"Yeah," Bazzer nodded, embarrassed, it was pathetic really, how old he was, "Not at all what I...expected. Both good and bad. The pollen didn't help at all. I think it made it worse," it hadn't helped, that was certain. "Now I just don't know what to think. Other than that I really fucked up. Erm..." he made a face, "No pun intended," he sighed, the confusion in his head almost palpable. Why he was baring everything to Adnan, they weren't the closest, was beyond him. Adnan was there though and listening and somehow, it was easier because he didn't the other man so well. Absently, he took the stick from Tripper and threw it again.