junkyarddog (junkyarddog) wrote in thegrand_ic, @ 2012-07-02 21:36:00 |
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Entry tags: | kitty fever, tray contini |
Who Tray and Kitty
Type AIM
What Talk about Cordy
Warning None
Status Complete
(11:00:18 PM) Kitty Fever: Meow.
(11:00:38 PM) Tray Contini: yes piggy?
(11:01:07 PM) Kitty Fever: Maybe you shouldn't call me that anymore, Tray.
(11:01:21 PM) Tray Contini: I thought you thought it was funny?
(11:01:26 PM) Kitty Fever: I did.
(11:01:34 PM) Kitty Fever: But, I'm not feelin' it anymore.
(11:01:47 PM) Tray Contini: ok.
(11:01:54 PM) Tray Contini: fine. no more joking around
(11:01:59 PM) Tray Contini: what's wrong?
(11:02:17 PM) Kitty Fever: I didn't realize you um...were serious about someone.
(11:02:29 PM) Tray Contini: who said I was?
(11:02:35 PM) Kitty Fever: Kind of obvious, Tray.
(11:02:42 PM) Tray Contini: how so?
(11:02:50 PM) Tray Contini: I'd love to hear this
(11:03:32 PM) Kitty Fever: Well, you have been practically drooling over her and from what I've gathered, you two get together often.
(11:03:35 PM) Kitty Fever: I mean.
(11:03:52 PM) Kitty Fever: That's like...well, a pretty solid set up.
(11:04:15 PM) Tray Contini: wow I'm about to classify you under the same category as her other friend
(11:04:21 PM) Kitty Fever: ...
(11:04:34 PM) Tray Contini: like neither of you ever heard of being friends or casual dating
(11:04:49 PM) Tray Contini: why are you both so quick to put labels on things
(11:04:51 PM) Kitty Fever: Gomen.
(11:04:58 PM) Kitty Fever: I'm not putting a label, Tray.
(11:04:59 PM) Tray Contini: this whole thing is ridiculous
(11:05:09 PM) Kitty Fever: Gomen.
(11:05:30 PM) Kitty Fever: I'm just tryin to get the facts straight from the source because I don't like to assume.
(11:05:35 PM) Kitty Fever: Assuming is bad.
(11:05:41 PM) Kitty Fever: Cause I will assume the negative.
(11:05:50 PM) Kitty Fever: That's why I'm asking.
(11:06:21 PM) Tray Contini: assuming is what that moron ass stalking claimer in my post is doing
(11:06:59 PM) Tray Contini: until there's a ring on a finger a person can do whatever the fuck they want
(11:07:03 PM) Kitty Fever: I'm sorry, Tray. I shouldn't of brought anything up but I was curious.
(11:07:15 PM) Kitty Fever: Gomen.
(11:07:20 PM) Tray Contini: what does that mean
(11:07:24 PM) Kitty Fever: Sorry.
(11:07:26 PM) Kitty Fever: It means sorry.
(11:07:46 PM) Kitty Fever: It's usually said with a bow or kneeling because one is shameful for being insulting.
(11:07:55 PM) Kitty Fever: And I am sorry.
(11:08:27 PM) Kitty Fever: I just wanted to know if she was in the same boat as me, that's all.
(11:08:34 PM) Kitty Fever: This casual thing.
(11:08:36 PM) Kitty Fever: I mean
(11:08:37 PM) Kitty Fever: Well..
(11:08:43 PM) Kitty Fever: I guess I'm not in that boat?
(11:08:44 PM) Kitty Fever: But
(11:08:59 PM) Kitty Fever: Ano...anyway, she's in a boat and I wanted to know what kind.
(11:09:04 PM) Kitty Fever: Cause my boat might smaller.
(11:09:10 PM) Kitty Fever: And I didn't wanna get flipped by her boat.
(11:10:33 PM) Kitty Fever: ...I hope I didn't make you mad.
(11:11:19 PM) Tray Contini: here's the deal kitty. no one's on my boat. I am my own boat. sometimes people visit. that's all I can really tell ya
(11:11:36 PM) Kitty Fever: I know you are.
(11:11:47 PM) Kitty Fever: You've made that very clear to me before.
(11:12:00 PM) Kitty Fever: I guess I just....worry about you.
(11:12:07 PM) Kitty Fever: I shouldn't, I know.
(11:12:27 PM) Kitty Fever: But you are a friend, Tray.
(11:12:39 PM) Kitty Fever: I would be upset if something happened to my muttface.
(11:14:30 PM) Kitty Fever: Anyway...
(11:14:43 PM) Kitty Fever: Maybe I will see you again sometime. Maybe out hunting.
(11:15:49 PM) Tray Contini: nothings gonna happen to me
(11:16:06 PM) Tray Contini: and if it does. if you're talking about the psycho. fuck him
(11:16:15 PM) Tray Contini: he has a self esteem problem
(11:16:18 PM) Kitty Fever: No, but okay. If you say so.
(11:16:44 PM) Tray Contini: and I'll get a couple good bites in and rip his face off before I die. that'll have me leave the world smiling
(11:16:53 PM) Kitty Fever: ...
(11:17:05 PM) Tray Contini: assholes deserve to be messed with
(11:17:14 PM) Tray Contini: he falls under that category
(11:17:25 PM) Kitty Fever: Okay...
(11:18:13 PM) Kitty Fever: Um, I'm gonna...I think I'm gonna go to the shop.
(11:18:18 PM) Kitty Fever: Or out to the woods.
(11:18:20 PM) Kitty Fever: Or something.
(11:19:05 PM) Kitty Fever: I just need to not be human for a bit.
(11:20:55 PM) Kitty Fever: Please take care, Tray.
(11:22:04 PM) Kitty Fever: Ano...
(11:22:15 PM) Kitty Fever: I won't mess around in your personal stuff anymore.
(11:22:18 PM) Kitty Fever: I'm sorry.
(11:22:21 PM) Kitty Fever: That was stupid of me.
(11:22:51 PM) Kitty Fever: Maybe I'll see you sometime. Just be safe.
(11:22:56 PM) Tray Contini: hey kitty
(11:23:04 PM) Kitty Fever: ...
(11:23:12 PM) Tray Contini: relax. I'm your friend. don't go away feeling bad
(11:23:18 PM) Kitty Fever: I can't help it.
(11:23:24 PM) Kitty Fever: I am so ashamed.
(11:23:30 PM) Kitty Fever: If I were home, mother would beat me for this.
(11:23:35 PM) Kitty Fever: Baka...
(11:23:41 PM) Kitty Fever: Gomenasai.
(11:23:46 PM) Kitty Fever: I am so sorry.
(11:24:57 PM) Kitty Fever: I should just keep my attention where it belongs. In dancing and the shop.
(11:25:42 PM) Kitty Fever: I'm just...I just need to run somewhere.
(11:25:48 PM) Kitty Fever: I can't think straight anymore. Gomen.
(11:26:47 PM) Tray Contini: gosh kitty relax. what are you so worked up over?
(11:26:51 PM) Tray Contini: I just dont get it
(11:27:05 PM) Kitty Fever: I don't either.
(11:27:09 PM) Kitty Fever: I don't know why.
(11:27:29 PM) Kitty Fever: I just want to curl up somewhere.
(11:29:04 PM) Kitty Fever: I don't know if you know that feeling or not.
(11:29:30 PM) Tray Contini: sure I do
(11:29:38 PM) Tray Contini: I just usually feel it when...
(11:29:40 PM) Tray Contini: ....
(11:29:42 PM) Tray Contini: well
(11:30:02 PM) Tray Contini: I really hate to think I've been blind to how much you care here
(11:30:21 PM) Tray Contini: I feel like I've hurt you somehow and that was never an intent
(11:31:03 PM) Kitty Fever: It's okay, Tray-kun. Hearts hurt often.
(11:31:55 PM) Kitty Fever: I know you think I'm probably crazy.
(11:32:01 PM) Kitty Fever: But I'm not trying to be that way.
(11:32:12 PM) Kitty Fever: I promise, none of my words or actions are ill in intention.
(11:32:16 PM) Kitty Fever: But I care.
(11:32:26 PM) Kitty Fever: I have cared for a while.
(11:32:38 PM) Kitty Fever: Demo...it's okay.
(11:32:47 PM) Kitty Fever: You don't have to see feeling.
(11:32:56 PM) Kitty Fever: And I should never expect you to.
(11:33:32 PM) Kitty Fever: How do they say it? I think...love is bittersweet.
(11:35:12 PM) Tray Contini: that's just an awful lot to say in the short time we've known each other
(11:35:59 PM) Kitty Fever: Hai, and I'm not trying to say I love you or anything deep.
(11:36:13 PM) Kitty Fever: But that I care for you, more than most people.
(11:36:35 PM) Kitty Fever: That I wish you would let me in.
(11:36:42 PM) Kitty Fever: But I know you have many walls.
(11:37:16 PM) Tray Contini: if you knew why the walls were there. you'd know it's for the best
(11:37:34 PM) Kitty Fever: I have heard that before.
(11:37:51 PM) Kitty Fever: Either you speak the truth, or this is an easy let down.
(7/2/2012 12:08:18 AM) Tray Contini: I'm not a liar.
(12:08:31 AM) Kitty Fever: I didn't think so. :3