I 'ent looked up what the books say about me, but I know that if I could of, I wouldn't of taken Roger with me after rescuing him. Then I'd be dead, 'en the Dust would continue to leak out of the world 'en the Magisterium 'en Authority would of won everything. So you see, I couldn't change it, even if I wanted to, even if I could go back to that decision. It had to happen that way, 'en I get a little peace out of knowing that, even if I was the one who killed him.