Anakin | Tahiri
As long as she's still sending you in the field, then she believes you belong there. Whatever else she thinks, there's that. Lead field agent is one you need to be able to read, at least in the field. Can you spend more time with either or both of them? Have more conversations over the network... Something to establish more of a back and forth of understanding. What's different about working with Jaina here?
Take a step outside your head. Nothing you've said tells me a thing about how your team is doing or how you're doing on it. You aren't [...] working with these people right now. You're performing for them. You're performing some version of Anakin Solo, rather than working with them. You use your head a lot, it's a part of who you are. But stop thinking so much and be. There is no try, do or do not.
Take a deep breath and meditate. You can do it, Anakin, SHIELD and the wedding planning and the other stuff too.