Kate Beckett usually answers to Kate Castle (ktbecks) wrote in thedoorway,
I'm not sure that I would handle it well if I were in your shoes. Technically, some version of my life is still unfolding on television, but it's a life that I lived not that long ago. It isn't my life twenty years in the future, which is what would really get me.
If I believed in such things, and I'm not sure that I do outside of this universe, I met a time traveler once who told me he could tell me the names of my three children and loads of other personal information. I turned him down, not only because I thought (and still think, mostly) that he was just a guy in some sort of mental breakdown and an over active imagination but, given the choice, I didn't want to know.
And it's a bit unfair that, in some way, you're going to be forced to know.