. I'm back in my room. I've managed to get up the stairs without falling over (1:50:59 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm going to show you something (1:51:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Should I be worried? (1:52:00 AM) CaimsQuill: not at all (1:52:12 AM) CaimsQuill: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/1103/Elendili/Decorated%20images/131477_7-1.jpg view from my window (1:52:27 AM) CaimsQuill: I keep having this idea that I should jump (1:53:24 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I want to visit Italy one day. (1:54:08 AM) CaimsQuill: also you walk out the front door of my apartment and you walk right into the fountain http://img.photobucket.com/albums/1103/Elendili/Decorated%20images/131477.jpg I mean. that's what's going down this month. I walk out my front door and into a fountain of wine (1:54:13 AM) CaimsQuill: EVERY SINGLE DAY (1:54:18 AM) CaimsQuill: You should visit (1:54:22 AM) CaimsQuill: why dont you come (1:54:31 AM) CaimsQuill: it's celebration time (1:54:43 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I have work. (1:54:48 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I have to finish this job. (1:55:34 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: The woman is a troll, she should consider herself lucky that she landed a husband. (1:56:48 AM) CaimsQuill: I dont get that (1:56:52 AM) CaimsQuill: to be quite honest (1:57:02 AM) CaimsQuill: I mean (1:57:18 AM) CaimsQuill: I have a million "jobs" going on at once. (1:57:36 AM) CaimsQuill: and I still find a moment to do whatever the hell I want (1:57:53 AM) CaimsQuill: I mean that's the beauty of astral travel (1:58:14 AM) CaimsQuill: You can pop in somewhere for just an hour if that's all the spare time you have (1:58:15 AM) CaimsQuill: and (1:58:29 AM) CaimsQuill: that hour is pure decedence and MINE (1:58:36 AM) CaimsQuill: whereever I want (1:58:40 AM) CaimsQuill: however I want it (1:58:58 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Hmmm. (1:59:19 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You make a point. (1:59:20 AM) CaimsQuill: do they really keep you so boarded on chained to their whims you have not this freedom (2:00:17 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: As long as I told Asmo where I am going... (2:00:28 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I should be fine. (2:00:40 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: He probably wouldn't care. (2:00:44 AM) CaimsQuill: let me get this straight (2:01:04 AM) CaimsQuill: you have to leave notes like a kid leaving the house for the afternoon (2:01:13 AM) CaimsQuill: so they keep tabs on you (2:01:23 AM) CaimsQuill: I find this most irrational (2:02:00 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm getting a little tired of hearing how a person of your age and stature has no control (2:02:08 AM) CaimsQuill: plus (2:02:11 AM) CaimsQuill: YOU'RE MINE (2:02:22 AM) CaimsQuill: sorry about that whole astarte thing (2:02:24 AM) CaimsQuill: but dude (2:02:32 AM) CaimsQuill: this is starting to piss me off (2:03:04 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: According to Asmodeus, he would consider me his. (2:03:45 AM) CaimsQuill: why is that? (2:03:54 AM) CaimsQuill: you're not a servent (2:04:01 AM) CaimsQuill: nor should you ever be (2:04:05 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm no king (2:04:09 AM) CaimsQuill: but no one (2:04:11 AM) CaimsQuill: NO ONE (2:04:15 AM) CaimsQuill: "has" me (2:04:27 AM) CaimsQuill: This is getting ridiculous (2:04:55 AM) CaimsQuill: I find it ill-befitting who you are (2:05:05 AM) CaimsQuill: and they need to learn some damn respect (2:05:14 AM) CaimsQuill: I think they're trying to show you you're place (2:05:22 AM) CaimsQuill: which maybe at a certain age (2:05:29 AM) CaimsQuill: was pertinent to learn (2:05:32 AM) CaimsQuill: but now? (2:05:38 AM) CaimsQuill: you're not a fucking child (2:05:51 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Asmodeus mainly cares about quota. (2:06:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: He'd want to know where I am, just in case he needs to reach me. (2:06:58 AM) CaimsQuill: um. how many fucking legions does that man rule? (2:07:08 AM) CaimsQuill: I think he can keep up with his damn quotas (2:07:11 AM) CaimsQuill: without you (2:07:26 AM) CaimsQuill: does he have no clue how utilize his own resources (2:07:33 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You don't get it. (2:07:37 AM) CaimsQuill: no I do (2:07:45 AM) CaimsQuill: it's just RIDICULOUS
(2:07:52 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Perhaps it is more of my own paranoia (2:07:54 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: than Asmo. (2:08:32 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It is more or less a respect thing. I may not like working for him, but he is my superior. (2:09:20 AM) CaimsQuill: I want you to remember something (2:10:29 AM) CaimsQuill: a thousand million people might be your "superior" as they are mine, and there is sometimes only so much you can do about things within the system we are confined to, BUT, remember, ALOT of people are your superior. NOT just asmo. NOT IN THE LEAST. HE doesn't own you (2:11:18 AM) CaimsQuill: Him being your superior doesn't mean he's the only one you have to listen to (2:11:27 AM) CaimsQuill: or can choose to side with (2:12:03 AM) CaimsQuill: you are obviously displeased with your life (2:12:12 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Astarte taught me to know my superiors, show them respect, and even if I don't like it (2:12:24 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: she taught me to cope with it. (2:12:32 AM) CaimsQuill: I'd love to see you be strong enough to make changes that value what you want for yourself (2:13:17 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Astarte passed me off as a servant while in Hell. It was the only way that she could keep me around. (2:13:47 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah, well. (2:13:50 AM) CaimsQuill: guess what (2:13:54 AM) CaimsQuill: time has passed (2:14:01 AM) CaimsQuill: and you know what (2:14:27 AM) CaimsQuill: You're not a fucking servant and the old alias of that deception has outlived it's purpose and time (2:14:41 AM) CaimsQuill: and I'm not going to stand around watching it continue (2:15:13 AM) CaimsQuill: I also believe she got way to used to that deception (2:15:20 AM) CaimsQuill: and forgot what it was (2:15:24 AM) CaimsQuill: A DECEPTION (2:16:07 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I don't understan what's wrong with it. They must know where I am (2:16:12 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: so that they can reach me. (2:17:30 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm confused, who's they? (2:17:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Astarte and Asmodeus. (2:20:05 AM) CaimsQuill: yeah. they can find you if they so pleased. and what do you mean you dont understand what's wrong with it. YOU ARE A GROWN ASS MAN. THE SON OF A KING SO GREAT HE DOESN'T ALLOW HIS HISTORY SHOWN FOR HIS OWN MYSTERY AND KEEPS HIS SEAT OF POWER. YOU ARE MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY FUCKING SON. PRESIDENT GODFORSAKEN CAIM, EARL OF HELL'S SON. and I will stand for you being treated like a half-breed bastard anymore. Do you even get in the slightest what you've become? (2:20:33 AM) CaimsQuill: NOT* stand (2:20:43 AM) CaimsQuill: I mean really? (2:20:56 AM) CaimsQuill: I know you've been through Hell literally (2:21:21 AM) CaimsQuill: and you love astarte and I am rather thankful she existed to show you the way up till now (2:21:35 AM) CaimsQuill: but it is growing ever clear you need new guidance (2:21:39 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You don't understand... (2:22:22 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: this is how I've survived. (2:23:02 AM) CaimsQuill: yes. and like I said and I will emphasize again. the way you have survived served it's purpose (2:23:14 AM) CaimsQuill: and held true for what it was worth (2:23:18 AM) CaimsQuill: but time ticks on (2:23:25 AM) CaimsQuill: it's fucking time you take your place (2:23:33 AM) CaimsQuill: along great ones (2:23:42 AM) CaimsQuill: not cowering at their feet (2:23:46 AM) CaimsQuill: and doing their bidding (2:23:51 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I don't want anymore children with fucking Asmodeus. He has already threatened me with it. (2:23:51 AM) CaimsQuill: but rising up with me (2:23:57 AM) CaimsQuill: and seating alongside (2:24:18 AM) CaimsQuill: casting out your own orders among those below you (2:24:22 AM) CaimsQuill: and loyal to you (2:24:29 AM) CaimsQuill: fuck his children (2:24:37 AM) CaimsQuill: he's playing on your weaknessess (2:24:44 AM) CaimsQuill: and knows what you dont want (2:24:47 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Of course he is. (2:25:02 AM) CaimsQuill: but you have something wonder he doesn't (2:25:08 AM) CaimsQuill: you're the male (2:25:19 AM) CaimsQuill: fuck him. go for it. preggo his fat belly up (2:25:22 AM) CaimsQuill: who cares (2:25:28 AM) CaimsQuill: do and move along (2:25:35 AM) CaimsQuill: to your own greatness (2:25:42 AM) CaimsQuill: let him play around with children (2:25:55 AM) CaimsQuill: you're destined for greatness far beyond those scopes (2:26:54 AM) CaimsQuill: what dont' you get about son of King (2:26:59 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I get what you are saying. (2:27:02 AM) CaimsQuill: you've survived (2:27:04 AM) CaimsQuill: it's over (2:27:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I do. (2:27:13 AM) CaimsQuill: there's nothing more to be done to you (2:27:23 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Now is not the time for it. (2:27:36 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I need them off their guard. (2:27:49 AM) CaimsQuill: all things require strategy (2:27:54 AM) CaimsQuill: in our world (2:28:21 AM) CaimsQuill: your serparation into being your own damn man included (2:28:27 AM) CaimsQuill: I get that (2:28:40 AM) CaimsQuill: but it can't happen if you dont see you deserve it (2:28:56 AM) CaimsQuill: you were picked on due to me yes? (2:29:01 AM) CaimsQuill: well think about it (2:29:53 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You can't blame Astarte for how she raised me. She didn't know about my father....she knew of you... (2:29:55 AM) CaimsQuill: You were picked on cuz I wasn't around, I piss the living shit out of people. Well, what do you think would happen if you were standing alongside me instead of cowering under asmo's feet (2:30:07 AM) CaimsQuill: that's right (2:30:10 AM) CaimsQuill: she knew of me (2:30:25 AM) CaimsQuill: and what she should have known is that (2:30:44 AM) CaimsQuill: anyone who is willing to pick on a child because they can't touch the adult (2:30:47 AM) CaimsQuill: means (2:30:53 AM) CaimsQuill: that adult is bad ass business (2:31:21 AM) CaimsQuill: and she should have been more clear on what you came from, who you could be like (2:31:32 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm no fucking king I'll say it again (2:31:40 AM) CaimsQuill: but my mother fuck evron (2:31:46 AM) CaimsQuill: I will not be fucked over (2:31:56 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm not an earl for nothing (2:32:04 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm not a president for nothing (2:32:32 AM) CaimsQuill: and they can laugh their asses to the bank I will not be treated like swine for fodder (2:32:47 AM) CaimsQuill: and frankly neither will you (2:32:56 AM) CaimsQuill: I wont continue to allow it (2:33:05 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: This conversation has traveled into a place in which I am not comfortable. Just because I feel the need to tell others where I will be traveling. Just because I stick around where I know they will reside. You are asking me to understand things (2:33:12 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: that I don't understand about myself. (2:33:34 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I do not know if they will actually be mad. I don't know if is my own lack of sanity, my paranoia getting the best of me. (2:34:03 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I can't clear this confusion, do away with these thoughts. All I know is how to do my job.. (2:34:07 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: to sink into what I'm doing. (2:34:16 AM) CaimsQuill: alright alright relax (2:34:21 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: To clear those thoughts, the chaos. (2:34:38 AM) CaimsQuill: I understand where you even now (2:34:49 AM) CaimsQuill: I understand (2:34:59 AM) CaimsQuill: that's all I can say to you now (2:35:04 AM) CaimsQuill: but know this (2:35:12 AM) CaimsQuill: your confusion (2:35:20 AM) CaimsQuill: is clear to me (2:35:31 AM) CaimsQuill: one day. the fog will lift (2:35:44 AM) CaimsQuill: and you'll make me proud. (2:36:33 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I am not completely mindless, I am not a drone. (2:36:38 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I've made that clear earlier. (2:36:48 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: My own tendency to get into trouble, to do shit I shouldn't. (2:36:57 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: My own interests, feelings and thoughts. (2:37:12 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: There are some things in which I do not understand myself. (2:37:15 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: There is confusion. (2:37:20 AM) CaimsQuill: you should validate your own interests feelings and thoughts (2:37:29 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You ask me to explain things that I don't understand. (2:37:31 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I just simply do. (2:37:43 AM) CaimsQuill: you allow your greatness to be squandered by their pursuits (2:37:57 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I love Astarte (2:38:12 AM) CaimsQuill: I know son. I'm not asking you to not love who cared for you and raised you (2:38:23 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I have a plan. (2:38:24 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I do (2:38:33 AM) CaimsQuill: I'm asking you to utilize your own mind (2:38:51 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: The 'fog' you speak of has begun to lift. (2:39:35 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: If it all fails, I will possibly fuck them both in the end. (2:40:02 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I do have a plan. (2:40:18 AM) CaimsQuill: this is good to hear (2:40:20 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: It is something I feel passionately about. (2:40:31 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You will be pleased. (2:40:56 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I would suffer any kind of fate to follow this through. (2:42:06 AM) CaimsQuill: now you sound like someone with their own mind. I couldn't be more pleased atm. You'll have to tell me how it turns out when it comes to fruition (2:42:45 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Even a well trained 'servant' like myself has his moments. (2:43:00 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: So to say, I told you before that I know my role and I play it well. (2:43:42 AM) CaimsQuill: So I'm seeing. I just can't tell you how I await the day, you don't have to play the part (2:43:51 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I still don't understand the big deal about sticking in one area and informing them where I'm going to be. (2:44:08 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: on that, we will have to simply agree to disagree. (2:44:33 AM) CaimsQuill: you mean, you dont get why I think it's ridick you have to report? (2:44:46 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Yes. (2:47:20 AM) CaimsQuill: we can agree to disagree. but to add a bit more explanation, because if you want to tell them where you're going then that all lovely and great. I tell Minzy when I go somewhere. but I surely DO NOT HAVE TO. and even if she minded. I would do whatever the fuck I wanted. Point is - it's about you having control and PRIVACY. you're every move should not have to be on record. You're not a child. (2:50:44 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I think you place too much emphasis on both your position and my father's. To everyone else, I am just another demon. (2:51:23 AM) CaimsQuill: you are "just another demon" because they raised you to be so (2:51:32 AM) CaimsQuill: time for a coming out party (2:51:41 AM) CaimsQuill: that's my opinion on the matter (2:52:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: You know, I really do like you. I do... (2:52:48 AM) CaimsQuill: and by all your birthright, on merely my lineage alone, you have more stature than you pose. (2:52:56 AM) CaimsQuill: I hear the but coming (2:54:12 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: To them I am just another demon. I was disowned by my father and abandon by my mother. (2:54:58 AM) CaimsQuill: Well your Mother's back in town baby (2:55:03 AM) CaimsQuill: fuck them all (2:55:19 AM) CaimsQuill: I dont think you really have a grasp on how I do things (2:55:27 AM) CaimsQuill: You will see (2:55:29 AM) CaimsQuill: in time (2:56:43 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I can't get my mind off of something... (2:56:59 AM) CaimsQuill: what? (2:57:17 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: My father tried to come back later and kill me. (2:57:31 AM) CaimsQuill: and? (2:57:41 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I will not forget that. (2:57:50 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I will remember everything you've told me. (2:58:06 AM) CaimsQuill: good. (2:58:45 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: So it was his fault that you 'abandon' me. (2:59:27 AM) CaimsQuill: yes (3:01:05 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: I should go. (3:03:32 AM) CaimsQuill: as you wish. I need to sleep this off so I can be ready for tommorrow's events. There's a gondola tour and pub crawl I must not miss. I have people some random exploits I must meet - you get me. If I dont sleep sometime I'll never wake back up to that beautiful fountain (3:04:10 AM) Nathaniel Alderson: Good to speak to you again, Mother. (3:04:35 AM) CaimsQuill: It has. maybe we should more often. Good night son