beobscene (beobscene) wrote in thegrand_ic, @ 2012-07-02 21:25:00 |
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Entry tags: | atlas acron, jacques charbonneau, jean-auguste charbonneau |
Who Jean-Auguste and Jacques
What The conversation Jackie had while talking to Atlas
When July 1
Warning Language / Not Safe for Work links
Status Complete
(12:08:30 AM) speaksecretsofspirit: Jean?
(12:08:50 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: Yesup?
(12:09:19 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I have to tell you something. I need your help.
(12:09:48 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: ok what's up
(12:10:06 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I tried to talk to daddy but. I don't know. I didn't tell him everything. I was too embarrassed.
(12:10:34 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: Dad listens to everything. So if you shut him out what could that mean
(12:10:36 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: hold on
(12:10:39 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: don't tell me
(12:10:56 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: is this about people having more sex than you again
(12:11:03 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: no.
(12:11:38 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Oh, Jean.
(12:11:41 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: What would you do
(12:12:24 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: if you thought you knew something really important to someone, but you thought that if you told them they would go and do something stupid like confront a demon prince, or a duke, or a... a sin. Or something. Just something really bad.
(12:14:33 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: And maybe it's not wrong for them to do so. They do deserve their retribution. But...
(12:16:05 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: ehhhhhhhh
(12:16:12 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: that's a big question jackie
(12:16:33 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: On the reals I'm having issues with these two boys I'm watching right now
(12:16:41 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: balancing who should know what
(12:16:46 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: for their own good
(12:16:58 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: because of what their personalities are like
(12:17:04 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I talked to Paps about it
(12:17:10 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: and it was plum retarded
(12:17:18 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: like he was a space cadet talking to me
(12:17:31 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Huh?
(12:17:37 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I thought okayyyyyyyyyyy no real advice here thank anway
(12:17:48 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: thanks*
(12:17:59 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Papa never breaks the rules. that's why.
(12:18:30 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: helping me with my troubles isn't breaking rules. it's teaching. and listening for that matter
(12:18:38 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: but he seemed to caught up
(12:18:44 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: in something else or something
(12:18:48 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: so I shut up
(12:18:51 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: but point is
(12:18:57 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: that's really strange...
(12:19:10 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I've got no real advice...
(12:19:15 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I wish I did
(12:19:30 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: but I don't because when I told him my semi-similar problem
(12:19:34 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I got zilch
(12:19:45 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I'm working on the same issue here
(12:19:51 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: It's okay. I'm just... really afraid of what I think I have to do.
(12:19:51 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: maybe we can help each other
(12:19:55 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: And it makes it worse because
(12:20:01 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I think I did something dumb. But I couldn't help it.
(12:20:17 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: what did you do that was dumb first?
(12:20:50 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Well... I think this guy is supposed to be my charge, but it's going way out of my hands really fast.
(12:20:59 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: And I haven't told anyone this.
(12:21:00 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: but.
(12:21:57 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I think I'm starting to have feelings for him. Or maybe it's because of what we did. I don't know. Maybe i shouldn't have.
(12:22:11 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: what you did?
(12:22:19 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: Jackie you sly little scamp
(12:22:24 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm
(12:22:27 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: you did it didn't you
(12:22:42 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: YOU DID
(12:22:45 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: YOU DID
(12:22:49 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: HAHAHHAHHAHAHA
(12:22:53 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: Good one.
(12:22:57 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: *high fives*
(12:23:38 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: no, it's not good! Because now I can't think straight to do my job or be honest or even put my shoes on the right feet.
(12:24:19 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: you can't put your shoes on the right feet
(12:24:21 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: ?
(12:24:24 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: seriously?
(12:24:26 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: oh man
(12:24:28 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I'm exaggerating.
(12:24:29 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: But.
(12:24:29 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: you got it bad
(12:25:04 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: this is going to be horrible! I already know too much. If I tell him he'll eventually go and kill himself and if I lie he'll hate me forever.
(12:27:15 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: dude. you are freaking out
(12:27:56 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Am I wrong?
(12:28:47 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: you are in a situation where you need to step back and think. you need to think, if your feelings weren't involved, what the right thing to do would be
(12:29:20 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I don't know if taking away someone's choices is giving them the freedom to have the freewill they were given
(12:29:41 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I've thought on this a lot lately
(12:30:00 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: But he's mortal. ...and a bit of a hothead. Sometimes. Enough times that I'm worried. :/
(12:31:03 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: then maybe it would be better to try and teach him to cool down and keep stable before whatever this reveal is
(12:31:13 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: teach him other things first
(12:31:27 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: things that might make or break his decisions in the end
(12:31:51 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Imagine someone a little like you.
(12:31:52 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Haha.
(12:31:56 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: but who grew up without the benefit of parents.
(12:32:06 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: And try and tell him what he should do.
(12:34:03 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: then you'll have to be more creative than that Jackie. Think about it. When you teach a kid red light green light you don't go beat the word stop into their head or smack them. You coax them with praise and cookies and shit when they do it right.
(12:34:26 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: If he's anything like me
(12:34:31 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: don't tell him what to do
(12:34:35 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: he'll block
(12:34:43 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: show him by example
(12:35:00 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Yeah. yeah, okay. I'm just. so bad at this. I can't not tell people things.
(12:36:21 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: let me get this straight. you got a "guy like me" banging you and telling you enough secrets that it's getting this kinda deep
(12:36:28 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: and you think you're not doing ok?
(12:36:33 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: you're fine
(12:37:06 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I mean, I'm bad at lying. I could end up slipping up and he gets suspicious and figures it out before I'm ready to tell him.
(12:37:07 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: And.
(12:37:10 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: it hasn't been that long.
(12:37:12 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: this sort of just happened.
(12:37:57 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Part of the reason why I'm worried what I'm doing is stupid :/
(12:38:38 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: you don't have to lie
(12:38:42 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: and
(12:38:56 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: if you think he's catching on spill quick
(12:39:05 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: nothing worse than getting caught
(12:39:22 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: but you're nervous more because you care in more than one way
(12:39:28 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: that's obvious enough
(12:42:41 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Well... yes. Even if /omitting/ did a lot to keep him from flying like a madman at a big-time demon if he hated me for doing it, even though I did my job, I'd feel horrible.
(12:44:43 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: well then maybe you should ask what he would do if he met him
(12:45:55 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I did. :/
(12:46:17 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Look.
(12:46:21 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Jacques Charbonneau 11:44 pm
You've never really told me.
If you don't mind.
What do you want to do when you find him?
Atlas Acron 11:45 pm
I don't know yet
but I'll make him regret knowing me
Jacques Charbonneau 11:46 pm
What if he's really strong? What if he could wave his pinky and kill you?
Atlas Acron 11:48 pm
I don't care
I've faced him before
I'm not scared
he left so fast
I deserve to say what I want to fucking say
even if he doesn't care
(12:46:30 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Dad said this could be someone as high as Amon.
(12:46:37 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I'm not sure he would even finish speaking before Amon ate him.
(12:49:33 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: ah. yeah Jackie-o. I think you're in mother fucking deep.
(12:49:38 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: um
(12:49:42 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: ok letmethink
(12:49:56 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: how did we both get so caught up
(12:50:20 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: because we're crazy? I don't know.
(12:50:23 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I got one dealing in Astarte and Astaroth for fucks sakes who apparently deals in Ba'al
(12:50:37 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: AND this really rubbed me wrong earlier
(12:50:41 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: but I told Paps
(12:51:40 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: that the boy I'm dealing with was attacked my President Caim's dragon - we're talking about Potato's dad here and I'm directly on the other end of another demon dealing and he seemed to be just like
(12:51:42 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: oh well
(12:51:59 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: it was almost obnoxious how he didn't see the connection
(12:52:05 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: when I spelled it out for him
(12:52:11 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I think Paps is getting old
(12:52:30 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: Potato could be affecting other people
(12:52:39 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: people you and me are looking after
(12:52:45 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Maybe he is. i've thought about that too. He doesn't seem to have much fire left for others.
(12:52:49 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Maybe he needs.. something.
(12:52:52 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: just because it's you and me that's around them
(12:52:57 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: like we're drawing them there
(12:53:27 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: yeah, I guess. Dad just used to be all proud telling those war stories
(12:53:31 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: OH, don't say that.
(12:53:32 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I would just
(12:53:32 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: just
(12:53:33 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: be
(12:53:34 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: crushed.
(12:53:37 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: and I wanted to go into the military like him
(12:53:48 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: but I don't know.
(12:54:21 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: anyway tho, I think I have an idea
(12:54:41 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: maybe you should prepare this guy for meeting him
(12:55:07 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I think I understand a bit. Maybe. When you feel like you love someone, or maybe you could love them, you stop wanting to take risks so much.
(12:55:38 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Maybe he didn't tell you anything because he doesn't want you to get hurt. He'd never suggest that you fight Astarte.
(12:59:07 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: well even if that's not what he wants, the world is gonna tick on. just like it will for Atlas, and things are gonna happen whether you tell him, or he finds out himself, or who knows what. I'm not a dawn of time angel, but I know for a fucking fact already things you don't want to happen, have a way of finding their way in one way or another and you are going to have to be prepared with atlas or atlas will go it alone. Same as I will stand up to astarte if she ends up in my face for my wards
(12:59:12 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: whether I want to or not
(12:59:20 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: so ignoring it
(12:59:25 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: doesn't make it go away
(12:59:36 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: and it doesn't take your responsibility away either
(12:59:42 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: or Paps
(12:59:47 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: his responsiblity to us
(12:59:52 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: to keep us prepared
(1:00:00 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: and I learned it before
(1:00:15 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: You should talk to Papa about how you want him to help you.
(1:00:16 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: sometimes you just gotta go on your own
(1:00:40 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: One time daddy said to me... this was after I asked him why papa never takes on charges or seems interested in other people... he said he thinks we're his charges.
(1:01:08 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: so if that's true, then you should tell him.
(1:01:51 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: hm. Yeah. maybe so
(1:02:01 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I gotta breathe
(1:02:04 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I get worked up
(1:02:05 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: You okay?
(1:02:11 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: yeah I'm fine
(1:02:55 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I love you, Jean.
(1:02:56 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Thank you.
(1:03:23 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I love you too Jackie-o
(1:03:38 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I hoped I helped somewhere in all that
(1:03:42 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: Im not sure I did
(1:04:37 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: You did. I think I know what to do.
(1:04:47 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: yeah? Good.
(1:05:00 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I think maybe as crazy as it was it all happened for a reason.
(1:05:17 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: If I was trying to do this job with detachment I might have already done the research and sent him along to get into a fight he can't win.
(1:05:31 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Because when I started I didn't really know any better.
(1:06:18 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: hm. soooooooooooooooooooooo Jackie?
(1:06:23 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: how was it?
(1:06:39 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: ;-)
(1:08:40 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Hehheee! Okay first, http://nd04.jxs.cz/698/581/e043ab9cdd_7
(1:08:42 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I'll let that sink in.
(1:09:22 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: you're lying
(1:09:36 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: this is some fetish model or something
(1:09:39 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: you found that offline
(1:09:55 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: ok show me the real picture
(1:10:54 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: wait a minute
(1:10:57 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: hold the phone
(1:11:02 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I'm online
(1:11:12 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I see Dad's godzilla post
(1:11:27 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I see his picture up
(1:11:47 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: THIS IS WHY YOU WANT TO GO TO THE MALL
(1:13:41 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: HEHEHEHEEE
(1:14:06 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: He's real. I promise.
(1:14:09 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: And I've seen him naked.
(1:14:11 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: And it was good.
(1:15:54 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: He topped you didn't he?
(1:16:15 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Mmmmmmm well yeah.
(1:16:47 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: damn that's... well not the you part. I just mean
(1:17:06 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: that's the kinda guy worth wrestling around for it
(1:17:11 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I can tell
(1:17:23 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: you sly sly slyyyyyyyyyyyyyy dog
(1:17:38 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: what the fuck did you say to get him to do that
(1:17:46 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: did you try the pout?
(1:18:55 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: :3
(1:19:46 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I don't know that I said anything. I was just nice to him and listened when he said things and then he made a joke about a blow job so I played along and then we ended up on the floor naked. :x
(1:21:05 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: damn
(1:21:21 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: you got any more pics? I wanna talk to him what's his sign name
(1:21:30 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I'm looking him up
(1:21:37 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Jean! :|
(1:21:43 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: YES
(1:21:45 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I AM
(1:22:09 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Don't! If you try to steal him I will never have anyone else like him ever in a million years. Do you really want to do that to me?!
(1:22:36 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: little bro
(1:22:47 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: do you really think I would steal from you
(1:22:54 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: ... you'd steal from Stacey.
(1:22:59 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I would not
(1:23:08 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: you talked about it like you might.
(1:23:19 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: What do you even want to say to him anyway?
(1:23:20 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: that was different. we'd just met her
(1:23:28 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: and she was still fair game
(1:23:36 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: and besides - she wasn't kinda lay
(1:23:40 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I'm over that
(1:23:56 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: poke him about you
(1:24:08 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: whyyyyyyyyy that's so embarrassing
(1:24:18 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: that's exactly why
(1:24:22 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: you suck!
(1:24:23 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: oka
(1:24:24 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: y
(1:24:27 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: oh look
(1:24:30 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I'll let you do it if you tell me what he says.
(1:24:48 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I feel like we're 14 again, seriously.
(1:24:51 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: fiiiiiiiiiiiiine. I can't have you dying of embarrassement without knowing it
(1:25:00 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: GOOD! i want to know what did me in.
(1:25:44 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: oh nice. he's even online
(1:25:46 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: how cute
(1:25:59 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Oh god you're going to make me throw up. :/
(1:28:37 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: Oh I like him already
(1:28:43 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: :D
(1:28:57 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: why?
(1:31:06 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: cuz he's an asshole
(1:31:09 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I like that
(1:31:17 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Let me see, Jean.
(1:31:31 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: (1:26:33 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: heyheyhey. you're my little bro's lay
(1:26:47 AM) metamothasis: Um excuse me?
(1:27:02 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I'm Jackie's brother
(1:27:11 AM) metamothasis: OHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
(1:27:15 AM) metamothasis: I get it.
(1:27:34 AM) metamothasis: If you're here to pal up and get inside information fuck off
(1:27:53 AM) metamothasis: If you're here to play daddy with a rifle fuck off
(1:28:08 AM) metamothasis: If you want to talk cuz you have something interesting to say
(1:28:10 AM) metamothasis: go for it
(1:28:19 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: Oh I like you already
(1:29:07 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I seen a picture of and
(1:29:10 AM) metamothasis: stop there
(1:29:14 AM) metamothasis: go no further
(1:29:16 AM) metamothasis: no fair
(1:29:23 AM) metamothasis: I want to know who I'm talking to
(1:29:26 AM) metamothasis: show me a picture
(1:30:38 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6ipo
(1:30:40 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: that work?
(1:30:52 AM) metamothasis: mmm yeah that works
(1:31:58 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU INTROED WITH THAT
(1:31:58 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: YOU
(1:31:59 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: ALSKJFAS
(1:32:38 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I never said I was an elbows off the table kind of guy jackie
(1:32:59 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I can't even think. omg.
(1:34:02 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: but.
(1:34:04 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: you have to admit.
(1:34:07 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: that's really hot, isn't it?
(1:34:53 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: yeah I guess so
(1:35:25 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Well, I think it's hot. I kind of like it when he's rough with me. Heheheheee
(1:37:20 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: yeah that's what he said
(1:37:25 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: what?
(1:37:56 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: 1:33:41 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: So what's the draw
(1:34:05 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: little jackie bro isn't one to suit up with your type
(1:34:14 AM) Atlas: what's my type?
(1:34:25 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: the hot type with brass
(1:35:54 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: and the type that roughs him up in just the right way
(1:36:05 AM) Atlas: Oh he liked that did he?
(1:36:38 AM) Atlas: nice job on informing me Big Brother but I could tell that from his face and his moans.
(1:36:50 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: HAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
(1:36:58 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: OMG I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU
(1:37:02 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: CAN I KEEP YOU
(1:38:19 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: You jerk!
(1:38:55 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I'm so offended. of course I like it rough. I coped with you for 20 years.
(1:46:43 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Don't you dare both go silent on me! I will find you and rip your ears off, Jean-Auguste!
(1:46:53 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: what what
(1:46:59 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I'm talking to your boy
(1:47:03 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: listen up here
(1:47:04 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Show me.
(1:48:52 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I can't do it
(1:48:55 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: omg
(1:48:59 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: cough
(1:49:00 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: cough
(1:49:03 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: oh shit
(1:49:10 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: what did you do?!
(1:49:15 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: he's really got no shame does he?
(1:49:21 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: W
(1:49:22 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: O
(1:49:23 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: W
(1:49:35 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: WHAT
(1:49:37 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: STOP TEASING ME
(1:51:40 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I would not want his cell to fall into the wrong hands
(1:51:41 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: omg
(1:51:54 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Piercings?
(1:52:00 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: those are really hot too.
(1:52:01 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6gym
(1:52:20 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Mmmmmhmm. :3
(1:52:51 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I don't even have the balls to dothat
(1:53:00 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: well not literally
(1:53:02 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: HAHAHHA
(1:53:05 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I mean
(1:53:07 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: HAHAHA
(1:53:08 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: OMG
(1:53:25 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: -- and with that some of my pride that you destroyed returns.
(1:53:40 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I can't believe you thought I wouldn't like someone like him.
(1:53:53 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: you dont like me
(1:54:02 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Don't be stupid. I love you.
(1:54:17 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: well yeah. I just meant... you seem
(1:54:21 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: different
(1:54:41 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Oh, Jean. I miss you constantly. It tears up my guts every time I can't hang out with you.
(1:55:10 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: that's not what I mean. I mean, this just isn't the type of guy I saw you going for
(1:56:08 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: That's funny, because I can't imagine wanting anything else. He's exciting. He shows me things. he's strong and sharp.
(1:56:12 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: he reminds me of all of my favorite things.
(1:56:27 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: things you used to like to show me.
(2:00:04 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
(2:00:08 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: Jackie
(2:00:13 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: he's a sad person
(2:00:48 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: He is. He breaks my heart. Sometimes when he's telling me things I just can't help it. I end up crying a little.
(2:01:01 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: watch this
(2:01:13 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: 1:55:57 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: wait what
(1:56:04 AM) metamothasis: it's a broken mirror
(1:56:12 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: why a broken mirror?
(1:59:05 AM) metamothasis: idk. because that's what I am sorta. I mean. here. it's like a double meaning. I scare everyone and it's like when you look in it and the reflection breaks. like in the horror movies. but, it's also a fuck you to it. 7 years bad for breaking one? fuck all the damn mirrors and everyone that breaks from seeing me. I'm not scared of shit or putting up with their shit
(1:59:57 AM) metamothasis: I break people. I break mirrors. but I don't fucking care and I'll wear it on my sleeve. right here on my arm
(2:00:51 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I get that. I do. I have some tatts with similar meanings behind them.
(2:04:21 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I hate to hear him talk about that when he's so beautiful. And not even just his face. he was really, really sweet to me even though like to admit those things.
(2:05:12 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: that was my favorite part of being with him. His attitude is sexy and fun but he really got to me when he was so concerned that I enjoyed myself. Making sure he didn't hurt me or anything.
(2:05:42 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: *though he doesn't like to
(2:07:57 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: hmmmmm
(2:08:02 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I don't know Jackie
(2:08:08 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: maybe you should tell him
(2:08:24 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I might have been wrong
(2:08:27 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: What makes you think so?
(2:09:08 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: idk. I just get what you mean. he pulls you in. it makes you want to give him everything to make it all better. but, this wont really make it all better
(2:09:10 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: but
(2:09:19 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: maybe he needs to know that for himself
(2:09:33 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I sorta
(2:09:37 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: know that feeling
(2:09:48 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Oh...
(2:09:52 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I sorta know exactly what you mean.
(2:11:03 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Maybe... just a little longer?
(2:11:08 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Not too long.
(2:11:10 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: But a little.
(2:11:20 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: yeah.
(2:11:34 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: remember what I said earlier?
(2:11:41 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: about preparing him
(2:11:43 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Yes.
(2:11:59 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: just keep that in your head. he's going to get really disappointed in the end
(2:12:03 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: It'll be just as much preparing myself, as well.
(2:12:31 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: If he has to be disappointed, I want him to look to me and accept my help. He's not good at that yet.
(2:13:18 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I know that feeling too. it's hard to accept help. It makes you feel weak, like you can't stand on your own.
(2:14:21 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: But both of you! I've only ever did anything I did for you because you mean the world to me and seeing you go out of it, just that thought, was like watching it lose all its color.
(2:14:28 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: If you had never come back
(2:14:32 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I would feel like nothing
(2:14:35 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Like a body full of dust
(2:15:22 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: So feel weak if you want to. I'll fill in for you.
(2:19:37 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: What else is he saying?
(2:20:01 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: he's talking about the circus
(2:20:08 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: he talks about kids alot
(2:20:27 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Oh yeah. that's his thing. It's so cool.
(2:20:54 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: He showed me a video once. he's a beautiful dancer, and he can do cool things with hula hoops.
(2:22:34 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: yeah that's what I've been watching
(2:23:04 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: he talks dirtier than me
(2:24:44 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Yeah he does. I feel like hanging out with you was only training. Hehehehe
(2:25:49 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I can't believe you're not showing me the rest of this conversation.
(2:25:54 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I asked you to and everything.
(2:25:55 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: this is so unfair.
(2:25:58 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: are you aware he's working with prostitutes
(2:26:10 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Yes.
(2:26:22 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: okkkkkk. just checking
(2:26:29 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: He's not like that.
(2:27:49 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vqpZ7FF1
(2:28:05 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: artistic version of your lay
(2:28:24 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I know, he knows all sorts of people. It's interesting.
(2:31:49 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: He's so cute.
(2:31:49 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: And.
(2:31:55 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Stop calling him my "lay".
(2:31:58 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: It wasn't like that.
(2:32:14 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: what am I supposed to call him?
(2:32:21 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: he's that guy you laid
(2:32:49 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I did not LAY him. We had a good time. :|
(2:32:51 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I don't know.
(2:32:58 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: HAHAHA
(2:33:05 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I love you Jackie
(2:33:11 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: :(
(2:33:46 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: um why does he call you christian
(2:33:51 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: oh oh oh
(2:33:59 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: it's our in-joke thing. :D
(2:34:29 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Because he thinks I'm like Christian from Moulin Rouge. Remember that? How Christian was nice and optimistic and believed in love and made Satine believe too.
(2:34:43 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: oh cool thanks. he wouldn't tell me
(2:34:46 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: HAHAHAHA
(2:34:54 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: He wouldn't?
(2:35:06 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I'm gonna go rub it in his face now
(2:35:09 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: You better keep that secret then.
(2:35:09 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: NO>
(2:35:18 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Don't ruin him. this is not just a game.
(2:35:29 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: If you make him angry I will make you regret it SO bad.
(2:35:42 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: he doesn't seem that uptight
(2:35:47 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: are you sure
(2:35:49 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: i can't
(2:36:07 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I've never had him tell me there was something he didn't want me to know, so if he said so, maybe it's important to him.
(2:36:50 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: hmmm
(2:38:31 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: hmm what?
(2:39:06 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: did you he considered himself an atheist even though he believes in demons
(2:39:14 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: know*
(2:39:51 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Well yes. He's said before that he didn't really think about God or that God would do anything for him. He was really surprised to know me. but what does that matter?
(2:40:49 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: And why do you keep asking this stuff? Are you seriously vetting him?
(2:42:25 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: it matters a lot doesnt it? you God away, you don't get into heaven. do you? you can't drill a dude like this. I'm just having casual conversation, it's what it's what I do.
(2:42:35 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: turn* god
(2:43:37 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: that goes against not giving up on your charge, you know. It doesn't matter if he believes yet. Maybe he will with help. At least I'm sure there's no chance he'll turn sides.
(2:44:15 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: well yeah I didn't say shove the bible down his throat. I was just noting thing
(2:44:16 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: s
(2:44:28 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I believe in him.
(2:44:50 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I think his heart is good. I know it is.
(2:44:54 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I just want to help him.
(2:45:39 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Something just occured to me.
(2:45:51 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I hope you're not not copy-pasting to me because you're copy-pasting to him!
(2:46:45 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: naw.
(2:46:53 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: I wouldn't do that unless
(2:46:55 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Then prove it. I want to see.
(2:47:12 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Unless what??
(2:47:57 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: no. you can't see
(2:48:02 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Why not?
(2:48:16 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: because I'm telling you anything of relevence
(2:48:23 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: and you need to learn to trust me
(2:49:06 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: and I have never in my life known someone who says they want to be like the announcer dude in that show cabaret
(2:49:15 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: SIGH.
(2:49:25 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: he said being ring master of a freak show would be his dream job
(2:49:48 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: so that no one could tell him what to do
(2:50:03 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Haha! that sounds like him. Absolutely.
(2:50:13 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I can picture it.
(2:58:34 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vEISQQv5
(3:00:34 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I think it's cute. He's spontaneous like that.
(3:02:32 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: this kids' got a death wish
(3:03:21 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Oh, I know. He's so brave. I love it.
(3:07:15 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: okay. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0zc
(3:07:49 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UzNaNlju
(3:07:57 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: we just need a can opener
(3:08:04 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: and alcohol
(3:08:32 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: I don't even think you need the alcohol.
(3:08:47 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: we're of age
(3:08:57 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: That's not what I meant.
(3:09:23 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: He doesn't need alcohol to be funny. He's already funny before he starts drinking. :) Maybe he's even funnier after, I don't know. We haven't gotten drunk.
(3:19:40 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: rrrrrrghh!! JEAN
(3:19:46 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: What?
(3:19:49 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: What
(3:20:07 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: He's asking you to join us in playing target practice.
(3:21:04 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09vbHblb
(3:21:21 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: nothing.
(3:21:37 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: noooooooooo
(3:21:38 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: tell me
(3:25:41 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: no, it's okay. I'm fine. :)
(3:26:59 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: jackie
(3:27:03 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: ???????????
(3:30:53 AM) Jacques Charbonneau: Fine. I reacted strongly because I wanted that one for me. but nevermind. It's fine.
(3:31:41 AM) JudgeGatesofSyn: alright