Regulus | Remus
Taking care of someone else is far easier than taking care of your own self. You should know that better than anyone, Regulus.
The fact is, these aren't questions to which anyone will have answers, and trying to find them will only drive you mad. None of us know when we'll be taken away and, for the most part, it's the same as back home. When we go back, we won't have any memory of this place. Most of us, you excluded it seems, won't know our deaths are right around the corner. That's just part of living, especially in our respective times.
I may not be the poster child for making the right choices ever, but I never intend to give up on the things I believe in or the people I love.