Rey // Ben
I understand. It's difficult for me to know how I will feel about any of this in the future. But - can I ask what you saw?
It's a lot to put on a person, any person, and I do appreciate how hard this must be for you. I did mean it though, there is no reason for you to take the next step until you feel you are ready for it.
It can, to a degree, yes. Are you having strange dreams?