I think it lies on all our minds, especially with those of us who know that death awaits us at home. My nephews were brought here and then returned to face their deaths. That weighs heavier on me than my own fate, I will admit. But if we spend our time dwelling on vagaries of fate and the capriciousness of the tesseract then we would get nothing done. I choose to take advantage of what time I have here, to live as full a life as I can. My time will end when I am returned home but here? I will live.