Who Wind and Taku What AIM CHAT - about taking Iris rail riding and hobo camp crashing - Taku not so happy about that When Feb 9 Warning None really Status Complete
(1:38:06 AM) crosswindspath: TAKU (1:38:08 AM) crosswindspath: TAKU (1:38:11 AM) crosswindspath: TAKU (1:38:14 AM) crosswindspath: :D (1:38:24 AM) Notaku Atohi: Hey, baby. What's up? (1:38:34 AM) crosswindspath: There's this girl online (1:38:37 AM) crosswindspath: named Iris (1:38:43 AM) Notaku Atohi: Uh huh. (1:38:59 AM) crosswindspath: and she says hopping a train with the rail riders is something that's on her bucket list (1:39:05 AM) crosswindspath: I wanna take her (1:39:13 AM) crosswindspath: and (1:39:22 AM) crosswindspath: explore the boston underground (1:39:31 AM) crosswindspath: pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaase (1:39:37 AM) crosswindspath: you dont mind do you? (1:39:47 AM) Notaku Atohi: Why would I say no? (1:40:11 AM) crosswindspath: just checking. and well, cuz if I hop a train there's no telling where it's going and when I'll make it back (1:40:22 AM) crosswindspath: this is so just come what may territory (1:40:35 AM) Notaku Atohi: Oh. (1:40:39 AM) Notaku Atohi: That. (1:40:45 AM) Notaku Atohi: Mm... (1:40:59 AM) Notaku Atohi: You know I don't like you far from me. (1:41:06 AM) crosswindspath: then you should come? (1:42:07 AM) Notaku Atohi: I thought this was just a you and Iris thing? (1:44:27 AM) crosswindspath: well I know all about this stuff. I mean. I do it everywhere I go. lots of places anyway. I know the ropes and sometimes meet some of the same faces. but I dont want to be away from you. I just... ya know.. want to do something exciting that Im good at and like to share with people. There's just a whole world people dont realize that exists out there and it's a shame so few get to see it and if she's really willing, I'd like to show it off (1:44:40 AM) crosswindspath: I even want to show you. (1:44:48 AM) crosswindspath: seperate (1:44:53 AM) crosswindspath: or together (1:44:55 AM) crosswindspath: I dont care (1:44:59 AM) crosswindspath: I just love it (1:45:24 AM) Notaku Atohi: Oh... (1:45:35 AM) crosswindspath: I'm not making you happy (1:45:43 AM) crosswindspath: I can tell by the short comments (1:45:51 AM) Notaku Atohi: I'm just thinking. (1:46:22 AM) Notaku Atohi: I mean, you should proably go with her. (1:46:52 AM) Notaku Atohi: If it's something you guys planned, I don't need to tag along. (1:47:18 AM) Notaku Atohi: Besides, I'll just sorta be in the way of all the fun.' (1:47:57 AM) Notaku Atohi: Maybe I'll just stay at the rez while you're out... (1:48:41 AM) crosswindspath: oh. um. ok. if that's what you want. me and her are talking about making a blog or video blog of our adventure as we go (1:48:44 AM) crosswindspath: but baby? (1:48:54 AM) crosswindspath: you wouldn't ruin the fun (1:48:59 AM) crosswindspath: you're like (1:49:03 AM) crosswindspath: everything to me (1:49:08 AM) crosswindspath: I dont have to go (1:49:12 AM) crosswindspath: I just (1:49:16 AM) crosswindspath: got excited (1:49:18 AM) crosswindspath: I do that (1:49:21 AM) Notaku Atohi: It's your life, Wind. (1:49:30 AM) Notaku Atohi: I'm not exactly suppose to control it. (1:49:55 AM) Notaku Atohi: Besides, you said it yourself- you don't care either way. (1:50:06 AM) crosswindspath: well no. I didn't mean it like that (1:50:13 AM) crosswindspath: please baby (1:50:20 AM) crosswindspath: dont take it wrong (1:50:31 AM) crosswindspath: I just... damn. (1:50:34 AM) crosswindspath: I love you (1:50:42 AM) crosswindspath: I dont want you upset (1:50:49 AM) crosswindspath: this is just the kind of thing I do (1:50:55 AM) Notaku Atohi: I know. (1:51:02 AM) Notaku Atohi: And I can't hold you from that. (1:51:32 AM) crosswindspath: You won't. um. love me any less if I go will you? (1:51:47 AM) Notaku Atohi: Why would you think that? (1:52:16 AM) Notaku Atohi: Wind, listen... (1:52:35 AM) Notaku Atohi: The thing is, you have your own life. I can't expect you to up and change plans because of me. (1:52:45 AM) Notaku Atohi: I love you- more than anything I've ever had in my life. (1:52:51 AM) Notaku Atohi: And it's a part of what worries me. (1:53:42 AM) Notaku Atohi: I know you're not bound to leave me or anything like that- but you still have that choice. And the fact is? You'll be far outta my reach. (1:53:49 AM) Notaku Atohi: I couldn't help you or hold you then. (1:54:20 AM) Notaku Atohi: Actually, there's a good chance I wouldn't even hear your thoughts loudly. (1:54:46 AM) Notaku Atohi: It worries me, but I'm not going to stop you from doing what you love. (1:58:23 AM) crosswindspath: Yeah. I understand. But, baby? I like feeling protected, you know that's one of my favorite perks. But, I have managed this long. I think I'll be ok. I've done this lots of times in the past. I don't want to worry you. I mean, I know you're a stronger species than me, but I've had to hold my own before (1:58:48 AM) crosswindspath: I may be your kitty (1:58:55 AM) crosswindspath: but (1:58:57 AM) crosswindspath: baby? (1:59:05 AM) crosswindspath: I'm big ass cougar too (1:59:12 AM) Notaku Atohi: I know. (1:59:18 AM) Notaku Atohi: I just...mm. (1:59:18 AM) crosswindspath: I'm not defenseless (1:59:25 AM) Notaku Atohi: You're right. (1:59:46 AM) Notaku Atohi: You're not defenseless. (2:00:21 AM) Notaku Atohi: I'm sure you'll have a good time. (2:02:51 AM) crosswindspath: are you going to be sad when I'm gone? (2:03:04 AM) Notaku Atohi: Of course. (2:03:50 AM) crosswindspath: yeah. Are you sure you dont want to come? She's checking her schedule and stuff (2:04:00 AM) crosswindspath: it wont be till after Valentine's Day (2:04:19 AM) Notaku Atohi: I... (2:04:25 AM) Notaku Atohi: I don't know. (2:04:42 AM) Notaku Atohi: I really just don't want you to leave. But you need to. You need to have fun. (2:04:56 AM) Notaku Atohi: And I can take some time, maybe go to the rez. (2:05:35 AM) crosswindspath: yeah. the rez. (2:05:43 AM) crosswindspath: sigh (2:06:03 AM) Notaku Atohi: What's wrong, babe? (2:06:44 AM) Notaku Atohi: Talk to me, please. (2:07:42 AM) crosswindspath: I just... (2:07:53 AM) crosswindspath: I have this feeling. (2:07:58 AM) crosswindspath: and when I get it (2:08:11 AM) crosswindspath: I just do it. like I feel this pull (2:08:16 AM) crosswindspath: and I felt it (2:08:19 AM) crosswindspath: and then (2:08:28 AM) crosswindspath: it was like (2:08:32 AM) crosswindspath: this thing in me (2:08:37 AM) crosswindspath: is making you upset (2:08:41 AM) crosswindspath: and that means (2:08:48 AM) crosswindspath: I'm the cause of you being (2:08:50 AM) crosswindspath: well (2:08:52 AM) crosswindspath: not happy (2:08:55 AM) crosswindspath: and that (2:08:58 AM) crosswindspath: makes me feel (2:09:01 AM) crosswindspath: idk (2:09:06 AM) crosswindspath: not good about myself (2:09:17 AM) crosswindspath: I love you so much baby (2:09:30 AM) Notaku Atohi: Ge... (2:09:31 AM) crosswindspath: I can't stand thinking I'm the cause of that (2:09:45 AM) Notaku Atohi: I'm just..mm... (2:09:54 AM) Notaku Atohi: That whole mating for life thing? (2:10:04 AM) Notaku Atohi: That means I don't want to be apart from you. (2:10:10 AM) Notaku Atohi: But, I know when I should be. (2:10:26 AM) Notaku Atohi: And this is one of those times, because this is something for you and your friend. (2:10:46 AM) Notaku Atohi: It's just that I never want to let you go. (2:10:58 AM) Notaku Atohi: I love you more than my own life, baby. (2:11:35 AM) Notaku Atohi: I'd do anything to make you happy and if letting you do this makes you happy, then by the gods, do it. (2:13:02 AM) crosswindspath: ok (2:13:17 AM) crosswindspath: you speak so passionately (2:13:18 AM) crosswindspath: heh (2:13:27 AM) crosswindspath: kinda makes my chest hurt (2:13:33 AM) crosswindspath: but in a good way (2:13:35 AM) crosswindspath: heh (2:13:54 AM) Notaku Atohi: I just want to curl up with you right now, babe. (2:14:14 AM) Notaku Atohi: Hold you close so I don't forget what it feels like. (2:14:43 AM) crosswindspath: then I'm coming - and baby? do we have V-day plans? Iris wants to know (2:15:12 AM) Notaku Atohi: ... (2:15:14 AM) crosswindspath: this is one of those don't let go nights (2:15:16 AM) crosswindspath: btw (2:15:19 AM) crosswindspath: ok? (2:15:24 AM) Notaku Atohi: Okay. (2:15:47 AM) Notaku Atohi: And if she thinks she's going to take you away from me for a second on that day, she's going to have her face mauled off. (2:15:51 AM) Notaku Atohi: Just saying... (2:18:54 AM) crosswindspath: O_O ok.....yeah I told her you had a surprise planned. heh. (2:19:12 AM) Notaku Atohi: Heheh. (2:19:20 AM) Notaku Atohi: Com'ere, baby. (2:19:29 AM) crosswindspath: I'm coming. Ready or not (2:19:33 AM) crosswindspath: <3 (2:19:35 AM) Notaku Atohi: Hehe. (2:19:37 AM) Notaku Atohi: <3